Hijrah A Girl

nostalgically

rian was the upperclassman when I was in elementary school as well as a neighbor of the house we used to play together almost all the childhood games I did with him but this togetherness ended when rian entered junior high he continued Junior High and high school while lodging in a boarding school far from home

6 Years old I did not meet her it was strange and strange to say hello to her I realized I was no longer an enthusiastic 10-year-old when meeting old friends

and what makes things awkward is the change in self rian that changed drastically from a child to a teenager to an adult even in terms of appearance changed considerably

honestly I feel inferior when I cross paths with him especially when returning from the mosque must have met or even returned home together accidentally due to the direction of the house in the same direction so inevitably I walk together even though I or sometimes he precedes the front

actually happy when I know that Rian came home from boarding school but the changing circumstances made me awkward and not happy to greet him

because that was the reason I was exhausted and did not feel at home for long when I met him in the bottom of my heart I felt guilty treating Rian like that

until the end I tried to reconcile and accept all forms of hospitality to me like now when I just came out of the mosque I passed by him I strengthened myself so as not to ketusah again

I hurriedly put on my sandals and came out of the mosque yard but suddenly Rian called my name

" nara" called rian while trying to balance my steps

" yes, sister" I replied trying to be polite to her

" now call brother was fitting in minimarket call the name" he said

" well how else" I replied quickly

" don't ignore "his door while standing in front of me

" what's up, sister" I asked astonished at her sight

" i'm wrong with you ya ra kok you so change gini you used to be guek gini same me" he asked

" i told you I never changed brother, I'm awkward 6 years we never met we're adults now not SD children anymore, sorry if I'm not as enthusiastic as before" I replied staring at him

" i'm sorry ra make you uncomfortable gini, you do not hesitate yes we are still friends right"

" yes, what's wrong, sorry I've been sniffed the same"

" you know how ra, long time yes we did not meet honestly I miss us who used to be" he said while staring at the dark starless sky

"i'm good brother, if you miss for sure but time can not be turned back again brother "my answer to look at the night sky

" play at dong ra's house, said your mother never played at home after I went to the cottage" he asked me

" when is it, brother, it's a shame I stopped by but there is no purpose of the time to play aunt mirna"

" yes, what's it let mom not be lonely, oh yeah how aunty sarah has been a long time also I never been there"

" good mother brother, emang brother came home from the cottage when the hell "quote on him

" yes, about 2 weeks this is, when you do not know ra we often meet you when returning from the mosque" he replied

"yes I do not count the day of the brother who knows also the reverse it has been a long time but just met the fitting it can be so"

" it makes sense too, tomorrow you have no activity? "

" yes, most help mama clean up the house just as learning aja sak" answered me and hunch I feel sure rian will not invite me to walk

" that's how I can stop by the house" she asked, looking at me expectantly

" maybe brother please if playing, our house is just kehalang 4 houses only" I replied staring back

" tomorrow a beautiful dance" he asked

" why dance and my people where not" asked him in my heart to justify my hunch

"yes ga what the hell ra, tomorrow I am there abis dzuhur yes oh yes I do not have no HP you can ask? "

" maybe where the HP is" I asked

she also gave her HP to me without much direct question I type and did not forget I gave my contact name in her HP nara gorgeous hehe

he was surprised to see me who smiled to myself a moment later I returned his HP he also knew the cause of my own smile he just smiled while looking into my eyes

" thank you Ra, I'll see you tomorrow" he said

" yes, brother"

as soon as I froze my chest rumbled my blood rustling violently whether the feeling of what I felt this was strange like I had never felt before that strange feeling spread through my entire body

I was silent and only able to stare at her who was misbehaving noticed her treatment of me was not common she hurriedly apologized and rushed away into the courtyard of her house which was closer to the mosque

seeing him go I also passed from there when I got home I saw my mother was drinking her own tea at the dinner table aware I had come home to greet me

" here you want some tea? " take mother

" want to be bund but beware yes nyimpen mukena first, oh yes father where bund kok ga look like from yesterday" I asked

" oh yes mother forgot to tell you dad was out of town yesterday and went straight home first to the house" replied mother

" wah said the same father yes bund nara want by hehe" asked my mother

" you said it yourself ra"

" yes, I'll call you later" I replied passing to the room

the first thing I do when I get to the room save the phone and then take the phone that is on the charger there are several new message notifications one of them from an unknown number and then I open the message enter it

it turns out that the message from rian and then I replied to him and did not forget to save his number I gave the name of brother rian without any frills

" ra this is rian, about that sorry yes I was sassy" he said

" yes, what's wrong" I replied

" don't forget tomorrow" he reminded me

" yes, brother later, brother Rian said yes" I did not want a lot of stale bases

after that I don't know what reply brother Rian I did not check HP then went to the dining table to the mother who was still cool to drink tea

" abis did ra long ago he said only nyimpen mukena" asked the mother while offering a glass of warm tea with her snack

" it was bales chat from brother rian bund" I replied

" rian's son, ma'am mirna? " ask mom

"yes bund that loh who likes to play the same I fit sd" said I explained

" you deket again it turns out the same she kirain mother is not familiar anymore "

" yes awkward also actually bund pas meet just not good if nara pura ga know the time yes little temen already a neighbor but it's not strange deket" explained my mother

" yes it's up to you ra, the important thing is that I can take care of yourself as he is the opposite type of heart youh later like haha" mocked mother

" in the mother even mocked" I complained

" ngingetin ra is not mocking" kilah mother

" ah mother ga asik, oh yes bund said kak rian tomorrow afternoon abis dzuhur want to stop by the house"

" what the mother said must be the child likes you ra" said the mother pretentious

" Yeah bund, time just wanted to stop by accused of liking me badly huh" I was embarrassed to immediately remember the incident on the way home from the mosque

" it's red that his face meets that there's love blossomed" mocked mother to me

" duh gusti this mother, mother told me love yah"

"not that ra, like the opposite sex is normal you've already puberkan ra" asked mother

" yeah bund, the time has not been 18 years"

" it knows you've gone to adulthood, you're not a teenager anymore"

" yes, bund, already nara want to sleep just thanks for the tea" my saying to mother cape also later in tanyain already have a boyfriend if I have not been embarrassed to tell mother I'm broke up in love