He's my Milky Way

I'm sorry dad

Tired of whack in each joint, maybe because too long asleep in an uncomfortable position. Feeling the softness of the mattress even forgot the intention of giving souvenirs to his father. Lying even though his eyes are not closed, but his daydream carves a million wishes of teenagers his age.

Did I just say yes to dad, if I actually objected too.

Tilting back his body, picking up the phone and looking at the contents of his current gallery. Too many smiles today, afraid of tears. Smoke Bima's face with his finger. Imagine what will happen in the next 3-4 years.

Is Bima going to change? Was he not shy anymore? Or, ah I'm afraid Bima doesn't love me anymore.

"Dy, Maudy." Shouted his mother from the door.

"Yes ma'am." Still looking at his phone screen.

"You haven't eaten yet, are you full just looking at the phone screen with a smile?" Directly look at the face of his mother, by sliding his cell phone just a few Cm.

"Hehe." Just smile, then get up.

"Bhy should I eat first?" Slowly popping the phone screen and leaving with a thousand Watt smile.

The warm atmosphere of the house, again whack Maudy's mind. Now he began to feel great doubt, what could be without a warm family for so many years? Can't you hear the voices of your mom and dad? That was all he thought about when he ate.

"Mom!" Tisha yelled at her brother, scooping the chili into his mouth, almost if Tisha did not rebuke, Maudy might scream because it was spicy.

"Why are you Dy?" Ask father.

"No, maybe because you're tired of not focusing." Continue to eat again.

"So a smile of his own, now daydreaming. Did you do that when you fell in love with mom?"

"More than that, ma'am." Said the father and then blinked his eyes. "Eat first, talk to dad after eating."

Why do you always know?

Maudy simply nodded, as it was indeed what she would plan to do after eating.

***

"Why?" Ask the father gently, after Maudy cleans up. His face looks fresher now.

"Well, sorry about before. I want to be honest well, actually I mind if I have to be away from the family later. Can't I just go to college here?" Just talk to the point. His father was still silent, perhaps dissatisfied with the reason his son gave.

"I'm sorry, I'm not consistent."

"A objection without family or without Bima?" Look at his daughter's face. Seeing from his eyes, that Maudy would be honest or not.

"Well?"

"Maudy, listen. This is what I'm afraid of, this is why I didn't give you a date! Because I know, that would be a strong reason to disturb your lesson, your future! You will feel heartbroken before your time. I know, this kid your age is dating. But, I don't want that! I let you hang out with anyone. You know, I'm a PNS. But I want, the father's son can be much better than the father. And now, you want to give up just for a Bima?"

"Well, not Bima! But family!" Elevate voice.

"Maudy, you better pursue your goals first. Don't you want to open a business after graduating from college? I'll retire soon. Indeed, I can still make your college, but Kasian Tisha later. If dad's savings are for your expenses, then how will Tisha be? It's an opportunity, if you're ready to help Dy. You will also learn how to manage your business!" Maudy.

Tisha forgive selfish mom.

"Yes already. If it's your decision, I won't make you leave. It depends on you, but one, no words of regret later." Rise from his seat leaving his firstborn.

There was obviously a sense of disappointment in him, as a father. He felt his son could not obey his orders. Though at that time Maudy himself who wanted to, Maudy himself who was eager to study abroad. But now, it becomes a doubt.

"Well, why?" His wife saw her husband walking into the room with a face holding back emotions. He did not even answer his wife's statement.

"Dy?" Closer to his son.

"Not what mom." Get up and walk away from her mother.

"What exactly is it?" Confused by the current atmosphere.

Irma's mother prefers to ask her husband and go into the room. It turns out to be true, it must not be okay, His mind. She saw her husband sitting on the bed with his hands behind his back.

"Well, why?" Soft question.

"Huh." I heard the sound of breath. "Mom, this is what I'm afraid of. Maudy so doubt the end, surely because here he already knows the beauty of dating teenagers."

Sit next to her husband.

"Well, what did Maudy say? She doesn't want to study abroad?"

"Yes. Mom, are you sure that Bima and Maudy will continue to date, and continue to get married? Isn't it mom? What do you think your own mother? They don't know anyone else, which could be their own hearts. Yes ma'am, the mother's child is still valuing Bima, later if the heartache end-end regret if not so go abroad!" Snorted. "Partially, our family is not suitable if different from his family Bima bu. I'd better tell Maudy, tell him that Bima is not necessarily his soul mate. Even if they are a match, they will definitely return later, even if they are years apart." She's laying down her body, probably tired of thinking about her firstborn.

"Yes-yes. Mom's gonna tell Maudy. Yes, I sleep when I'm tired." Trying to understand her husband's will. Because it's true what her husband just said.

***

Late at night, Maudy also did not close her eyes. Flipping through his cell phone, singing a dumb song with his sweet voice. Not contacting Bima, because a daily one with her was enough for him.

"Mr. You sleeping?" The sound of knocking on the door sounded.

"Not yet, enter not key." Don't want to change his position.

"Why?" After seeing his sister enter by wearing sleeping pajamas and also a face mask.

"Mbek, kenepe tedse seme eyeh?" The mask on his face may have started to dry out making it difficult to speak clearly.

"Oh, no." Back to playing his phone.

"Tede eke renger kek mbek." Maudy immediately sat down to change her position.

"Now you clean your face first just said, what the hell to use Tisha. Let's try what?" Protest and let out his fierce face.

Tisha instantly pulled the mask on her face, which turned like a plastic one if the mask had dried. It does not need to be washed with water.

"Ih, is it not sick?" He saw his brother grimacing as he opened the mask.

"It." Holding his face which for him had started to catch on.

"Sir, why was it with me?"

"Sir, yes if you don't want to go. Don't think about me, I also don't want to go to college later. My brain is also unable to mbak, not like mbak who is smart." Without Maudy explaining the question, Tisha first revealed the conclusion she had heard earlier.

Maudy did not answer, but lowered her face. Guilt that was attacking his mind at this moment.

So the oldest child is not good, right? Ah, I want to be with Tisha. If I hadn't known love, I'm sure doubts wouldn't have arisen. Huh, sorry Bim should have left. Yes, even if you don't ban me but I know, surely you will be fragile if I stay.

"Mr? Don't you hear me talking, huh? I know that the mask does not need to be opened first!" Stripping her legs like a child, Tisha is still a child.

"Iya-iya. No, mbak keep going later. We have to go to college, what do you want to be if you don't go to college? Is it easy to find a job with just a high school diploma? Just relax, mbak also there will learn really."

"Yes, but masa-"

"Tisha, what are you doing here? It's night, go in the room and sleep." His mother came in without knocking on the door because she heard the brothers talking.

Tisha no longer continued her words. He preferred to obey and follow his mother's orders.

Now it was her mother's turn to ask Maudy, she sat down and gently stroked the top of her child's head.

"Clearly said dad? You mind if you have to go?" Maudy nodded.

"So what's your decision?" Can't answer yet.

"This time, the same mother I have discussed this earlier, you mother time until tomorrow morning. Reflect on your choices, so that there is no regret in choosing. Tomorrow morning you must have given clarity, because the passport will be taken care of, your final school exam will soon be Dy. So don't make a sudden decision. Mother always teaches you to always be disciplined, and make the right decisions. Now you sleep, tomorrow you have to go to school, right? Well, whatever you want to give the answer morning, noon, afternoon or night. The most important thing is tomorrow. Because everything will be taken care of by dad. Remember Dy, we are like this as parents not because we do not love you, but initially you are enthusiastic about wanting to go to college there. After we support and put great expectations on you, cook you cancel. Remember, your future is Dy."

"Yes ma'am." Not able to answer anymore, because it was too loud his mother said.

"Bima, I love you." Sending a message and also saying inwardly before he closed his eyes. And tonight, Maudy said it of her own accord, without Bima asking.

It turns out if doing sincere things can make him fall asleep soundly. Although his mind was in a state of turmoil, but the subtle snoring that sounded defeated the cloudy cloud that had already let out its lightning. It was like his mood at the moment.

The morning woke up with the spirit that he had planted. Take a shower, wear her school uniform neatly, piggyback her hair high. Take the bag, and bring some other plastic bags. Walking out of the room, seeing that everyone had gathered at the dining table. The first one he looked at was his father. His face was still the same as the last time he spoke to Maudy. Maybe you're still mad at me, he thought.

"Breakfast, don't be late for school." Mom's ready to get her rice, and some side dishes that her mom cooked.

Maudy greedily took it. Maybe revenge for eating too little last night.

"Well this is." Hand over the souvenirs he bought yesterday after everything was finished with breakfast, and only now does he give them to his father, brother, and mother. Maybe too tired to forget it yesterday.

"It's for Tisha, specifically from Kiki's sister. And this is for mom."

"Gee." Tisha instantly sparkles. "Mom, I'm going to school, is it good, ma'am?" Even Tisha tried it. It turned out to be true what Kiki said, it was suitable for Tisha.

"There's a negligee, what's this? It's a wooden sandal, huh? Is this Dy's expensive?" His mother looked at Maudy.

"That's Kiki who bought ma'am. If Maudy's new negligee buys it, which is enough money if you buy it." He looked back at his father who had not opened any favors from him. Though there are also souvenirs from Kiki and his father.

"Well, why don't you open it?" Asked his wife, he knew that his son would be disappointed to see his father like this.

"Try me who's open?" Handing paper bag and ordinary plastic bag.

Irma's mother opened the paper bag first.

"Wuih, there's batik yah. Is this how heavy?" Open another one. "Well, these are real leather shoes." Looking at her husband's face, I couldn't believe it. "It's expensive, right?" Shift his eyes to Maudy.

"That's what I bought Septian bu. Maudy forgot to give thanks to dad back then." Evidently.

"Geez, bother everything." Re-opening the regular plastic bag.

"It's a sweater, well dad yesterday said right if you want to buy this? This is you buying Dy?" Maudy shook her head.

"That's Bima who bought mom, especially for dad. He chose himself?" Saying with all her honesty. But his father's face changed.

"really?" His mother was amazed.

"Dad you like it?" Maudy asked.

"Like it, but I don't feel good about it." Maudy approached her father.

"Well, consider it a memento for the father of Bima. If one day you meet him outside, and you wear that sweater, Bima would be happy. Because his gift is appreciated. Think of all his gifts as mementos. Well, I'm sorry if I had time to fight dad, I'm ready to go abroad, well, I'm ready to go." Determine his decision at this time. His mother and father smiled.

"That's daddy's hotshot!" Hugged his daughter warmly.

"I'm sorry, I'm so late." Seeing the play in the morning Tisha feels her time is wasted.

"Where can Tisha, we're not in the same direction." Refusing to accept his sister's request.

"Is, my goodness. Mbak will be fast with his motorbike, will still have time to mbak." His father knew that he knew more about his children than his own wife.

"Udah, Tisha leaves with dad. Dad take you?" Maudy smiled and pinched her sister's cheek. He felt like he won this morning.

"Well, but wouldn't you go any further if you took me?" Even protested when between his father.

"Yes, if you're late, I blame you." Walking away from her son.

"Yes, yes, Tisha took public transport. Still time, than dad back and forth." Defeating, Maudy even deliberately gave the sound of his motorbike to make Tisha more irritated.

"Mom, I'm leaving." Copied his mother's hand with a face that had been bent several folds. "Mom, anyway if I'm in high school, I also want to ride a motorcycle kayak mbak!" His mother laughed when she saw this child.

"Come?" Said his father, who was in the car.

"No, I took public transport. I'll be late." Walk straight towards the edge of the highway.

"No, I'm kidding. I'll be in at 9. Going home again is still time?" He smiled and ran to get in his father's car.

"Well, later if I'm in High School I want to ride a motorcycle as well! I bought a motorcycle, yeah!" He told his father again, maybe not satisfied just talking to his mother. Maudy was also bought a motorcycle by her father.

"But you have to get your kayak class champion." Drove his car broke the crowds on the highway this morning.

Tisha leaned against her body immediately, it felt impossible.

I better learn to ride a dirt bike, so I can use have mbak!

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