Heart Space
Incident
What escapes us and what befalls us, is the destiny of the Divine.
Don't be sad, God is always with us.
And remember that the promise of God is true.
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Two days later, the twins Alfa and Alfi have returned to school. Now they are surrounded by their friends.
Alin reviewed the smile to see it, they scrambled to ask the twins about their health. Alin did not forbid it, they were also on break.
Really, Alin is proud of his children, they care about each other and very rarely there is a fight between them, they can play together without ostracizing, yes even though they are sometimes very noisy, but it's okay as long as it's not noisy because of fighting or crying.
Alin was still busy watching his children surround the twins, until his gaze was fixed on the twins Alfa and Alfi and he could not refuse, his mind wandered on that day, the day he visited the twins at his house.
Slowly he sank into his thoughts and slowly the typical voice of his children faded, his focus shifted.
...
"How can you get hurt, fah.." Alin was able to catch the worried look on the face of the man in front of him, and without being able to control his heart worked faster.
No, don't be like this. Inner Alin while closing her eyes. Slowly Alin pulled his hand which was still in Fahri's hand.
"I'm sorry, sir." Pamit Alin formally, heedless of the man's words before. He turns to leave the house of the twins, who are the children of a stranger - but also a stranger - to Alin.
"I'm anther, yes" Fahri's remarks managed to hold Alin's steps - again.
"No need, sir. I don't want to trouble. I also brought a motorbike. Let's sir." I don't know how many times Alin said goodbye. He tried to show a smile before finally continuing his steps. No, there was no purpose to his smile, take it as his manners in front of his student's guardian.
"I'm sorry." Fahri said back.
O Lord, Alin sat down, again holding back his steps, without turning back. He closed his eyes, trying to suppress his feelings.
"I'm really sorry." Fahri again said because he did not get any advice from his interlocutor. Carefully he brought his feet closer to the woman who was at home to him.
Alin braced himself and turned around when he heard the approaching footsteps. It was nothing, he was only afraid if suddenly the man acted recklessly, as if hugging him might be. Not a piety, but Alin quite know how the man's character when persuading him, first.
When Alin turned around, the man was already standing right in front of him. Even their shoes almost touched. Huft. Alin could not imagine if he insisted not turn around and the man really realized what he was thinking.
Sighs before Alin speaks.
"Sir-s"
"Why call me so formal." Fahri lays out a protest at Alin's call for him.
"You're the parent of my student's son, sir."
"Fix, I don't like to hear it. Call me like you used to." Pinta Fahri's.
Alin closed his eyes, trying to thicken his patience.
"I'm sorry, sir, I have to go home." Alin gave up, he wanted to go home soon.
Fahri restrained Alin's arm when Alin was about to turn around.
"Wait a minute, you haven't answered my apology. I'm really sorry."
"What are you talking about, sir. You're sorry for what!?" Alin tried to speak calmly.
"I'm sorry for what happened first. I. I had to do it. i-"
"No, no." Alin interrupted while shaking his head.
"It's just an old story, forget it, you don't need a mint-a-sorry.." Alin's voice weakened at the end.
Alin could not hide his surprise, but Fahri suddenly hugged him, quite tightly. Alin flinched, for a moment he pegged because of the sudden actions of the man in front of him.
"Sir, please let go, don't be like this.." Alin's voice shook, holding back the cry. Alin revolted, trying to release Fahri's decapitation.
Fahri felt his head, and at that moment one tear fell as Alin closed his eyes, holding all the turmoil.
"Sister Fahri. Don't be like this.." Alin tried his luck by calling the man's name, as he used to.
"That old story, that story about us, why are you so easy to say 'forget it'... do you really want to forget me!?"
Fahri's voice, which was in full condition of protest, did not agree to meet Alin's sense of hearing. Alin was stunned, trying to hold back the sound of his sobs.
No, it's not easy. Batin Alin monologue.
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Alin took the two tiny hands, grasped slowly, then one hand he used to wipe away the trace of his tears, he reviewed his smile full of affection.
"Why baby, hm?" Alin asked the little man in front of him who was none other than Alfa.
Alfa pulled her hand from Alin's grasp, then she stretched out her two hands it made Alin who understood at her request chuckle a little then he got down from the small chair he was sitting in. He restrained his body with both knees then carried Alfa in his arms.
Alin's gaze turned to the other children who were staring at him as well and slowly one by one walked up to him.
Alin understood, then he stretched out his hand which he had used to rub the back of Alpha. And of course what happened next was that her 12 children gathered around her, hugging her.
Without being able to stem the sense of her scent, Alin's tears flowed back, she cried without a sound.
"Thank you, I love you guys.." After saying that, Alin began to hear some sobs from his children.
Ah really, Alin really loves them..
In addition to the mother, they are the ones who have helped and accompanied Alin through every day of his life, being a booster and solace for Alin, maybe even they are the ones who are able to help him stand up and maintain his sanity, those who made him were able to keep his almost ravaged heart. They are Alin's favorite.
"Mom Alin.."
"I love you too.."
"Mother don't cry.."
"Mrs Aliin.."
"Mother why..?"
"Mother.."
"Mom Alin.."
That was how their voices were unpretentious, scrambling to meet Alin's sense of hearing. Inevitably Alin carved a smile to hear it.
"No, you are angry, you are not crying.." Alin tried to calm them down. For a while they were still crying without letting go of Alin. Alin continued to smile while chanting sedative spells for his children, occasionally his hands rubbing the backs of children who reached his hands occasionally also rubbing their cheeks.
Alin smiled with relief at the sight of Holy Mother and Bu Nani who approached him and helped calm his children.
"Thank you Miss Uci, Miss Nani, sorry my class is noisy.." Alin said in an unpleasant and regretful tone, he smiled asking for proclamation.
"It's okay, Miss Alin." Bu Nani shook her head with a smile.
" Yes ma'am, it's okay, the name is also children.. But actually this is on why Mom?"
Alin smiled awkwardly
"It's okay, Mom.."
Bu Nani and Bu Suci still seem curious, but they do not force and appreciate Alin's inertia.
Shortly after, the children calmed down. Once again Alin apologized and also thanked Bu Nani and Holy Mother.
Alin's attention turned to his children, he looked at them one by one, some of them were still as excited.
"Mother's children so on cry, sorry mother yes.."
Because time had shown the time to go home, Alin took his children to sit in a circle with him, on a carpet that was usually held on the floor.
"Are you ready to go home?" Alin's question caught the attention of the children.
"Who wants to go home?" Ask Alin once again "Thanks to his hand that wants to go home." continued Alin. One by one, he began to raise his hands. Alin smiled.
"Abang Alfa, Brother Alfi, don't want to go home?" Alin asked the twins who had lowered their heads without raising their hands.
"Let's raise his hand, dear~" Pinta Alin softly and finally inevitably the two of them raised his hand.
"Well, okay, now lift up and open both hands, we pray first.."
Without protest the children raised both their hands and took a stance of prayer. Finished praying, Alin called their names one by one, then those whose names were called rose and saluted Alin takdzim.
As usual, after they greeted Alin with reverence, Alin took them in his arms, not forgetting Alin kissed both of their adorable cheeks, and whispered words of affection, praise or encouragement to his children.
To be continued~
