Heart Shackles

Heart Shackles
The departure of the Cloud



"Slut, beware!!"


Dew turned his head when he heard his brother's scream. A second later he fell bouncing across the street.


Ckitt .. duarr ...!


Decitan car tires rubbing against the asphalt sounds so clear. Following the sound of a thunderous collision. The body that hit the bumper of the car bounced ten meters away.


Bruk!


Dew watched the incident with the entire body shaking violently. His tongue is muddy, his body is pecking. Unable to respond to the events unfolding before his eyes. A second later his life that had floated back and screamed so badly.


"Lt!" hysterical shouting.


The body that was still shaking violently was forced to rise. Walking staggering, he approached the body of the brother who was drenched in blood. No ceasing the blood pouring profusely from the nose, mouth and temple of his brother who seemed to be torn quite large. It seems that there was a great impact on his brother's head earlier.


"Ac .. wake up!" Threw the brother's head into his lap. He didn't care if the blood soiled his hands. Her tears were shed without excuse.


The thin smiling clouds looked at his sister's face that was so chaotic. He felt his body numb, too dumb to define. His body was limp, unable to move. It was as if all his joints were frozen and stiff.


"J-don't .. na-nangis, A-Aa. .. no papa," said the Clouds with faltering. For whatever sake, his chest was extremely tight. Like an invisible big stone.


"A survive, yeah! Aa promise don't stay, okay?!" The crying of the Dew never subsides, it gets more hysterical.


"PLEASE!" With a sob he screamed for help. The streets were indeed deserted at the moment, and the car that hit her brother fled without the slightest accountability.


"PLEASE!"


It was as if the universe was also dissolving in the cries of the Dew. The rain came back down hard. Can Dew feel her brother's body getting colder. Moreover, my brother's eyes slowly began to shut. No, her brother can't leave her!


Shaken by the limp body of the brother. " A look adek! Don't close your eyes.. Are you afraid?!" his roar.


The dew panicked when his brother's body did not respond to his words.


"A ... A Cloud, wake up!.. Don't stay, dope!"


......................


Elsewhere, a woman in her forties was pacing incessantly. Occasionally glance at the wall clock hanging on the wall. His feeling was agitated because it had been an hour or so his two children did not come home.


Jedarr ...!


The lightning grabbing lightly made the woman's feelings even more uncertain.


"Why, Bun?" reprimand the head of the family-Brama.


"Mother worries, Dad. Children have been gone an hour more never to go home, especially now it is raining heavily," he replied.


Brama approached his wife, stroking her shoulders to calm down. "Mother is afraid something will happen to them."


"Do we need to catch them?" said Brama. He was also worried about his two hearts. Moreover, his wife said her feelings were not good. Isn't a mother's bond with a child so strong?


"Come, Dad. Mother take the jacket first, the air is very cold." Gayatri rushed straight to the room to pick up a jacket for her, her husband, and her two children.


"Have you?" Gayatri nodded then the two walked towards the garage.


"Quick, Dad! The feeling of Mother from earlier was not good, Mother was afraid."


Brama who saw the chaotic look of his wife grabbed the wife's hand with one hand that did not hold the steering wheel. Even his wife seemed to want to cry.


"Swimming, Bun. We should pray that nothing happens with the children!"


"Well, what is it? Is it possible that the accident victim?" Gayatri who was watching the streets suddenly saw like someone sitting in the middle of the street. "Come, we're approaching!"


Brama nodded at his wife's words, then drove his car towards the man.


From afar two people sat in the middle of the street, with one person who looked like a girl holding the head of a young man. In Gayatri's heart pray, may not be her son.


The distance between them was getting closer which finally the car stopped not far from the two people. Gayatri and Brama could not recognize the faces of the two men because of the girl who looked down and the face of the young man who was covered in the face of the girl who was degraded. However, the clothes they were wearing were so familiar in their eyes.


Gayatri and Brama rush to open the car door.


"Women ... The dew!" gayatri shouted hysterically after learning who the two people were. Her tears just fell. Apparently this is what made his heart haunted by the feeling of worry earlier.


"Dad ... Mother," the dew drift with still sobbing. 


"Why .... Why do clouds look like this, Dew?" asked Brama limply.


Gayatri who realized from her surprise shouted hysterically. "Dad, quickly take Awan to the hospital!"


Brama immediately carried the body of his son who seemed to have difficulty breathing with the body drenched in blood followed by Gayatri in the back. They immediately pumped the gas into the hospital. Either because of panic or if they forgot their youngest daughter who was still standing in the middle of the road alone.


"Dad ... Mother, don't stay adek!" yell Dew. But they did not heed the screams mixed with his cries.


She forced him to walk. The crying is getting worse with the rush of rain. Dew was so disappointed to also feel guilty to her brother.


He should not be angry at his brother.


He shouldn't have whined for ice cream in the rainy season like this.


He should have listened to his mother.


He should have been hit by her instead of his sister.


Many strands should have shackled his brain. His heart was so sick that he saw his loved one had to be hurt by it.


Tin ... tin ...!


The sound of car horns shocked the Dew. He almost got hit when the driver of the car was late in stepping on the brake for a second. He got off the road to give the car access to pass. But the car did not move, instead the driver opened the car door and came out with an umbrella.


"Grew?!"


Dew turned his head then looked at the woman who turned out to be his mother's sister. "Holy Aunt."


The woman approached the Dew and then covered the tiny body that shook with cold.


"Why are you here? Your father and mother just informed Auntie that Cloud had an accident and is now being rushed to the hospital" Suci said. He looked at the niece who was looking down.


"Come, we better get to the hospital!" The Saints dragged the Dew that was still unmoving.


......................


Saints and Dews are now in the hospital. They walked together in the hallways of the hospital which was quiet because the visiting hours of patients had run out. They were stopped by officers in the lobby for forcing their way in. Luckily the officer allowed them to enter after telling the chronology of the Cloud crash.


Dew Heart realized earlier ketar-ketir not koruan. I think he wants to cry again. His brother's blood-soaked body again filled his brain. This is all his fault. Dew's worries become even more so when she learns her brother is in the ICU and vaguely hears her mother's roaring cry.


Right in front of the entrance, the Dew grabbed Holy wrist. Stopping the second step. Suci understands maybe Dewun is afraid of something happening to his brother. With a gentle smile he stroked the top of the Dew's head.


"With papa, Aunt believes the clouds are fine" he said calmly.


The door opened, and a crying Gayatri cried out to the name of the Clouds. Brama tried to win his wife who began to lose control even though it appeared on the face firmly a drop of tears fell to the cheek. Dew confused, negative thoughts continue to haunt him.


Looking at her brother's ward, there her brother lay quietly. Without feeling any pain. Maybe her brother just fell asleep after being treated by a doctor, so thought Dewun. Why are his parents crying?


Dew saw Saints, the woman now also shed her tears. "Tante, why are you crying? Father and Mother too?" tanyanya.


Instead of answering, Suci cried bitterly. Feeling no response from the Tantenya, the Dew approached his Father and Mother.


"Mother why are you crying? Poor Aa was sleeping when she woke up," he said.


Gayatri who was crying while hugging the cold body of her son then pushed Dew who was beside her. "This is all because of you. Because of you the clouds left us. If only you hadn't whined to go to the supermarket and listen to my words, none of this would have happened. I hate you, hate you!" his yell.


Gayatri still did not accept his only son who left with a very young age-seventeen years. His little son, his beloved hero, had to leave without saying goodbye. Her heart was broken, she had failed to be a good mother.


"Woman, get up, kid. The clouds don't want to hug Mother? Let's get up, dear Mother of Clouds," she said.


"CLOUD ... AWAKE UP! DON'T STAY WITH MOTHER!" screams mixed with Gayatri's cries filled the ward. The atmosphere of grief was inevitable again with the sound of a simple cry.


The Dew that saw her mother lose control immediately embraced her. Even if it's only rough edges that he finds.


"Go you. I don't want to have a killer's son. Go, I don't want to see you again!!"


A killer? Dew's heart feels torn apart when the person who gave birth to it says inappropriate words.


He realized that the clouds were no longer with him. The clouds are gone. Far separated by space and time. Right this is all his fault. It was only natural that his mother and even the rest of his family blamed him for Cloud's death. Can't they find the evidence first? Don't they realize they hurt their feelings?