
On the way home, my tears couldn't stand it. I was driving while crying, when I was far enough away from the airport I stopped my car on the shoulder of the road.
I hid my face and sobbed behind the steering wheel.
"Rizwan sorry hiks hiks"
I kept muttering apologizing to Rizwan.
I tried to call Rizwan's phone but before I could call him Dr. Wanda called.
Drrrtttttt
Drrrtttt
"Ha___"
"Nay Rizwan drop !" Dr.Wanda interrupted my words.
Deg
Moreover, this is my God
"Hallo Nay ! Nay you still listening to me?" Ask Wanda
"I___yaaa doc, how is Rizwan now" I tried to be as calm as possible.
"He was asleep, he dropped. Can I turn my call into a video call?" Bargainly.
"Boleeh doc" I nodded my head even though the person across the street didn't know.
I can see Rizwan's pale face when the call has been changed by Dr. Wandas.
"Rizwan!" I said a word and then closed my mouth with one hand.
"He really misses you Nay, he wants to go home to Jogja, but is ashamed of you because the existence is now not the same as it used to be" said Wanda.
"He also tells every day only about you, from the beginning of the meeting until his struggle to get your heart" he said with oddity.
"Please tell her, I miss her a lot too, I'm waiting for her to come home" I stared at the sleeping face looking calm.
"Sorry Wanda, I'll go home first. I'll send you a video and show it to her" I asked.
"Okey Nay, be careful on the road"
The call was interrupted, and there was an incoming message I hadn't seen from Alan.
Papi Ara [I'm sorry Nay, I can't help myself, and what I said earlier I wasn't kidding]
After 5 minutes Alan sent me another message.
Papi Ara [be careful on the road, I go first ]
I exhaled slowly and then drove the car home, hopefully the occupants of the house were asleep, so I didn't have to answer this question.
30minutes passed, the car was parked in the yard.
I entered after saying my greetings, the living room lights had also gone out.
I went to the kitchen first to get some water.
"Uuhhuuuukkkk" I choked on hearing Mama's voice.
"Eeh slowly dong Mbak drank it" Mama chuckled.
"Mama is a real fad" I said.
"What a long time ago?" Ask Mama.
"Yeah Ma, I received a phone call from Dr. Wanda, he told me that Rizwan's condition was to drop Ma" I replied.
"I want to sleep with Mama , want to hug Mama kayak gini until the morning feels" I hug my Mom is anxious to make Mama chuckle chuckle.
"The old man is still spoiled" the cynical Althaf who just went into the kitchen and took cold water in the refrigerator.
"Sirik says boss" I pelt my tongue mocking him.
"No, yes" he said.
"Mistake no mistake hahaa" I laughed at Althaf's face that looked unacceptable.
"Udah already, you guys are both big but the behavior is still like children" Mama said.
"Mak Nay first, Ma" Althaf threw a mistake at me making me raise my eyebrows.
"Basic boy" I randomized her hair to Althaf's prosthetic and Mama's head to see my behavior and Althaf's.
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I went into the room, and saw a beautiful creature named Ara was fast asleep.
I went inside the bathroom, washed my face and changed my clothes before joining Ara in bed.
I pecked at the lights and prepared for sleep, but a small muttering sound bothered me to enter the dreamland.
I turned on the light and found Ara who kept muttering the word "Mami please Ara"
I tried to wake Ara up by patting her cheek gently, because her sweat had soaked the clothes she was wearing.
What really happened. My inner.
"Araa baby, wake up baby!" My speech.
"Mammy!" Her scream then woke up and immediately hugged me tightly while sobbing.
"Mammiii" he said.
"Dear yes, sleep well mami keep Ara here" I stroked her back up and down, could she miss her mother until carried away to the dream.
When I felt Ara calm down, and there was no sound of sobbing again I tried to lay her on the bed, and hugged her until morning.
"Bak Nay wake up !!" The door in my room with the sound of Althaf's screams woke me up.
"Don't yell Adek O Allah, it's still early in the morning to know" I said after opening the door.
"That pleasein Bi Denok first mbak, Bi Denok earlier______"
...What was hayooooo 😅...