Hot DuRen (Cool Young)

Chapter 51

I was still awake next to Ara who had fallen asleep while hugging me.

Alan's words were still ringing in my mind.

I don't know how I got confused

I chose to break down my body and rub Ara who might have had a good dream because she was smiling in her sleep.

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"Nay, you know I'm happy to know you, I'm also happy to be a part of your life" Rizwan told me.

"I'm also happy" I leaned my body against her and stared at the beautiful garden with a beautiful fish pond in the middle.

"If I go you have to promise me that you will keep smiling like this, you have to stay happy like this" he said suddenly making me frown and straightening my body at him.

"What the hell are you talking about? Where are you going?you want to leave me where it is" I asked.

Rizwan didn't answer my question he just smiled and rubbed my hair.

"You know Nay, I always feel pain every time my illness comes back, but now I want to feel that pain go away, you promise me that you will remember me" he said.

"What do you say?" My eyes are already glazed.

"Promise me first Nay" he said smiling.

"I don't want to" I shook my head and cried .

"Don't cry dear dong, you want to see me constantly enduring pain?" He cupped my face with both hands.

"When I'm done with Nay, I will always love you" Rizwan kissed my forehead long enough to keep my eyes closed .

I opened my eyes as I felt the wind blow my face.

I looked around but could not find Rizwan's shadow.

"Reuters... !" Shouts but no word.

"Rizwan please don't joke" I covered my face with both hands.

"Rizwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnn"

I woke up with sweat and what was this, I was just dreaming, but why was I crying as if it all felt real.

Tok tok tok tok

I faintly heard the sound of the door knocking.

I stepped my foot out of the room, the sound of knocking on the door became clearer.

Tok tok tok tok

"Day!" Given's voice sounded from outside.

I quickened my pace and immediately opened the door.

"Nay" Given immediately hugged me and cried.

I was just silent because I had a bad feeling.

"Nay, Vienna...

Rizwan has no Nay" he said in between tears.

I didn't answer, I didn't say a word, I just froze with tears streaming down my cheeks.

Given took off his embrace because it found me just silently pecking.

"Loe's going to the hospital, isn't she?" Ask.

I nodded my head and turned back inside the house.

Right in front of my room, Noah was waiting with his eyes open, because before Given came here, Given had called Noah and told him that Rizwan was gone.

"Mom!" Call her softly and then hug me.

I shed my tears on my sister Noah's arms. Mama and Althaf also came out of the room because they heard the sound of Given's knock that was very loud in addition to my crying voice.

"Nuha, this is Nay kennapa nangis ?" Mama asked, rubbing my trembling back.

"Mas Rizwan is gone" replied Noah, making my tears break and Mama shut her mouth.

"Innalillahiwainnaillaihirojiun, dear God" my mother held me from behind.

I took off my arms to Noah and looked at Mama.

"Ma, I went to the hospital first huh" I said in a hoarse voice.

"Dear, let Althaf be anther" said mama stroked my hair.

"Yes, Al get the jacket first" said Althaf.

"No need to deck, ma'am go there with Given" I prevent Althaf who will go into his room.

"Judah you change clothes first, wear a jacket" said Mama.

I went into the room to follow Noah, and Mama and Althaf went to meet Given.

"Dek, please take care of Ara yes" I said to Nuha who was sitting on the bed.

"Mbak Nay don't have to worry, tomorrow morning I follow you to the hospital" he said.

I nodded my head and immediately came out, my drowsiness disappeared instantly when the time was still showing at 2 am.

As soon as I reached the living room Given stood up and said goodbye to Mama, I did the same.

My mother told me to be careful on the road.

All the way from home to the hospital my tears were constantly dripping, my face was like an adhesive glue that made me unable to speak.

It only took twenty minutes for Given's car to reach the hospital because the road was quite quiet.

Without waiting for Given to park his car, I immediately opened the door and headed for Rizwan's ward.

There is already Aunt Sekar crying in the arms of bi Ningsih.

Then there's a couple of your wife who's a little younger than Aunt Sekar and a teenage boy.

Chequelek

I opened the door of Rizwan's ward to make everyone in DisNa switch his attenuation to me.

"Naya" call aunt Sekar lirih .

I did not answer him, my eyes could not be separated from someone who fell asleep soundly on the bed, so fast that he would not wake up again.

I looked at him, looking at the pale face of the man but there was a faint smile on his peaceful face.

I took her hand and kissed her, I placed her cold palms on my cheeks.

"Darling, aren't you sick now? Are you still confused? Eeemmhh hicks"

"You want me to keep smiling, you want me to not cry, but my tears do not want to stop Riz hix hix hicks" I cried bitterly.

"Nay" call Given rubbing my back.

"Rizwan Ven Rizwan" I stammered at Given while pointing at Rizwan.

"Yes I know, loe the patient, the sincere" uvap Given.

I turned towards Aunt Sekar and bi Ningsih who smiled even faintly while nodding her head .

"He's evil Ven, we shouldn't have gone home" I said softly and my eyes began to blur, my head was in pain.

The last thing I heard before my eyes closed was the screams of Given and Aunt Sekar.

"Naya" they cried out to me.