Heart And Love's
I'm Sorry
“ Beloved, you are the most beautiful story of my life. Without you, I'm just a worthless part of this world”
Have you ever felt lost? Whatever it is, it must not taste good. Losing anything in this world. It feels hard to accept, like what the cave is telling me at the moment. Lost in the greatest cave life. Losing someone might initially just be a game in cave life. The game ultimately teaches the cave to be a more serious person appreciates him. Although it was too late, the cave believed. If only, an apology from her cave accepted. Maybe cave life won't regret it like this.
Cave once said the same nyokap cave, if the cave will only be serious in finding a life partner if you have seen the guy sacrifice for the cave. Nyokap cave also always say to the cave, if you are as a girl, better not to look for a boyfriend, find a husband. The cave can only laugh if nyokap said that, the age of the cave is still 23 years. Still want to play around and enjoy the youth of the cave, maybe if the cave lives in the nyokap era of the cave, it is important, now the modern era, let the cave be the cave self that is.
Cave admit, this cave includes every man's dream. The cave admits a lot of guys who deletin the cave. Gua admitted, the cave includes people who like relationships without official bond status. Cave may be evil already reject hundreds of guys who try to be a girlfriend cave, cave may be evil already sicken many guys who ever decet same cave. But, just one guy who really made the cave realize everything the cave did was wrong, his name was Daniel. Despite his name Daniel, the cave ruthlessly forced his name to be Denny. As the will of the cave.
He came in the cave life when we didn't accidentally watch in Puri. At that time, if the cave was not wrong. Again 3D movie trend, we watch UP movie. He appeared with a cave friend who number 4 people, the cave minister said Daniel had just finished college from Yogyakarta, in the heart of the cave said, “ Yaila, he said, so proud of the cave temen knowin back from yogyakarta, if from Canada it is new to be proud”. So the cave's first impression of him was the village guy. We also watch and finish it, we eat at the deket puri.
For the cave to eat anywhere is the same, even though it is a street deck that has no lights. We ate, and suddenly Daniel confidently asked for the cave's telephone number. Because the cave felt bad tawdry, finally the cave of love only the number of cave essia, with the last arrogant sentence.
“ Oh yes if you want to call, sms first yes. You see, the cave rarely raises the phone if there is no schedule”
Cave ministers must say that the norak cave kayak director because he wants to call must make a schedule, in fact, the cave schedule is very crowded with queues of men who want to call the cave, in fact, it's still a good thing the cave lifts, so you can dong cave a little honestly. Daniel's son is quite tall, a bit clumsy despite his age of 25 years. His style is like a basketball player, although his teeth are flat, which makes him wonder why he also studied in Yogya if his village is native to Jakarta.
Long story short, we finally split up. Actually the cave again deket same one guy who according to the cave is suitable to be the target of the cave as a lover, he uda often walk the same cave, our relationship without status and want to level up to courtship, he, but the cave is still waiting for the right time. When the cave was talking again. Suddenly the Daniel sms the cave, and said that the mini hanger in the cave hendphone fell and he found it just yesterday back to the auction and the seller was giving thanks. Cave so inget, if the cave hendphone is ribet abis with a lot of hangers, pantesan picachu hanger cave ilang, finally cave behind sms him.
We also made a meeting at Puri mall. Gua emang want to go to Puri to buy something, there is no harm in the cave to meet him there even though there is actually no intention to meet. At 2 o'clock, the cave's coming. We texted and finally agreed to meet in Hero. He appeared while giving the cave's beloved hanger.
“ Thks you.” Cave said.
Without further ado, he suddenly showed me two tickets to watch.
“ Angel, sorry, the cave just bought a ticket to watch. Temen cave suddenly not so watch, you want to not watch?”
“ Hah” in the heart of the cave, neh people are not creative anyway ngajak watch it, not premiere again, XXI ordinary. But because of the kindness he found the cave hangers, finally the cave can not refuse, we also watch. While in the cinema. We're diem-dieman. Until finally the cave felt like seeing someone who was a stranger sitting in front of the cave row, the voice of a man who was not foreign. Because the cinema is dark, finally the cave became curious and so it was not good to watch it, Daniel nanya to the cave.
“ loe boring yes, does the film not exciting?” Daniel asked, looking at the cave.
“ No doubt, Just like a rather sweet cave drink, cave want that is not sweet.”
“ So cave buy first yes. “ bargain Daniel. The cave just smiled. Like a queen who layanin well. Daniel returned with a drink that the cave wanted, finally the cave began to calm a little, but still felt familiar with the voice and shape of the man in front of the cave row.
When the cinema broke up, the cave immediately wanted to see who the guy who made the cave curious. But the people on the stand and finally the cave can not answer the curiosity of the cave.Gua asked permission to go to the same toilet Daniel, in the toilet there is one beautiful girl. He beside the cave, the cave throws a smile because it is fascinated with girls who may be kayaking models. When the cave comes out, the girl is also out waiting for the same guy. Jeez, finally the cave knows, why the cave is not curious as the voice of a stranger in front of the cave, it turns out that the voice of a guy who has no status with the cave, Anton.
Cave ga nyangka Anton who always said his love for the cave, apparently behind the cave ga more than a man crocodile land. Seeing the cave appear, he was like a parno. The cave tried to put on the most angry cave face so that he realized that the cave knew he was walking with other girls. Lightly he said
“ Loe knows the girl?” said temen giannya.
“ Get to know, we are friends.” Anton said that made the cave angry, the cave immediately deketin him, throwing a cave slap. Many people who wriggled the cave ngelakuin, including Daniel.
Daniel shows up, he pulls the cave to go from a place that has become an additional new cinema in front of the toilet with a cave player and a jerk named Anton.Gua cry, when it feels hurt by Anton. The self-esteem of the cave fell, Daniel may not know what happened. He tried to nenangin cave with buyin cave yogurt eskrim vanilla flavor.
“ Cobain this, can make delicious loh.”
“ Tau, where can the economy make the heart hot so calm.”
“ Can, cave is often if you are sad to eat ice cream again. Loe know ga? Doctors usually woo young children with ice cream. “
“ Why do you think the cave is a little boy?” said the cave annoyed.
“ No, but look at the cave teeth, ga flat right, because the cave does not want to be horrified nyokap cave, do not want to be taken to the dentist, even though wooed eczema. If only the first cave nerima offer ice cream maybe cave teeth are not messy like this “
Hearing the story of Daniel who showed his teeth as flat, make the cave laugh and forget for a moment the pain of the cave.
“ Do not laugh, meaning the ice cream makes calm kan”
Daniel-daniel, this is a boy kayak really, even though that makes the cave laugh instead of ice cream, his funny face makes the cave laugh.Finally the cave poured the contents of the cave into Daniel at that moment, too, cave story that Anton who, cave story that cave heartache. Daniel heard with his innocent face like a bloon. Then he said to the cave.
“ Cave is also often hurt by girls, the proof is tau gak, dating 5 years old same ex, suddenly he moved to china, boro-boro said break up, this is just that. “
“ Wah, sad amet fate loe” said cave.
“ Yes fate lah if mediocre face kayak gini hehehe.”
“ Maybe the name of loe ga bring hoky, what if the name is cave replace.”
“ Don't dong, it's the name of the gift from the grandmother of the cave.”
“ Don't want to know, the name loe in front of the cave so Denny aja.”
“ Why must Denny.” Ask Daniel.
Ga maybe cave story because Denny was the name of the former first cave that uda broken, although until now the cave is still keinget, but the name Denny also cave love small dog cave.Gua did not want him to know, but the name Denny also cave cave cave cave,but the cave says “ Denny is the name of the beloved cave, if the name loe Denny, meaning loe will be the cave's favorite?” said the cave and stupid again Daniel was willing.
The cave has aspirations as high as the sky, wants to be a famous writer. Like J. K. rowling. Although the cave writing is ugly for forgiveness, the cave always asks for advice to friends who might say good. But fitting the cave of love to Denny, he instead said gini.
“ Ga nice Ngel, ugly story.” said Denny, if it's so in the heart of the cave said, neh people if it's too honest, can not lie on the cake say good, plain amet. And the angry cave.
“ If so tomorrow, you have to make a better story from the cave, you can value the ugly cave writing, let's make”
“ Yaila Angel, make sripsi aja cave fail continuously, let alone make a story?”
“ Don't want to know, if you don't make it, you don't have to be a cave friend again.”
“ Kok that, we are uda to be friends since 3 months ago, every week walk right? Time to break up as a friend that aj”
“ Yes that way, the choice of loe is just that, but if the story loe good.. cave will love the gift?”
“ What is the prize?”
“ Loe up the ranks to become a cave girlfriend?”
Hearing that, Denny just grinned. Though the cave is only joking, but like him he really believes what the cave says.
“ Ok, the cave will make an interesting story so that you become gua” girlfriend
“ Hehehe, try it, but if it's bad the risk knows right?”
Before the agreement, the cave and Denny were often together, but it was also a rame-rame with friends. There is nothing idemewa in our relationship, that cave knows about him, he just likes futsal, once he told the cave temenin he played futsal, cave rejects raw and said.
“ Cave sister tell me to watch badminton aja cave reject, loe kok dare to invite the cave watch loe main futsal, kayak no work aja” maybe this cave sentence is rough, kayak, but Denny just casually said.
Whatever the cave did to him, he could only laugh and I'm sorry. For a long time the cave is confused, why can't people get angry, why can't people refuse if it's all over. Gua likes to tell him anterin cave writing to magazines, because the cave wants cave writing to enter the magazine, funny again is always rejected and if uda is that he who will cave angry. When the cave was angry, he just smiled and said.
“ Try again yes, later the cave help sendin deh” said Denny, even though he did not use the motor he alone, did not use the post, because the cave really wants to be directly given to the magazine editor.
As time goes by, a guy in the same cave again, his name is Martin, he's a handsome guy and according to a very handsome cave. He is older than the cave and certainly the type of guy dreams of all girls. We acquaintance when again at the invitation, known the same brother cave. Until finally the cave deket and began to often go the same Martin, Daniel who often sms and ngajakin cave road cuekin cave. The cave feels Denny is enough in the cave life, although he is part of the cave life when the cave is single again.
One night, Martin came to the house, nyokap cave actually already like him, his son polite and coincidentally one area so he if talking to the same nyokap use village language. That night, Denny comes, he knocks on the door and the cave maid says she's coming, the cave goes straight ahead. The cave is confused as to why the child appeared in front of the cave house.
“ Why?” Tanya cave distracted.
“ Cave wants to come, want to see the writing you ever asked for.” Said he and the cave had even forgotten to ask him to make a story.
“ Ooo. Gua”
“ Oh yes. There is also a song here, made by Shandy cave. He made this fitting cave make this story.”
“ Oh yes, very creative.” compliment the cave make happy him.
“ Yauda cave read first, later cave give value if this story loe good.”
“ But inget loh our promise?” Denny said.
“ What promise yes?”
“ If good we will rise in rank so dating kan”
“ Oh yes..” said the cave feels stupid neh people just believe the words cave.
“ Den, cave busy neh no guests, loe go home first yes.”
Denny finally came home, the cave was as lively and Martin finally chatted again. At night, the cave tells the story of Denny. The story told of a disabled boy who was mute but could play music beautifully, in the story it is explained that the disabled child even though I was ostracized was able to show to the world that he was born in vain in this world. Actually the cave is moved by this story, but it's not possible the cave said good to Denny, it's the same as making the cave so his girlfriend. Accepting her to be a cave lover.
The next day the cave called him Daniel and said that the story he wrote was ugly, meaning that it was worse than the cave story. Daniel can only say,
“ Yes it is possible to read the same loe Angel, but if others say good how?”
“ Yee, this cave is a writer, so you know ugly and not ugly. Gua guarantees if in love to the editor, must be rejected raw.”
“ Yes, yes already gapapa. Gua failed to be loe's girlfriend, but did not fail to be loe?”'s friend
“ Hm.. We are still friends, but sorry if lately the cave is a bit busy, the cave is again deket same guy, it seems he feels very disturbed if the cave goes the same other guy.. so, Den, understand ya..”
“ Oh so..” replied Denny speechless.
“ But uda dengerin not yet a song made for the story.”
“ Later if you have time, the song connect the same story”
“ Actually the song was gua squadest to friend cave, cave love to loe. Because loe is the most beautiful for the cave Angel.”
Said Denny who made the cave so dumb. Feeling guilty, looking for reasons to avoid him. He said to the cave, he wanted to try to send the story to the magazine, the cave just laughed. To make him a cave spirit tell him something.
“ Loe ga will fail to be a friend of the cave if the script goes into the magazine, meaning that our friendship is not in vain right, the science of writing caves into loe?” the story of the cave with his arrogance, even though he never learned nulis there is also a cave nulis force and read the cave story.
From that moment the cave tried no longer to look for him and hoped also he did not look for the cave. Until finally, the cave got closer to Martin. At that time even we want a fiancee, too soon indeed, but what to say, love is blind.That makes the cave upset again, the moment when the fiancee will get closer, Denny appears again, Denny, he brought a news that the cave thought was bad. Proudly he said.
“ Angel, cave story goes into the magazine, meaning good cave story dongJ. And loe can dong be gua”'s girlfriend
Denny said in front of the nyokap, Martin.
“ What the heck loe, ga tau this cave again want fiancee huh?” shouting cave.
Actually the fiancee was not official, because there were no parents Martin but he came with a ring to tie the cave. Gua felt bad about the sentence, the cave kicked Denny out of the cave house. He wanted to make a failed cave fiance, in front of some guests who came from the cave family.
“ Sorry, Angel, cave Just wanted to say something.”
“ Simply go from the cave house.” drive the cave to Denny.
“ Angel Dengerin cave once just this. dangerin as Denny.”.
“ loose ga pants so Denny again, now loe Daniel..”
With a shy face, Daniel left. Gua is confused why he came by making a rowdy, while carrying a magazine where his writing is loaded, such as wanting to insult it.The engagement was not so done because nyokap felt bad a sacred event and postponed. Martin might be disappointed. But it turns out that behind all that, the cave found everything that the cave did not know all this time, Martin turned out to be a man who already had a wife in the village and that cave tau from a person who told to the cave.
Cave temen said in his village of Yogyakarta Martin uda married, he again wanted a divorce, however the cave finally went to Martin, he ngaku, he said,. And the cave is heartbroken. One sad night it was a crying cave, the cave felt hurt.the cave wanted to kiss Martin, and new life again. In fact, the time passed by Martin again the same bininya.Meaning the cave really did not choose wrong, cave temen was the real story.If Daniel actually uda know who Martin since long ago, the, because Martin was the same student as him. It means Daniel did not go up the class dong kok can not pass with the word cave.
Even more surprised, the cave minister said, the Daniel deliberately came to prevent the engagement of the cave because he did not want the cave hurt by Martin who was naughty. Daniel threatened for no story about Martin, because Martin ngacem will make trouble.And all this is open, then the cave was the same cave, where Daniel now, and so on, how come she never showed up?’
“ How come you don't know, what kind of temen anyway?”
“ Daniel returned to Yogyakarta yet,?”
“ Why, “ “ Download S2.”
“ Uh yes Angel, cave forgot, first before he left, he nitip cd make loe. The contents of the cave have not been checked, the cave took first in kamar” when the cave was again in the cave temple.
“ Why can this nitip to loe?”
“ he said loe ga will meet him, so he nitip this as apology dia”
The cave came home after that, the cave only realized that Daniel had saved the cave from false love. Gua squirms the sentence in the video, for Angel.Pas ga puter, the contents of Daniel's apology, but selepin with a sentence if he misses the cave, he loves the cave. He's sorry to do this, because he actually misses our togetherness as best friends, and doesn't expect anything to move up the ranks. He apologized if it turned out that the story could go up to the magazine because it was all just a fad for members of the spirit cave if the failure was started because of excessive selfishness.
Yes Daniel was right, the cave was too selfish to judge everything the cave did was right.Everything that the cave wrote is good, everything that the cave says is true. He was a victim of what he said were selfish caves, even the last moments of cave life, caves still drive him away. He always asked the cave to hear the song he requested for the cave, the cave tried to hear after the song was in the cave room. When the cave heard the song, the cave actually cried. The song that really made the cave sinful has been squandering Daniel. Not even forgiving him even if it's only 4 letters._SORRY_
Gua did not accidentally open her facebook, trying to find out her new phone number by thinking send a message. But it felt like the heart of the cave was sad, looking at her profile photo, she was alone with a girl who she said was her lover. The cave can only take a deep breath, maybe this is the expensive fee to waste him, when he loves the cave, when he sincerely gives his life for the cave.
Daniel may you be happy with your new lover. The cave has at this time only videos and songs of remembrance offerings u to the cave.Hopefully later, if indeed we are friends, we will meet again. The cave has decided to go to America, forget everything and hope that the dream of the cave so the author is achieved,
as Daniel said to the cave.
“ Failure in life only because of our selfishness, if we want to accept whatever is in our lives, we will succeed “
It's not you who should apologize to stupid girls like caves, caves that should apologize to precious men are too beautiful in cave life like loe.
