He's my Milky Way

Crying at the farewell

Maudy.

Happiness is easy for me, to be able to laugh with people who always make us comfortable, we feel at home, and do not want to lose them of course. Today, the day I was with them all celebrating our graduation. I also don't know why time went so fast after I decided to keep going. Bima, I hope you will always be my Team who always behave strangely. Haha, Kiki is my best friend, I keep your promise to come visit me abroad.

"Coret here dong, sign here ya." The voices echoed in my ears, ah I feel like I'm an adult now. Today is the last day I wear my school uniform.

No matter our parents are angry later or not, the important thing is that we can celebrate this, doodling every shirt with color paint. All laughing at this time, me too.Toh all the students also do this every year.

"Darling, I want you to write 'I love Bima forever' here." I was glad to hear Bima say that. He even prepared a change of clothes to go home later. And he also said that he would hang this shirt in his closet without having to be washed again.

The sound of music began to flow, and the song sayonara. Made us all immediately stop this doodling activity. Teachers can no longer prevent, because this has happened every year, maybe since this school was established. I don't know if I don't care.

All the students were lined up neatly now, ready to shake hands with the teacher. Hugging, saying thank you very much. No need to ask someone to cry or not, almost someone even fainted. That's how much lemay sounds. Bima was already grasping my hand tightly at this moment, as was Kiki. I stood in their midst, ready to march and follow the other students.

"I will definitely miss this moment, I will miss you too. Turns out to be a very cool high school student." Bima looked at me. I can only smile.

Until my turn, I hugged Widya's mom. Good teacher, never angry.

"I'm sure you'll be successful. Pursue your ideals, Dy." He also returned my embrace. Ah it feels like this is a special spirit for me, for me his speech is prayer.

At its peak, we were all taking pictures with all the teachers and students. Smile and show their teeth. Until the show is over I can't lie about my grief. Maybe the others with them, who are celebrating this, are actually me too. But this is also a sign of farewell for me and Bima. I just hope our status doesn't change later despite the distance separating.

"We're going to the beach, how would anyone want to?" One of my friends, obviously no one refused. I glanced at Bima, waiting for an answer. I really hope Bima nods. Andwhat? He smiled and then really nodded. Maybe he's also ready to take risks today.

"Awhile, I called my mom first, because I brought a car. Whether you give permission or not, it's important we go today." Bima immediately pulled out his phone. He actually called his mother.

"I'm coming with you guys, right? I didn't bring a car." This is one more of my best friends. For me it does not matter, even if Bima rejects me who will defend Kiki later.

I've been sitting in the car, sitting next to Bima. And this is the nature of Bima, utilizing Kiki. If you want to take a car. Kiki doesn't mind either, maybe knowing that I'm the same Bima will be dating.

Arriving at the beach, all the students who participated started cheering with excitement. Is this what every student is waiting for? Undertook 12 years of lessons, graduated and showed off with a colored shirt sign. Unconsciously, I followed him too.

"We're taking pictures? Three!" Smile expands on our faces, I promise I will take this photo later abroad.

The sun started to sink. I've been sitting on one of the coral beaches with Bima. Enjoy the waves that wet our clothes. I rested my head on her shoulder, this comforting feeling I really hoped would not go away.

"Biu. If I come back later, don't you change?" That's all I can say. I was crying too, and I really didn't want Bima to know. I just drip and then delete it.

"I'm an adult now, baby." Bima stared at the sea that had no end. I was silent not answering. I was busy with my own tears.

Time to go home, this is what I don't like. I'm melow again. Why anyway? Why should there be a farewell? In fact, I originally wanted to graduate quickly and then go to college, and why now I'm not even willing. I'm sure everyone must have felt this.

I got down from Bima's car, I stared at her face without blinking. Because what? If I blink, my tears may drip right away, because they are now in my eyes. I can not imagine, usually every day will meet Bima, studying also beside me there is Bima. Ah why does everything have to be Bima??? I fought my own mind. It's not really me, it's not me. I'm a strong woman, but I'm very fragile with separation. I'm not strong for this, I'm sure you guys are too, right?

I was still sculpting, I was completely aware when Bima smiled and waved her hand. Why am I not willing? And I was also surprised, why one day Bima did not show his strange nature? He just smiled, smiled. Without any sadness on his face today.

Bima said she did not want to take me to the yard, and could not permit my parents, because at this time the situation was really uncomfortable, especially her appearance. Bima also said, after dropping me off he would stop by the gas station, change his clothes, if he came home with such circumstances, the more rampaging his parents later. I can now understand how the life of Bima, her parents, the strict rules. I already cursed him.

I walked into the house, with my mind still shaken. I didn't even say hello to my parents, my sister. They were stunned to see my current appearance. Shoes that were originally black are now also exposed to paint.

They were looking for me with a lot of questions. But luckily my father understood, he said that every graduation celebration would be like that. I really love this father. I even forgot to ask my mom about yesterday when she went to get my graduation papers. Meet or not the same as Bima's mother, but I hope I don't see you.

I immediately opened my school uniform that was already colorful at this time. I want to follow Bima's advice, hang the store in the closet without washing. Yes, I followed him.

Because it was a little wet I immediately took the fan and I pointed it at the clothes hanging. I cleaned myself up and put it on my bed. I saw the wall clock, it was 8 p.m. Means I got home already at 7 o'clock if not wrong.

I immediately took my phone and will immediately ask Bima the situation now. But the phone's off, I'm so worried right now. I walked around in the room. Mother's voice calling to eat immediately was also no longer ignored. I'm so scared that Bima is in the law again. Oh my god, how is this? Mom has come to my room, I can't refuse anymore fearing my father will be angry. By being forced to leave my phone that has a lot of messages I sent to Bima and still tick one, indicating that Bima has not activated her phone.

I let out a heavy sigh, it felt like my heavy day was about to begin.

Maudy.

***

"Where, have you graduated now? Already satisfied?" His father started talking after he finished eating.

"Hehe." Just a little laugh, and he didn't help his mother clean the dirty dishes either, let Tisha help him think.

"Is Bima coming too?" Maudy nodded.

"What if her parents are angry?"

Why are you asking me the same? I should ask Bima!

"You're the one who jumped, right?" I asked again because Maudy was silent.

Ih why do you always know anyway, is dad now a psychic?

"The five want to." Finally Maudy let out her voice.

"Dy, next time you go anywhere do not involve Bima. There's already Kiki, kasian him if he has to fight again with his parents."

This is actually dad why the hell? Why is he so concerned with Bima? And, why do you also know that Bima ever quarreled with her papa?

"Not yeah. Indeed, Bima was always willing to come along, because he also wanted to kayak me the same Kiki. It's normal, too, that we do this because we study for 12 years. It's like there's gonna be memories of it."

"Everything will be a memory."

"You know not yet, when are you leaving?" Maudy shook her head.

There is a heart that is not ready to hear it.

"Two weeks away, the flight is speeding up because you'll be signing you up for university soon, and he says he'll also take you around. To get to know the atmosphere there. Uh about the language you can do, right?"

"Can be yeah. It's not that it was learned from Junior High when I decided to go to college there." A little bit of bragging about his abilities.

"Try me to listen." Looking at the face of his daughter who will soon part with him.

"I love you." Darkened. His father came closer and hugged his daughter tightly.

"Father's son is an adult, understands such language." Hugging again, stroking the top of his daughter's head.

"That's for you, I love you." He raised his face and smiled. Maudy saw clearly that a clear feather had fallen down her father's cheek.

Crying dad?

"Dad, why?" Taking off his arms looked at the face of the father, who was beginning to see a wrinkled line. It indicates that he is no longer young.

"No. I'll miss you later, but dad, mom, Tisha, we plan that after a year you'll be there, we'll be there. And if there's a language barrier, I'll speak sign language." Though he was sad at this time, but was able to cover up by making his son laugh and no longer ask about tears.

"Well this is how on the hug-huggling no mother anyway?" Come with ginger tea for Maudy. Mother who always knows that her child is tired after undergoing a tough day at this time.

"For which father is ma'am?" I feel like his wife forgot about him.

"Dad is coffee, it's again made the same Tisha." Sitting between Maudy and her husband.

"Eh Dy's. Bima's mother is good, she's friendly again. I didn't know it was her parents." Smiling, his mother was very happy.

Unlike Maudy, he was unable to hide his surprise, proven to choke when drinking ginger tea made by his mother.

"So you met?" Asked after successfully neutralizing his breath.

His mother nodded immediately.

"Even mom sat next to him. Just like you're sitting next to Bima."

"So, you didn't say anything, did you?" Afraid, afraid that his mother would speak in front of his future father-in-law.

"What do you want to say? Yes at most just ordinary stories."

"Did your mother know she was my mother?" Still continuing to gather information.

"Easy-after. Already Maudy you're in the room, rest now."

This is why dad too. I don't know if people are curious.

Maudy snorted and walked into her room. Can't wait to tell Bima that her mother has met her parents. Maudy quickly grabbed the phone, and immediately slammed his own body on the mattress. He lay down with his feet bent.

There is already a notification from Bima. That's a sign that Bima is active, and can reply to the message.

Hope Bima is all right now.

Maudy opened her message. With a smile on his face. Seen by the look in his eyes at the end of the message Bima just said an apology.

Maudy read the message from the beginning.

"Dy sorry. I can't handle this relationship. I hope you're all right. Thank you for your time during these days, our days. Especially in this day, and I consider this not just a school breakup, but a breakup between us, our relationship. Sorry yes."

I can no longer read other messages. Maudy immediately squeezed, even her phone also fell out of her hand. Like not having energy anymore, crying can't either.

Is this a dream?

Hit her own arm, and complain of pain. It seems real, he thought.

Until a few minutes Maudy was silent, with a blank mind he stared at the ceiling of his room. There was nothing he wanted to do now but be quiet. Waiting for a miracle to appear and this is all just a delusion.

Maudy again gathered his consciousness, his energy that had weakened as it drained out.

He quickly called Bima, but nil. Bima has blocked the number.

Bima, what's my fault? What wrong? Milky!!!

I want to cry but I can't. That's what Maudy feels right now. Angry to be angry with Bima. But how? Even in contact can not be.

Do I have to come to her house now?

Eventually, Maudy fell asleep on her own. With the position of the feet hanging. Maybe he was tired of thinking so his eyes closed by themselves. Take her to dreamland, and hope that when you wake up the world is still fine.

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Does anyone remember the last time you were parting at school? hehe author also carried the atmosphere of nulisnya.