
"What do you mean Bim?"
"We're talking at home, right?" Maudy snarled but she herself let Bima ride into her motorbike.
On the way home, Bima repeatedly coiled his hands. But Maudy forced Bima to take it off. Whatever, I'm still hurting and need an explanation, her mind.
Arriving in the yard, looks Kiki who has been sitting in front of the porch alone, maybe mama Lisa inside.
"Ki, why don't you come in?" Walking away from Bima that should explain everything.
"No, cook yes I joined the Dy parents." Maudy smiled hearing that. Yes, he thought too.
"Ki, don't you mind if I talk to Maudy here?" Bima came after.
"No, I said Bim. You should have explained everything." Kiki turned her eyes to the mobile phone. Do not want to interfere in their affairs, because it must be they themselves who complete.
"Darling?" Holding Maudy's hand, he pulled her to sit down.
"Yes, I said." Waving his hand.
"Darling, it's actually-"
Tin..
The sound of a car horn that had just entered his yard. Maudy stood up, researching whose car this time came.
"Ilham?" Confused speech. Looking back towards Bima.
"Do you want him here?" Kiki also looked at Maudy.
"Attent." Maudy walked closer to the car, looking as if the owner had gotten out of the car.
"Ilham, what are you doing here?" Confused, occasionally turning towards Bima whose eyes were already unfriendly.
Meanwhile, Lisa's mother also came out from the door and invited Bima to come home soon. But his eyes were fixed to the front, where Maudy was standing and talking to another man. His mother and father Maudy also saw.
"That's who?" Ask, which goes to everyone who is there.
"Come ma, shall we go home?" Bima doesn't even want to discuss this right now. To him it was clear, Maudy preferred to speak to other men. Rather than listening to his explanation whose status is the prospective husband.
"Oh that architect who is in control of the resto construction project later." His father looked to be researching with his eyes.
"Oh, maybe they have some business. Yes, if so I go home. Get well soon, don't move much. Mbak should just rest, no need to take me to the front mbak." Ah it turns out Lisa's mother is understanding unlike her son whose gaze now wants to kill.
Maudy was standing next to Ilham's car. Apparently, Ilham only returned the goods Maudy left behind when eating.
"Thank you Ham. Careful of you." Waving his hands and seeing the car Ilham had gone away.
"Mom, will you go home?" Walking closer, now switch to Bima's car. Bima did not care, even he went straight into the car without even a single glance towards Maudy.
"Dear, mommy's coming home? You seem to be getting busy now, right? How about later if it is close to the wedding day, surely you are more busy, mama hope you can take care of the condition huh?" Geez, it feels like Maudy wants to embrace her future father-in-law, very understanding.
Butwhat? A wedding? What will be, and Bima wanted to explain something, right? Why go home now?
"Yes ma." Maudy slapped his hand. "Mom be careful?"
Glancing towards the inside of the car, but Bima still did not want to glance at him.
Must be jealous and have strange thoughts.
"Bim, you didn't say goodbye to Maudy?" Tapping on the car window that has been closed tightly by Bima. Slowly he lowered his windshield, looking at Maudy. His face was flat and "I go home first." Smile for two seconds and then return to the original mode.
You really are Bim!!!
"Bim, will you take me tonight? I have something to buy."
Not answering.
"Did you hear Bim Maudy?" Bima looked over and nodded.
"You why? Jealous of having a man come to Maudy?" Maudy stifles with laughter, throwing her eyes off because Lisa's mom says she's right and she can't answer.
"Mom, it's a job. How do you yourself have to communicate with other women every day, Bim?" His mother got to the bells and then walked into the car.
"No ma." That's all, but yes. Oh my God, Bima.
Maudy waved her hand, as the car turned back Maudy pointed at both of Bima's eyeballs with both of her fingers. Bima immediately closed the windshield, making Maudy want to strangle him more now.
***
"Ki, you come home later I'll take you?" They both lay on Maudy's bed.
"Whatever, it's okay. I'm here." Maudy laughed, seemingly upset that Kiki was feeling now beyond her.
"Ki, how do you think I should be Bima?" Turn the position into a tilt towards Kiki.
"How do you mean?"
"Yes I feel Bima has changed a lot, yes she even though she is still shy, but that is not the main thing. Bima tuh kayak always hide something from me, not open like it used to be. Honestly, I doubt it. He always checks my phone Ki, you know? Even the business of work is also until he blocks it number if that has a man. But Ki, I've never seen his phone. I'm being suspicious."
"That's what you should have talked to him about Dy, not me. Since Bima leads the company, and you are abroad, I also rarely talk to him. The reason he didn't tell you until now hasn't he told you, has he?" Maudy remembered it immediately.
Right, some years I was abroad Bima no ngabarin me, call me. And I obviously don't know how it's going to change. Ah, I have to ask you about this. He should have a clear reason why stay away from me.
"Hey, I was dreaming. Continue on."
"Yes Ki, so what should I do?" Still confused.
"Tell him to talk alone, away from the crowd. Hotels can be." Maudy directly hit Kiki's arm.
"Haha. Kidding, but it's up to you." Maudy nodded.
"I miss Bima who used to be Ki, which if I was angry for 5 minutes he could not stand it. Different now Ki, two days no communication as well he was ordinary. I miss her spoiled nature, I miss Ki. Honestly, I regret forcing him to change his nature." Kiki immediately turned her head when she heard Maudy's voice trembling like she was holding back a cry, Kiki hugged her stroking Maudy's shoulder.
"Udah, everything must change Dy. Remember, we're adults now." Maudy wiped away her falling tears.
"Dy, Ki. Let's go out for dinner." Shouted my mother from outside the room.
***
In the midst of their meal, Kiki always discussed the matter of make up with Tisha. Maudy only listened to their conversation while swallowing food that felt forced into the stomach.
"Let's love you for free!" Kiki makes Tisha more eager to beautify themselves.
"Really brother?" I heard what Kiki said.
"Yes." Yeah." Continue to eat.
"Tisha, you don't go out." Dad reminded me again, because he knew his son was different from Maudy. Often go out at night on Sunday nights. With reason to a friend's house.
"Yes yeah." His face was back in the fold. Maudy herself knows, maybe her sister doesn't have a boyfriend. But, he also never experienced school, good times for children his age to know what love, heartache and crying. He has also all passed through.
The sound of the door appearing on the knock, mother rushed forward. Leave food. Unlike Maudy, he didn't even hear that anyone was coming.
"Let's eat Bim." It turns out that mother came back with Bima. Maudy looked up, shocked that Bima was here. He glanced at Kiki, then looked down again.
"So I ate before I got here." Refuse subtly and then sit down.
"You guys want to go?" Bima silence.
"You're sending Kiki to mom." Maudy finally opened her voice. Staring at Bima's face like he had no problems.
Finish the dinner. Maudy immediately said goodbye to leave, dropping off Kiki. It is true that, after that he will speak to Bima.
***
Bima has driven her car, entered the highway with a crowd out there and silence in the car. I don't know what each one of them is thinking. But most importantly Bima remained focused on driving, and Maudy's head felt very heavy even just to look to the side.
Kiki focused on playing her phone, and today she officially did not open her store. It turns out that love has a big influence on a person's mood. Anyone, not only Kiki and Maudy or Bima, but those out there must be too. Willing to abandon any obligation, whether in work or anything else. Just because they feel anxious, even if the Junior High child even once, will definitely do the same.
Maudy's mind was cranky. Indeed, the world will turn, and the situation quickly turned around, Bima always hoped for news if the middle of a fight, and now Maudy himself who always wanted to communicate anywhere and anytime.
"Dy, didn't you guys stop by?" Maudy looked back, then turned her gaze toward the high gate. It's there, even Maudy doesn't realize it.
"Other times Ki, send greetings to papa and mama." Kiki also does not want to force, for him his position with Maudy at this time is the same. It's just that Maudy can vent his anger because Bima is beside him, while he does not know, because Agam also has not given news.
"I am first. Thanks to you, Bima is in between."
"Yes Ki, you're the same." Smiling at Kiki and glancing at Maudy who was not looking at her at all.
The car drove back, turning the direction out of the housing complex. Neither Bima nor Maudy, they were both silent.
"Say I want to buy something, where?" He relented and asked, because that's what Maudy said before Bima came home.
"Hotel." Bima stopped the car. "Why?" Ask without staring.
"Isn't that what you like, is it? That's what you want, right? Take my chastity if it makes you not turn to another woman, and always be honest in any way with me." Bima is still silent, has not stepped on the gas pedal to drive his car.
"We're getting married soon."
"I know, I know that. And that's if it's not void!" Answer Bima's speech quickly.
I heard Bima breathing heavily. Throw it away violently.
"Darling, I told you that working in the office made me dizzy before."
"But that doesn't mean you always cover everything from me Bim!" Jolting Bima with holding back her tears.
Why am I afraid of losing you now Bim!
"Okay, we're going to the hotel." Directly drive the car fast. Maudy didn't protest, and if she dies tonight it's all because of Bima.
Bima is looking for a hotel that this time really has its privacy awake, not just anyone can enter. Very famous luxury hotel in the city. With very expensive value even if only one night stay. Fuck the money problem, the heart.
"Come?" Hands out and open the door of his car. Maudy came down without touching Bima's hand. After Maudy walked over, Bima rubbed her face violently.
If you knew, I wouldn't even be ready to do it, after marriage or now.
***
"You told me first that you didn't come home tonight." He stood next to Maudy staring at the city lights from the hotel window.
"I'm sorry." Bima changed his position and looked towards Maudy.
"I'm sorry to ask you to change your nature. Finally, I'm alone now that I feel like I lost the old you."
"I'm still your old Milky Way. I'm like this because of circumstances." Maudy glanced at him and looked back outwards.
"I asked for an explanation of who that woman was and where you have been for years not telling me. What are you doing here, because your explanation was not enough." Bima sighed.
"I told you, if I do it just so you can believe I'm not in a relationship with you." Maudy was still silent, wanting to hear more details.
"Yes, papa made a promise. If I can run the company well, and focus. Papa will give me freedom. On condition that I'm not allowed to date first. I recite, I try not to contact you, I recover from illness, injuries you yourself know the cause. Papa gave me the best treatment. I endured two months of pain, both physical and heart. I was screwed at the time, but for the sake of being together, I decided to obey papa's will. But I also don't know, if I end up getting used to it without you. Even my race faded a little back then. But, I met you again, you laughed with another man, I was jealous. From there I was sure, that no taste faded."
"So suddenly my father decided to get engaged to a woman of his choice. I can't refuse or agree to it. But in the end, I'm still the same as you. From there I'm sure that I'm the same as you. You're right, now I'm changing. I was busy, even when I came home I had to continue my work. I always take the time to always come to see you. Because for me now communication through messages is not important, the most important thing is that I can meet you directly." Maudy held back the clear circle that was ready to fall.
"And about the woman last night, she's my distant cousin. He came to help my mother. Mama did not explain the same you who thought your mother also already knew. Mona, she has a WO business for the wedding. And papa purposely told him to come here from out of town, to help me. So that I don't have much trouble taking care of our wedding. Neither mom nor dad. I'm sorry it's my fault I didn't tell you what you were talking about on the phone. I deliberately did not say that papa actually helped with my wedding preparations. And about the dress that was in my bed, I already knew that you saw it. That's the dress that Mona chose, for our prewedding photo later. I'm sorry, I didn't have time to buy it, and I handed it to him, because your body structure is the same. And he's also more skilled at choosing." Maudy can't take it anymore, it's all a misunderstanding. Tears dripped from his eyes.
"Are you still hesitant to get married?" Maudy shook her head.
"Then how was the story that night that you were brought home by him?"
Geez, why do you remember!!!
"And why did he come?"
*bim*a!!!
"Jawab, it's time you explained."
I want to jump out of here now. Glad to hear his father had agreed but upset to see his son.
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