
Pov Khaul
I felt something happen to me.I was like a very long sleep like a snow princess fairy.But I don't know why the childhood dream came and like djavu I met Arjuna in my dream.But Arjuna was like my own family, I feel his affection is very very big.
I always spoiled with the shadow of Arjuna in my dreams.I was treated very very very very special,I also saw another Arjuna figure.He became a sholeh person in my dream.He did the prayer five times that as long as I knew him never once I saw him.
One night in my dream I dreamt of meeting my father and mother.Making me sobbing as much as I could,looking for the existence where the father and mother.I was really scared.Fear amazing until my small body is shaking.But somehow arrived like someone was pushing me to embrace Arjuna.I cried buried my face shed tears on the chest his field.
But at once I heard Arjuna's voice calling out to me,Arjuna shook my body as hard as I realized.I rose from a very long sleep it feels.My dream seemed to disappear in front of my eyes.I turned my eyeballs sweeping all corners of this room.I even like not believing if I am currently aware and in Arjuna's room.
My head feels very painful, very painful.I massage his upper eyebrows so that a little beekurang.But can not, can not,this headache did not decrease one bit.I until grimacing to want to cry.I see Arjuna's face is very pale.Why do I think.Why Arjuna very worried me.What happened to me.Why I.
Arjuna took me some medicine and took it to me. I said,I closed my eyeballs because of this pain gradually lessened after I closed my eyeballs.But I still can't believe that I'm now in Arjuna's room.
It feels like yesterday I and Arjuna are in my village.The last incident I and Arjuna tried to explain to Pak lek and bulek if me and Arjuna were husband and wife.Then I felt a very severe headache and then I fell asleep today I'm here.Actually what happened.
I heard sayup I sayup Arjuna called someone.And sure enough I heard it.I heard everything that Arjuna and his best friend said Dr.Gun.Yes I know the answer to all this.As for the burden on my head.I heard that I during these 2 months amnesia.Oh....Rab..2 Months I amnesia.I try to calm my breath.As if I sleep well, very soundly.
I cried in the silence of these eyes.But I am sure Arjuna will not realize my tears.Because I think he is very restless.Returning back to set his sleeping position he can not wait for the sun to wriggle waiting for me to wake up from this sleep.
Arjuna got up from the ranjnag because it seemed like he could not sleep anymore.I turned my body to hug a soft pillow roll in a dimly lit sleeping lamp.I saw Arjuna will pray.My heart almost stopped seeing this scene.So all this for some time this was not a djavu.All I saw was true.And it's true I amnesia for some time.
And the Arjuna that I saw was right he was right Arjuna.Sholatnya very solemn I heard sayup I say my name Khaula Nusaiba bint Wahid called there.Oh Rab....sound very beautiful in this ear.Broken my heart is very tight.To want to come out.I'm sure will not be able to hide again this pleasure.The heart of flowering flowers Ya Rab.beginah it feels to hear it...
But luckily Arjuna I saw her wrap her body over a bed when she finished praying.I think she is sleepy.But my eyes are no longer sleepy.I am very excited.I keep looking at my husband who is now sleeping soundly on the face.
Either because of nervousness or because of fear arrived this thought came just like that.I suddenly sprinkled the remaining water of this ablution to the face of Arjuna.I acted as if I was still I amnesiac.I saw the expression of his face was disappointed, Arjuna,but I arrived tib wanted to see his sincerity.I meant to play for a while, seeing his sincerity.
Arjuna came out of the bathroom after ablution.I can't wait to pray in congregation with the person who has the title of this husband.Senang terjuk blue all so one.Bacaan prayer is very eloquent, very eloquent,I like his voice when chanting read al-Quran, once heard.Arjuna very quickly learned it.
I was washed away in the recitation of Surah Al Falaq.Beautiful and sound very melodious.The tears of my eyes flowed without command in this smooth cheek.I can not control it.Let this heart open wide to feel the coming of the army of the Almighty Rabb entered all over reling this heart with the love of my husband.Yes, I fell in love for the first time after all this time on this prayer mat.
After the completion of the dramatic dawn prayer at the end of the prayer I heard my name Khaula Nusaiba bint Wahid called back even though it is not so clear what special prayer he said.I guarantee it.I am sure must be the good prayer that he addressed specially for me.
I pulled up his sleeve.Asking for his right hand.And immediately I kissed the back of his hand with great wisdom.I do not want to waste this opportunity.But a circle of tears can not be contained.I immediately turn this body after experiencing it.
But Arjuna realized the back of his hand was wet with tears.Arjuna held my shoulder.I was caught this way.When I was right in front of him these tears were still rushing.I broke this cry like a child.I played my role as Khaula small.I told you that I miss dad very much.I miss praying together with dad.
I lied.Yes I lied so that this role was not uncovered.Arjuna pulled me into his arms, buried my broken face crying his very warm embrace.I felt comfort, very comfortable.I felt the pounding of his heart also racing very fast, I felt the heart was also racing very fast,just like my heart beating so fast.
"Don't cry.don't be sad.I will replace your father.until my life stops"said Arjuna while.hugging me very tightly in his arms I returned the warm embrace.The embrace that I had long long missed.I felt his tears fall soaked the earth this morning.
Oh Lord, am I lying to him for a moment....I want to feel love every day every hour at every moment in Your creation without him knowing.I want to feel his sincerity selflessly.May I love him also because of You Lord...
Alhamdulillah.sls 4 chapters night until morning until carried away dreams, mg like yes brother.please please update like slow.tp InsyaAllah I try to update 3-4 chapters yes...
may God facilitate all our good intentions amen.