Hijrah A Girl

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My name is nara aira suteja 18 years old likes to read novels and hobbies lying this year I graduated high school and the plan will continue education to a higher level again after struggling with the school period tiring now I just stay at home while waiting for the announcement from the College that I took part in the registration selection at this time I try to re-develop my old hobby.

amid the saturation in every day that I pass a lot of things that I experience starting from the feeling of laziness that becomes so, so, rebahan is now turned into a hobby let alone have no income and unemployment whose work is eating sleep doang well I am arguably a burden on the family

my hope this year is that I can continue to go to college and have my own income in order to ease the burden of parents who can already be said to be no longer young as the youngest of 2 children I am required to be independent

my father tian suteja works in an agency that works in the field of building projects while my name is sarah andina is just an ordinary housewife and my sister nandi after suteja is now busy pioneering business starting from food processing and fish farming

we are brothers and sisters who symbiosis mutualism our age is not much different only 5 years apart even though we often fight but the brother is a person who defines his affection with actions not just kayak talk ex's promise.

lucky I can have a family that is harmonious, complete and reliable although not infrequently often busy with the world of each it does not make family harmony becomes tenuous

a few months ago on a day when I was reading a group that I often saw in one of the social media accidentally I came to comment on one of the posts that had not been updated and many who likes and comments, and, I was reading one comment at a time and among all the comments I was interested in one of the netizen comments and I replied to his comments there I was curious about him when I saw the photo his profile is nothing interesting there just upload photos and status is commonplace for most people

a few days after his arrival there was a notification coming in from my social media account when it was seen it turned out that the person who yesterday I replied to his comment sent a friendship I was looking for a friend in social media finally received shortly after it was confirmed he sent a message and I replied

" assalamu'alaikum's chat. "

" Wa'alaikumsalam "

" thank you for being confirmed "

" oh, same as "

" if you can know which person "

" the Indonesian people "

" so happy to mbak "

" yes, how should I? "

" not how "

a few days later there was a notification of incoming messages from the blue application I did not ignore it might just be a regular notification a moment later I tried to check and it turned out from him that I happened to be not working I reply to that message with pleasure

" the mbak "

" what, don't call mbak dong still young gini! "

" yeah, no bother? "

" what do you want "

" just anyhow "

" snare yes "

" he knows it "

" same as "

" mantesan "

" yes, it's ordinary "

" do what "

" yeah want, not given no problem no meaning "

" yes already 08******** "

" thank you, save ya no me "

" okay, same as "

not long ago there was a notification coming in from the green application that I guessed from who and after I saw it was him

" this is no. I'm mbak "

" do you know "

" save mbak "

" it's already "

" thank you "

" yes "

the conversation ended there at first I did not respond too much to the message from him and did not reply again until one day there was an incoming message from the green application it was a message from him asking if my number is still active I reply anyway what's wrong even more I feel bad because a few weeks ago I was cuekin

" assalamu'alaikum "

" waalaikumsalam, what's wrong? "

" there's no check no just who knows it's not active "

" oh that's what it is "

" there is no mbak "

after that day we were close from being just plain trite to being familiar he was a humorous and very good person maybe even to be said of the many people I met just the first time I meet someone like him who is sincere and innocent

I think the feeling of not being able to branch out in fact love can be anchored in him that I can not possibly embrace I think amazed at him only a moment that makes misguided but embedded in the mind, I think, some people think it's a normal thing but not for me it's a moment where a big change is happening in my life.

the first time I admired someone through virtual and I often told my best friend about our closeness is not much I told my best friend I just said I was admiring someone inside long-term response my best friend good he supports me to act so that there is progress but I can not do anything

because I realize myself who he is who we only know limited to in social media and his plans we promise to meet someday whether that's when

everything goes for granted sometimes not all that is close can beat the heart in fact that far away can be attached to the heart of a soul mate is still a divine secret but love is embedded in the heart

a few months passed our closeness became more and more clingy and awkward just that the distance was still stretched narrowly into a separation that made me realize the original Sundanese blood with the original Javanese blood

the difference between us does not dampen the passionate taste in the heart I ask for it in every fardhu prayer so that hopefully it can be met at one time

let the time that answers what I will be like and with whom I will be in a clear match destiny has been written the task of man only endeavour and pray