He's my soul mate

He's my soul mate
SHAHLAA'S FIRMNESS



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Dira glared after being aware of what he had done, embarrassed of course yes, feeling angry there, why when the status was not clear his superior had dared to kiss him.


Very eager Dira cursing and cursing herself who easily lulled with a soft touch Arlan who incidentally only has the status of his superior


Dira immediately descended from Arlan's sling as soon as the two felt both awkward and misbehaved


Dira was forced to go straight into the bathroom even though he had to endure pain in his back but it was better than he held the shame in front of the man who was still his superior status and it is unclear its future status


Finished with his affairs in the bathroom Dira was immediately out and how surprised Dira when she saw Arlan who was already standing in front of the door


" What's Mr. Arlan doing here!" tanya was a little nervous


" It's done?" not answering Arlan instead asked back and Dira nodded slowly


" Let me carry you" said Arlan, who was about to bend his body


" No need sir, I can walk alone" said Dira refused politely while shifting his body to give distance


With a slow step Dira walked to the bed, the hose infusion has been released making the girl is now easy to move


Tomorrow is Dira's last schedule for therapy if the results are much better then it is allowed to go home


Dira went up to his bed, Arlan continued to notice the movement of Dira who was enveloping his body with a blanket


" Do you want a break?" tanya Arlan and Dira only replied with a small nod


" Sorry about that" said Arlan flat made Dira immediately turned to the man.


The moment their two eyes met quickly Dira immediately threw away her gaze


" Are you angry?" tanya Arlan made Dira snort angrily


" Obviously I'm angry, why did he suddenly kiss me when we had nothing to do and now even he's asking me like that" said Dira


" Why shut up?" ask Arlan again


Dira sighed heavily then looked at Arlan with a difficult look


" May I know why Mr. Arlan did that?" dira asked with a raging roar of heart as the question just popped out of his lips


Arlan was speechless, confused as to what to answer.should he speak his true heart to the girl before him at this moment or wait for the right time


Arlan seemed worried but Dira's words made him look at the girl


" What exactly is the purpose of Mr. Arlan doing this to me? just want to return the favor because I saved Ayla and the baby? if it's true, I think everything is far from enough, during this time Mr. Arlan has taken a lot of time and energy to look after and care for me so I think everything has been breakeven and tell Ayla and Mr. Al I say a lot of thanks, so Mr. Arlan from tomorrow can work calmly again because the responsibility of Mr. Arlan to take care of me is done. tomorrow I will go home so I say a lot of thanks to Mr. Arlan who has helped me a lot" said Dira at length


Arlan rounded his eyes when he heard Dira's words


" Are you angry?" ask Arlan


" angry? what is angry for? where may I be angry with Mr. Arlan who is my superior" replied Dira by holding back the tightness in his heart and pretending to smile


" Are you angry with my attitude that has been presumptuous menci_" not finished with his words Dira had already cut his words first


"Have not discussed it again, just assume it never happened.isn't it something that is commonly done by people who have a position by acting as they please to their subordinates? so for this time I will not assume it ever happened already better Mr. Arlan also forget the stupid thing" said Dira chuckled small which immediately made Arlan more stunned


" Why are you talking like that?" arlan asked with her hands folded on her chest


" What status do you mean?" ask Arlan


" The status of being an orphan who only lives in a shack house with my grandparents and also interns who do not know when it will pass" Dira replied while trying to smile


" Why is it with all that, is there something wrong with the status of orphans?" Arlan asked back


" It's not just you who are orphans I am the same and you are much luckier because you still have your grandparents who love you so much" Arlan continued


" I was an orphan even at the age of 7, both my parents died in an accident and I have no one in the world, even I lived in an orphanage until I finally met the Kusuma family and they were the ones who helped me to school until graduation even now I am an assistant Al until this second" Arlan's story makes Dira stunned to hear it


It turns out that the fate of both of them is the same no longer have parents.


" I'm really sorry for the stupidity of my attitude earlier, to be honest I did because I can no longer bear the feelings of me who wants to immediately have you Dira" said Arlan with a rumbling heartbeat


Dira was shocked and wide-eyed at Arlan's expression


" Will you marry me and be the mother of my children?" said Arlan who was now sitting on the edge of the bed grabbed Dira's hand that felt so cold because it held back his nervousness


Dira looked shocked and stared in disbelief at the man who was his boss was proposing to him, is this a dream? inner Dira


Seeing Dira who seemed silent Arlan immediately felt worried, whether Dira was angry and would hate him but as hard as heart Arlan tried to accept whatever became Dira's decision later


" I won't force you to answer now" Arlan said


" Why did Mr. Arlan say that, is Mr. Arlan confident in his feelings for me?" ask Dira who still does not believe what Arlan said


" Of course sure" replied Arlan firmly


" On what basis? does Mr Arlan love me the same?" tanya Dira immediately made Arlan speechless


Of love? does he love that girl? Arlan still does not realize what his feelings for Dira are like and how big?


" Can Mr Arlan not answer that? if in doubt should Mr. Arlan think carefully about what the father said earlier, I am just an ordinary intern who graduated from college also not necessarily, I am just an ordinary intern, so don't waste Arlan's time with this girl like me" said Dira slightly interspersed with jokes and Arlan took a deep breath digesting Dira's speech


" I don't know how I really feel about you Dira but I just want you to know one thing, when you lay weak in unconsciousness even when the doctor declared that you were in a critical state I felt half of my soul as if it were out of my body, my heart aches to see some medical devices clinging to your whole body, if I could want to feel like I replaced your position at that time, every day I always pray and hope you open your eyes immediately, he said, although it is unlikely but I am always optimistic if you will definitely soon realize and see my existence" Arlan said


Dira was speechless listening to the heart of his superior with eyes that had been creek


" I don't know if that's called love? because every time I'm with you I feel a feeling so comfortable, a feeling I've never felt in any woman, you are the only woman who has turned my world upside down Dira with you makes my day more colorful so once again I want to tell you Dira" Arlan paused her speech


" Will you marry me?" arlan said again this time Arlan stared at Dira's bead eyes filled with love and Dira could feel the sincerity of Arlan from the look of his eyes that were not found lies


Dira let go of Arlan's hand and lowered his face


" Ma. I'm sorry sir I can't" said Dira who immediately made the look of Arlan's face change


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Arlan cast his gaze in any direction to endure the pain of his heart over Dira's rejection, as if his struggle had all this time ended in vain. The love that blooms now must wither before being plucked


Arlan with a lethargic face immediately stood up


" I'm sorry sir!" said Dira


Arlan smiled wryly holding back the turmoil of his heart that was broken into pieces