
Today is even a month old my marriage with Arjuna.Inadvertent marriage that was carried out with coercion because of my ignorance.Marriage that I never expected before, also Arjuna.
For 3 weeks Arjuna ignored me. Never saw me, never rebuked me, never rebuked me,never even want to eat at home has been this week.Maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow don't don't I'll be left out of his room.I feel very wrong, very wrong, I wanted to get out of this room but I was afraid the whole angel would get even more angry with me.
I've tried repeatedly asking maap.But Arjuna always avoid when I approach him.She always comes home when I'm asleep and goes very early when I'm busy preparing his breakfast.There is no more ignorance or just a smile that the day I went through was very uncomfortable.I even forgot when was the last time I ate.
I stay more in the room lazily lazing, if the prayer time I will pray very timely then cry so as to remember the sins I did.Every type of prayer I pray, I pray,but indeed God did not want to grant it.I was still told to be patient, learn to be a more mature human being.
I'm sure in this world there are no unintentional human events,because Allah has written everything in lauful mahfuz.Including the incident that happened between me and Arjuna at that time.I just need to try and then be patient.
But I'm an ordinary man.There is no belief in the miracle that will happen to my relationship with Arjuna.Finally the boredom came to me.Also since marriage I have never been out of the door of this magnificent apartment which syaiton I heard.Siang that I want to visit Rita's house.At least not just to remove the sebak in the chest that increasingly makes me claustrophobic.
I'm ready with my favorite dress.Cadar is attached, brown glasses are already in my right hand.I still stand looking at my masculine makeup in front of the mirror.Have been this month I leave this style of dress.
I came down from the top floor to see the Asih bik who was wiping the furniture dust inside the glass cabinet.Bik Asih looked at me down the stairs.
"Bik..I want to go out first yes bik.I want to go to the house of my adoptive father sir" I said to the Asih bik while putting on my brown glasses.
"Yes neng" replied bik Asih briefly.
I walked towards the front door.Groove my legs incantation.
I never thought before that my courage was growing to get out of the apartment.When I did not get permission from my husband.I know very well a wife is not allowed out of the house without her husband's permission.But I heeded it.Because of the treatment Arjuna to me now.
I entered the car swiftly, I immediately stopped and stepped on the gas quickly.But I can still see from the shadow of the rearview mirror that is in front of my eyes, a strapping man wearing black jeans black t-shirt his face brings like a black club.Ap**a that I saw earlier...is it an angel of death?.but what angel is human?....I murmured in my heart and then I scratched my forehead.My head felt dizzy.
I can only fight men who follow me in the parking lot.But somehow my instincts prefer not to look for problems at this time.Because my problems with Arjuna very much occupy my thoughts and feelings.
I was gasping very fast, the hot atmosphere this afternoon on the streets of the capital made me add speed, he said, so that I can penetrate this road faster to Rita's house.I almost hit the red light in front of me.I realized when a car in front of me also seemed to be hitting the red light.Maybe because the weather is hot so all road users want to quickly get to the destination.
But my eyeballs arrived fixed on the silver-colored car number plate right in front of me.How surprised I am, he said, when I realized it turned out that the car in front of me was a car that I knew.Mobil people who randomized my heart and feelings at this time.
With glaring eyes I noticed the car.Fear I was wrong to see.I tried to widen my eyeball.Finding the existence of people who were in the car.There were 2 people who were in the car.Any feeling began to feel bad.I saw there was a woman sitting next to the driver, and I'm sure who was sitting next to the driver must be Arjuna.Because all this time Arjuna never allowed anyone to borrow his car.And I feel more curious.
My instincts felt very confident that in the car Arjuna along with a woman.The woman who disturbed my mind.Who was the woman.And just before the red light turned green I decided to follow the car in front of my car, I was very careful to keep the distance between the car I was driving with Arjuna's car.
For almost 15 minutes I followed Arjuna's car where he swerved through the hot streets of the capital like the heat of my heart, finally Arjuna's car stopped at an apartment in the western area of the capital.I still keep my distance when a man came down from the driver's door.Truely the man was Arjuna.Then Arjuna opened the door for someone I'm not sure who the person was it was though it seemed to be a woman.And true to my eyesight, that someone was a woman.
A woman I never knew, I kept watching them, although there was a tinge of wounds that suddenly scratched in the bottom of this heart.I pressed my chest.Why it felt so painful.See Arjuna walking with the woman I do not know and the woman lightly holding the stocky arm,the arm that once coiled my stomach....
I don't know where this flowing water comes from on my cheeks,arriving to flow very fast even though I do not know how to stop it.I continue to pay attention to it.Park my car on the side of the road carelessly.I do not care if later this car will be ticketed or whatever.
I keep my distance from Arjuna and the woman who took him.See occasionally they laugh a little, because I used to work as a scout.So I've been very proficient.Although the current situation is very different.I have to stalk my own husband along with a woman I don't know.
Happy reading brother.please please maap for the error of the word and eyd.please cryannya...thank you for reading NKN.....😘lop yu all.