Hearts to Saila

SAILA eps 4

When I arrived in front of the gang complex, I immediately went down and said goodbye to the Arta Pact, not forgetting the thank you for bothering him today. It was unexpected that Anna was coming down as well.

When I was side by side with Anna, various questions I asked her, he said,

“ Mbak, why come down, not mbak house not in the area here?”

“ Well, gaffer”

“ Lah why?”

" Fear of what happens is possible with you. ” he replied casually

“ But, ntar mbak if home is also a danger, mbak also women”

“ Alah, relax, I was picked up by kok ahah”

“ But btw, can you hear my conversation with Pak Arta earlier?”

“ That's normal, maybe hear, but I'll just keep it myself. ” he replied to me.

“ Means mbak tau?” many ensure.

“Em, yes know, but it is not my reach and business, only I consider entertainment is yes. ” he replied casually with a sweet smile. 

Not long until our road in front of the kosan along with the adek mbak Anna came. 

" Oh yeah, I go home first, you take good care of yourself yeah, see u. "

" Makasi a lot ya mbak today, heart hearts on the road mbak. " 

the wave of our hands became the ultimate meeting today.

When I opened the boarding door I immediately put myself on a soft floor mattress. It feels really tired to go through this day where the past that traumatized me came again with such an impression. 

Remembering the first time I knew him when I was devastated to be alive, and he was my hope then, but it was the same, in fact, he became a life-destroying part and the hope I had built for us. 

At that time I was working part time because the family situation was not good enough, when every night there were only cries and screams heard by my ears. It was then that I was devastated to see the state of my family that I was proud of and comfortable with, but that moment was terrible. And I was afraid of screaming. 

" Fuck dad!! " Shouted Mas Aqil loudly in the living room where there is a father and mother. 

" Keep your mouth, son, such a good thing with your parents" Prevent your mother with her painful sobs. 

" Mother, I have trouble meddling with father, this father is outrageous, anyone including my father dare to hurt my mother who will advance mother! " Shouted mas Aqil with a tone save his emotions. 

" Brazed, impudent child should be taught a lesson! Your son is too much of a fitri! " Shouted father no less loudly with the cry of Aqil while raising his hand about to slap him.

" No, don't!! " The mother's scream prevented the father from slapping the Aqil mas by holding his hand. 

" Don't hurt my son, please, just hurt me mas" Pinta mother in her tears. 

" Dad hurt mom like that better throw us out, live happily with the bitch's dad's affair. " Tell mas Aqil in emotions that sound like being held back while walking to your mother and keep her away from your father. Actually I know mas only hold the anger because of your mother, if not for that it is definitely the father and

mas's gonna have a big fight.

Me, I just looked at them from the door of the room with a cry in my silence. It hurts to see a family fight like this, a family I used to be proud of being ruined just because my father cheated on me.

Honestly, I was very disappointed with the father I used to idolize. 

" Once, fitri! Take care of your son properly, you brat! " Paul said as he opened the door to leave the house. 

" Dad jan**k!! " Shouted Mas Aqil loudly and emotionally while kicking whatever was around him.

Mother, mother just crying, powerless and helpless. 

Since then, I have been devastated, and my family has been out of harmony.

Mas Aqil who every heart always forces the mother to file a divorce lawsuit and the mother who always rejected it before the father dropped the talak on the mother. 

Since then I decided to find peace with part time work and know with Mas Fandi as a customer customer. 

Suddenly something amazing I heard from his mouth

" Saila, let's get married. " Take him seriously when he's in his car. 

Shocked? Obviously, very surprised. 

"What mas? Hahah mas don't be kidding, I haven't graduated college mas"

" No, look, does it look like I'm kidding? " Say, turning his head to face me. 

I looked for a lie in her bead, but she looked sincere. 

" God, I haven't graduated college. "

" It's okay, I can pay your tuition"

" Em, try Saila think yes first" 

" Okkey, I'm waiting for you dear Saila" 

I don't know why it sounded so sincere from his mouth and the first time I heard someone else's affection. 

Be happy? Evidently. I started to build up a lot of life expectancy back because of it, I kind of found my life back after I was destroyed. 

But after that 2 weeks there was no news from him. You could say in Goshting, there was absolutely no news, no phone, no WA, no social media, even I was waiting for him at the cafe. 

At first I was positive aboutking, but positive it turned into hate after beautiful women invited me to chat after my part time work hours at the cafe. 

" What's up, brother? " Muse me politely like serving a customer. 

" Mba bole sit down first, I want clarification." He answered casually and gracefully, really looks authoritative this woman. 

" Well, do you know Fandi Ahmad? " 

" Oh yeah, what's wrong ? "

" It turns out you're right, you cheesy bastard" Cibir. 

I who was spoken like that was shocked by the intent of the conversation. 

" In fact it's no better than me, just a part time cafe employee, very smart to lick people, mba, please, do not be cheap and nervous, yes, I beg to stay away from my husband" He spoke lightly and sounded condescending

" I'm sorry, what's mbak? Husband? "

" Yes, Fandi is my husband, so stay away from him"

" Mba's wrong guy? " I doubt it.

Then he took out a photo of Fandi mas with his family, where there are photos of him and Fandi mas and children who are approximately 3 years old. 

" It's not my fault. " I firmly told him by returning his phone

" You blame me? " He shouted out loudly that invited everyone's eyes. 

" No, my husband's fault" I answered trying to calm down. 

Plaques 

He slapped me hard. 

" Little little bitch." He stood up and grabbed his bag. 

" Mom, sit down first, I'll straighten out "

" No need, it's clear enough" he said as he passed. 

but suddenly he fell down when he just stepped his foot. Blood flowed down his legs. I panicked, I looked at her stomach, and it turned out she was pregnant.