Heart Space

Helped

We may have been created so that someone would ever feel happy, in our presence.

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"Alfa, Alfi, Brother Fahri" muttered Alin who looked like he was staring in front of a mirror at the dresser.

In fact, he still did not expect to be able to meet again with someone who made him once very loving and happy, someone who made him broken and injured, until it was almost torn all the joints of his life, yes, yes, as crazy as it turns out he is in love.

"Astaghfirulloh.." Alin has been involved several times.

And again, what he did not expect was the fact that one of them was not, two of his disciples were the children of that person.

Alin moved from his seat, he threw his body on his beloved bed. Lying on her back with both hands open, looking straight at the ceiling of her room.

"Arfa Fahri" muttered Alin, remembering the man's name.

"So that's his full name." continued monologue Alin.

This afternoon, finished with teaching and learning activities, Alin opened the data of his students, ah no, rather see the data about the twins Alfa and Alfi. The twins' father's name, that's what Alin was looking for.

Arfa Fahri, not the slightest thought by Alin that the name belongs to someone he knows

"Ah, do I really know him!?" Alin asked himself, smiling.

"No, it turns out I didn't know him in the first place.." Alin's voice trembled slightly.

Alin felt a sudden tightness sneak in, attacking him without a cue. He felt really stupid, and that made him even more claustrophobic. He wondered how he could love her so much that he did not know her very well.

"I'm such a fool, sis, how can I love you so much while your full name alone I don't know.. hahaha" One tear drop just escaped. Alin laughed and cried at the same time.

Come to think of it, Alin really doesn't know anything about Fahri, only one who is familiar to him, that his name is Fahri.

"Haha.. Fahri, how can you make me like this!? I don't know anything about you, about your parents, your family, your home address, about everything, I really don't know. Why am I this stupid!? Sister... What have you done to me!?" Alin wailed with tears.

Aharrghh!!

Alin's cry was held back, muffled in the pillow where he buried his face. Intentionally so that the mother did not hear her cries of frustration.

Again, it was destroyed. By the same man. Fahri's attitude that seemed to miss their separation when in fact he was the one who caused the separation to occur by leaving without permission, disappeared like swallowed by the earth, leaving a piece of heart that was messy because of the abandonment of the inhabitants of his tribe.

That night, Alin cried bitterly, sobbing softly, until he fell asleep.

•••

"Assalamualaikum, morning ma.." Say hello to Mama Laila across the phone.

It was a moment of silence until Mama Laila finally answered.

[Waalaikumussalam.morning, dear.. Are you leaving already?] Mama Laila asked with a smile.

"Yes, mom.. I'm leaving, yes, Mama don't be tired, if there's anything call me.." Alin's message to my mom.

[Yes.. You're as chatty as who Fah is!?] Mama Laila chuckled small.

"Mama iih's.." Alin slightly waved his lips, telling his mother that he was sulking.

[Haha. yes yes..mama joking, yaudah carefully bring the bike, do not speed.].

"Yes my dear mother.." Alin chuckles.

"I think I know who I'm kayaking.." Alin continued, still with his coolness.

[Yes.. yes mama knows, would say kayak mama right?!]

Alin who heard his mother's answer even more laughing, Mama Laila could not bear to not laugh.

Slowly the laughter of Mama Laila was low, she looked closely at her daughter who was still laughing, Mama Laila was happy to see her son was still able to smile and laugh even though the eyes of the child could not lie to her. Mama Laila knew she must have cried last night. He hopes that his son can be happy without a shadow of pain from his past, may his son quickly escape the trap of sadness and find a better future..

"Yes, ma'am, the children are here soon, time to come in.." Alin breaks Mama Laila's daydream.

"Vaalaikumussalam warohmatulloh.."

Tut

Call ended.

After the entrance bell rang, Alin prepared to greet his children at the door. Greet those who have lined up neatly one by one. Sometimes give hugs, give kisses on both cheeks, or do tos, depending on what they want.

Until arriving at the turn of the twins Alfa and Alfi, Alin unconsciously noticed them and can see the twins look less excited that morning.

A second later Alin commented on the smile, he aligned his body with the height of the twins.

"Assalamualaikum, good morning dear.." Greet Alin cheerfully, hoping to make her children cheerful as well.

"Mom Alin.." Alfa and Alfi are compact. But his tone still sounded lethargic.

"Yes, baby.. Why hm? Eh but before, Brother and sister have not answered greetings mother you know, hayo. forget ya hm!?" Alin smiled as he lowered his brows.

"Eh yes, brother forgot.hehe" Alfi who replied with his cry.

"Waalaikum salam, Miss Aliin.." Alfi again.

"You hug" continued Alfi, again.

"Here dear" Alin carried Alfi in his arms, he kissed the top of the little girl's head with the two pigtails.

"Hai Abang" Sapa Alin then turned to Alfa, having previously broken her embrace with Alfi.

There was no answer, Alfa just looked at the teacher with a look that I don't know if Alin knows for sure, but what Alin can tell, his son was like he was worried about something.

"Abang ayo~" Invite Alfi who tugged at his twin arm.

"Which why? Sick brother?" Ask Alin.

Only Alin's head could answer his question.

"Anybody want to go to school?" Ask Alin again. Alfa shook her head.

Alin looked at Alfa affectionately while smiling faintly. He brought the child in his arms.

"Why baby, hm? Brother is sad again huh!?" Guess Alin. No answers, no headbands. But a moment later came the sound of sobs.

Alin rubbed that little back.

"It's okay, honey.. Nothing, everything's fine, great brother, strong brother, big brother Bu Alin.. Don't be sad anymore.." Entertain Alin.

After feeling Alfa was done with her crying, Alin unraveled her embrace, she looked at Alfa with a smile. Wiped away the remains of tears on those adorable cheeks.

"Now Brother smiles yes, I like to see the children of the mother smile, Ms. Alin dear Brother, dear sister also all the children of the mother, mother sad if you see sad.." Alin.

Afterwards, Alfa smiled. Sweet and adorable.

Cup cup

Alin kisses both cheeks puffed Alpha.

"That's a gift for a sweet-smiling brother.." Alin.

"Udah yuk, we're in, guys are waiting.." Take Alin to the twin boys.

Although Alin is still curious about what happened to the twins, especially to Alfa, but for now the most important thing is that the child is no longer moody, he can ask again later about what really happened. And again, now is the time to learn.

Bismillahs..

To be continued~