His name is Khaula Nusaiba

Scratches Wounds

I am still faithfully sitting on the edge of the bed right now. Faithfully waiting for Arjuna who was in the bathroom.Since the incident earlier when I and Arjuna shock the door with all the drama that happened, the,Arjuna told me to wait for him in the room.Tiba arrived Arjuna came out of the bathroom without wearing his clothes.Arjuna only wore a towel to cover his lower body.While the chest of his field was left open.I who accidentally saw him immediately turned my face.Tak want to linger experiencing the real scenery is very beautiful in my eyes but also makes my heart re-churn.

I rose to my feet that were barely in tune with my mind.How not, my mind wanted to get away from the handsome man in this room, but it turned out that my feet had passed through the chest of the field that was in the form of flirting with faith.

Basic super-false man right as I passed his body he crossed his legs on my feet that were stepping with the heart racing.My feet tripped, tripped, jumping a few stops ahead and almost fell into a limb when Arjuna swiftly caught my tiny body.When I was like a man out of breath.Even can not take a sip of my own salivi.The sturdy arm was coiled in my body like a snake starve and will not release their prey.

There is no choice for me.Cuase this eyeball.Because I am sure very well with super ignorant humans these few days are always just like a wolf in sheep's clothing who is waiting for time to prey on me.

"Are you okay?"I heard the question without opening my eyes

As usual I did not answer, just pecking.Holding the heart that is getting faster and faster beating.Seeing my condition that does not move Arjuna began his action.Arjuna began to caress my smooth cheek, which is smooth, arjuna also brought his face closer to mine, so that I could feel the sound of his breathing creeping into every stream of my blood making it even harder to breathe.

I still hold my hands tightly.Hope all these events to pass quickly.But it seems my prayers and hopes have not been affirmed.The burly hand lifted my chin.Near, the,even very close.Reflex I opened my eyes and with all the strength gathered I pushed Arjuna's sturdy body until fell on the bed.Actually I did not mean to push him to fall into a slump, but because nervousness makes my energy very strong.

I rushed to help him, but it turned out that accident made Arjuna angry.

"I can get up myself" Arjuna said as he brushed off my hand which reflexively held his burly arm.

I sipped my saliva."I asked maap..I don't mean.."my words are not finished but Arjuna passed by leaving me with an unsightly face.

I became very guilty.I don't know what to do.Why ask for help but Arjuna has left me.

That night after the incident Arjuna went out at exactly 10 pm.While I was waiting for him to fall asleep in bed.I woke up at 3 am.But there is no sign that Arjuna has gone home.My heart began to be troubled.Try down the room up to the balcony but the figure I was looking for had not looked at the trunk of his nose.I went down the stairs with a little running, hoping to meet Arjuna downstairs.But the fact I found nothing.

Where did Arjuna go.Is he really angry with me?.My mind raged.The guilt continued to hit this feeling, until I finally heard the sound of dawn.

Quickly I went ablution then complained to the owner of this soul.I was not aware when my tears flowed.It felt sad, sad, feeling this self squeezed by a thick wall.Never have I felt this kind of feeling.I am as a clear circle that soaks this cheek.Please forgive the Power.Hope my husband in His protection.

Quickly I walked towards him after I folded the prayer mat and mukena.Arjuna did not turn his head in my direction, although this time my position was right in front of him.

"May I ask for your right hand?"I said with a very sweet face.

Arjuna raised his right hand right in front of my face, but Arjuna did not see me at all.

"I asked for a maap" My voice sounded so soft when I finished kissing the back of his hand.

But Arjuna did not answer him.He passed in front of me.Leaving me with a thousand feelings of guilt very much towards the bathroom.

I tried to pay attention to him by preparing a change of clothes while he was in the bathroom.Susun on the bed.Then I went down to help make Asih to prepare breakfast.

The clock on the kitchen wall has shown at 6:30 am.Arjuna has not yet come down, not like the morning last.But I still hope after breakfast he ate fried rice that I used to make his attitude will be back to normal to me.Finally after I finished arranging the food on the table waiting to come as well.

How disappointed I am, though, Arjuna came down with another dress.She did not use the clothes that I had prepared.I can only gulp disappointment.Couple a very sweet smile to him.But Arjuna again did not want to see me.As usual I want to take the fried rice plate when he quickly picked up a piece of bread and filled it with chocolate jam.

I took a deep breath. Exhaling it very slowly, in order to still control my raging heart and mind.I sat right in front of Arjuna's chair.Eating the fried rice I would give him earlier.But Arjuna did not look at me who was sitting right in front of him.

There was sadness there that I could not stand.So there was a wound that was scratched saw his attitude to me.After finishing breakfast Arjuna soon passed, even he did not hear me call him even though just to shake hands.

My body felt withered, what am I going to do.What should I say, in order for Arjuna to return to act ordinary to me.This feeling really can not be explained.Tak can I reveal.Daily even I do nothing.Repeat all wrong.I just move for ablution and prayer.I did not even touch the slightest food.

Some days I feel the same.It's been 2 weeks Arjuna like that.I don't even get a chance even though just asking maap.Arjuna always avoids when meeting me.

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