
The man who was now sitting before Bella seemed to be smiling happily, there was a very twinkle of longing in both of his eyes. Unlike Bella who felt awkward and seemed to not know how to behave towards this man.
After meeting in front of the fence, Bella was forced to let the man in. Talking to him in front of the house will only attract the attention of Bella's neighbors.
The appearance of the man was clearly different from most of the surrounding residents, with a height of more than 180 cm, a proportional body, and his face was very bule would attract people.
So here they are now, sitting on the chairs available on the porch of Bella's house.
Both Bella and Mother Alya, they never allow male guests to enter their homes even if only in the living room.
They are just two, though, there is no male figure in the house so to avoid slander all male guests just arrive at the terrace of the house which has Mother Alya as neat as possible so that guests can sit comfortably.
Bella was silent, momentarily looking at the man who looked different from the last time they met.
Looks more mature and that da*n five o`clock shadow makes it look more attractive. Male charm in ripe age is indeed no cans, making Bella's heart beat erratically.
Duh heart please baper in place, painstakingly trying to move on from this man eh just met already deg degan not careless.
What was the news of his efforts that had been trying to bury all the flavors he had for this man, trying to forget anything about this man.
Abiyan Shakir Nasution, a Batak and English mixed man is still looking at Bella makes Bella finally turn her eyes in the other direction.
"How have you been?" ask Abiyan.
"I am being so good," while trying to calm her heart Bella replied.
"Good for you, mother how are you?" abiyan asked back.
"Thank God you're healthy" was just the short answer Bella gave.
"How are you saying, Brother? have you not cared so much about you, brother?" ask Abiyan again.
"Abang, how are you?" it must be okay, it must be happy, right, good for you too, Bella's heart.
"Now Brother is fine, happy even after finally meeting you, seeing you this close," replied Abiyan.
The answer clearly confused Bella, what does she mean, Bella asked in her heart.
"Since returning home to Indonesia a few weeks ago, I kept looking for you, I asked your old neighbor, all just said move to the area here but no one told me the address was clear."
"You're really trying to disappear from your life, your cell phone number is off, all your social media accounts are deleted."
"What's going on Bella..did I make something wrong until you're as good as it is?"
"I think we're okay first, I think we have the same feeling, I think I have a place in your heart."
After speaking at length, Abiyan fell silent, still looking at Bella, waiting for the girl to answer all the questions that had been stuck in her heart.
Arabella, the girl whom she had always loved until now, just walked away from her life.
Previously Abiyan did feel there was a change from Bella. Bella started to move away, every time she met there was a reason to reject her, every phone call only talked as necessary and always quickly ended their conversation.
Every time Abiyan tried to ask what was going on, Bella always answered that there was nothing. Abiyan forgets the theory that a woman always says it's okay there must be nothing.
"Why Bella?" ask Abiyan again.
Bella's brain seemed frozen, the words coming out of Abiyan's mouth made her confused.
"Bella...," Abiyan called Bella who was still busy with her own thoughts.
"How are you doing, Vania?" bella asked which surprised Abiyan. After all the questions he asked why Bella even asked the news of Vania, Abiyan's friend from childhood.
"Also brother's son, how are you?" bella asked again to hear a clear voice trembling.
The disappointment that he felt three years ago rippled back. Shred his heart.
Previously Bella felt that her closeness to Abiyan was more than just a friend.
Abiyan has never expressed any words of love to her, but Abiyan's attention and all treatment to her feels different, making Bella feel she has a special place in Abiyan's heart.
Until one day, when following Abiyan to the hospital to visit Vania, a reality dropped all the beautiful dreams about him and Abiyan that were embedded in his mind.
"Bi, I'm pregnant" said Vania.
"I know, calm yourself down, Van," Abiyan is seen trying to calm Vania down.
"Please..marry me..," Vania pleaded with tears of sorrow.
Bella who sees the scene is very surprised, Vania is pregnant and she asks Abiyan to marry her, meaning they....
Feeling unable to watch the continuation of the scene, Bella chose to pass while trying to hold back her tears.
Bella feels she is a complete fool, misinterpreting all of Abiyan's sweet and gentle treatment and words for her.
So all this time Bella's love clapped one hand. Between heartbreak, shame, disappointment, all mixed up Bella felt at the time.
"Son...Sister What do you mean?" abiyan's question restores Bella's consciousness, which was recalled three years ago.
"Sister with Sister Vania," trying to sound fine, still Bella's voice shook withstanding all the emotions in her chest.
"Sister with Vania?..What do you mean?" Abiyan did not seem to understand the meaning of Bella's question.
"How old is he now? biennial yes, definitely funny again, so want to meet the son of Brother" instead of answering Abiyan's question, Bella again discussed about the child.
Really want to meet his son Abiyan, joking you, you liar, like your heart will be strong, booed Bella's heart.
"Boy brother or sister," Bella asked. "If a woman must be beautiful, she looks like her mother."
"Send my regards to them Bang."
Bella was speechless, confused about what else to say, especially Abiyan continued to look at her. Mother, where the hell, why not at home, anyone please come, take Bella out of this uncomfortable atmosphere.
Even if at this time Mrs Ratih, Miss Mar or Bu Dian who came, Bella will welcome with joy. So please, anyone, come...