
Arlan who from last night could not sleep because he was so worried about the state of the girl who had filled the recesses of his heart could now breathe with relief. Because this morning the doctor who had just examined the state of Dira said Dira's condition had passed the critical period even his condition showed remarkable development, which is very good, his health is progressing and will soon be transferred to the treatment room.
His tiredness and sleepiness had now evaporated just like that when he saw Dira was already in front of him. although the girl is still faithful to close her eyes but at least she can now be nearby is no longer blocked by the glass wall that becomes a separator and also wears special clothes all when you want to see the condition of Dira
Arlan grabbed Dira's hand which felt very cold and held it
"I think please be aware, there are many things I want to say to you" said Arlan, who is now sitting in a chair next to Dira's gurney
" I'm sorry I realized this feeling, I'll never forgive myself if you don't open your eyes, you know I've never been this scared, seeing your body filled with various kinds of medical devices that stick to make my heart hurt, I myself do not know why it feels like I want to beat my own duri who can not keep and protect you"
" If only I could take your place now I would, I can't see you like this "
Unwittingly Arlan's tears just dripped until it fell on Dira's hand that was stuck in an infusion hose
" Dira quickly open your eyes, your grandmother and grandfather must have missed you so much, they must have wondered about your departure these few days. forgive me for not being able to speak honestly to them about your situation, I'm afraid they're shocked to see your situation like this, I don't want them to be sad because that's why I didn't tell them, I'm sorry Dira is too cowardly" Arlan again shed her tears
Last night Arlan had visited the house of his grandparents Dira intend to tell the true state of Dira but when seeing the state of his grandmother who looks in a state of unwell and coughing makes Arlan cancel his intention and choosing to lie said that Dira was out of town and asked him to look after and fulfill what they needed.
At first the grandmother felt sad but because of the attitude of Arlan's attention to them made Dira's grandmother and grandfather finally returned cheerful.
They also like Arlan very much and consider him to be like their own grandchildren when they have only known Arlan for a few hours
" Dira, quickly realize your grandparents have missed you so much not only they I also miss the cute girl who always disturbed my heart and mind all this time" Arlan grabbed Dira's hand and kissed her
" I miss you Dira!" Arlan looked at the pale face of Dira who was still closing her eyes
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The door of the room opened into a doctor and a nurse trailing behind him
" Doctor" Arlan hurriedly wiped his tears and immediately stood up from his seat
" Mr. Arlan!" greet doctor Syarif
" I'm sorry sir I want to check on the patient first, please wait outside first sir!" said doctor Sharif politely
" Good doctor"
Arlan walked out of Dira's room and sat down in the waiting chair in front of the room
After finishing checking on Dira, doctor Syarif also came out of the room with the nurse who accompanied him
Arlan immediately moved from his seat after seeing the doctor Sharif had come out
" Doctor how's it going?"asked Arlan enthusiastically
" Thank God, his condition is increasing. invite him to continue to talk even though he is currently in an unconscious state but from his subconscious he can still hear the voices of people who are nearby, he said, continue to give motivation to him to quickly realize and want to open his eyes" said doctor Syarif
" Good doctor, thank you very much" said Arlan
" Together" said doctor Syarif and then decided to leave
After Syarif's doctor left, Arlan went back into Dira's room
Arlan sat on the chair originally staring fixedly at Dira's face "Can you hear my voice?" asked Arlan with a hand that had grasped Dira's cold fingers
He stared at Dira's pale face lovingly "If you can hear my voice, there are things I want to say to you but promise yes after hearing my voice later you should wake up immediately" said Arlan
" I want to say what I feel right now, is it okay?' Arlan laughed to himself then looked back at Dira with an unusual look
" I don't know since when I feel something different every time I see you, I was often angry and yelled at you just because I was nervous and embarrassed that you knew how I felt about you. maybe I was too selfish and too cowardly to dare to face you let alone to express my true feelings towards you, I really did not have that courage. maybe if you could really hear what I'm saying right now you'd be laughing at me, wouldn't you?" Arlan took a deep breath
" Hurry up and open your eyes, Dira, tell me what I need to do so you'll wake up and look at me?" said Arlan who changed softly. His chest felt increasingly tight because he saw Dira who was still reluctant to open his eyes
" I thought I. I. I love you!" arlan said as she shed her tears
The man's body shook violently, although the doctor had said that Dira's condition had now improved to heal still Arlan felt sad looking at Dira's pale face and hands that felt so cold.
" I beg you to quickly realize Dira, do not make me afraid" said Arlan on the sidelines Isak crying
Suddenly Dira's body convulsed and suddenly it made Arlan jerked in shock and panic.
" Why did you think? Dira... The body!" arlan cried out in his panic and kept calling out Dira's name
Arlan then quickly pressed the emergency button that was above Dira's head
Not how long Syarif's doctor came with several sisters to enter the room
" Please come out, sir!" said a nurse told Arlan to leave the room while Syarif's doctor is now examining Dira's condition
Outside the room Arlan was so panicked and worried about the sudden state of Dira seizures.
Arlan rubbed his rough face and walked back and forth in front of the room with an unsettled heart
" Lan Loe what are you doing? why is Loe even pacing around like that? how's Dira doing?" tanya Al who just arrived with Ayla
Arlan let out a heavy sigh and then sat himself rough in the waiting chair that was in front of the room.
Al and Ayla throw each other a glance especially when Arlan is covering his face with both hands
" What's up Lan?" tanya Al patted Arlan on the shoulder
" in.. Dira was suddenly having convulsions" replied Arlan with a face that was still down
" Curvents? did not you say brother Arlan Dira condition has progressed?" ask Ayla who feels very worried about Dira's condition
" So it was said that the doctor's health condition Dira has been progressing but do not know why suddenly he just immediately convulsed like that" answered Arlan with sadness
" Continue now how is he? why are you even sitting here?" ask Al
" In the middle there is a doctor who is treating Dira, hopefully Dira is in good condition!" arlan seemed frustrated
" Just pray, hopefully Dira will soon realize" said Al
Ayla was now sitting in a chair not far from Arlan, her tears were now no longer able to bear anymore to hear the news of Dira who had convulsions made her heart so afraid.
" Dear, already do not cry again yes, not good for your gynecological health.believe Dira will definitely heal soon.you must be strong if you yourself are weak like this how with Dira, how about Dira, he needs you baby, he needs your spirit!" al tried to comfort his crying wife
" But I'm afraid, I'm afraid Dira can't survive" Ayla said sobbing
" Enough Ayla, don't talk anymore, Dira's a strong girl I'm sure she can definitely hold on. Keep that in mind!" Angry Arlan while getting up from his seat and staring intently at Ayla
" Lan loe what the hell, kok loe even snapped at my wife ?"angry Al who did not accept Ayla was yelled at by Arlan
Arlan flinched and did not respond to Al's words his eyes continued to focus on the door that was still tightly closed
" Am already, maybe Arlan's mood is not good.I'm wrong because I have spoken carelessly" said Ayla to ease her crying and try to be strong
Not how long the door of the room was open "Doctor how is Dira? why was he having seizures like that?" asked Arlan who was in front of the doctor
Doctor Syarif smiled at a glance and patted Arlan on the shoulder
" Keep praying show how much love and affection you have for your future wife, hopefully after this Dira will soon open her eyes!" said the doctor and then leave to follow some of the sisters who did come with him
After the departure of the doctor Syarif, Arlan immediately stepped foot to enter the room Dira and immediately Arlan's eyes were wide