
"Why are you quiet, Ay?"
" it's okay." Zaskia was about to get out of the car, but her arm was blocked by Farel .
" i've been trying to patiently memadepin you yes, Ki. every time I say you never respond, I ask you Answer is okay . You're what exactly is ?"
Zaskia took Farel's hand off his arm." I'm fine, yes, I want to go into the house first ."
Farel pulled the nape of Zaskia, kissed the girl's lips suddenly.********** rudely made Zaskia out of breath .
Plaque!
Zaskia pushes Farel's chest strong, until it just comes off. Then he slaps the Boy .
" fuckin' boy ."
Zaskia immediately got out of her husband's car. she did not care about the Farel local that echoed to the house.
Zaskia closed the door of the room and locked it.She cried behind the door . stared at the hand she had just used to slap Farel .
" i'm sorry this rail is an outlet for my disappointment with you."
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at 07:00 pm Zaskia just came out of her room . after finishing the magrib prayer, She decided to make dinner .
Zaskia prayed, May Farah not be at her house . I hope that the boy goes with his friends .
Zaskia was afraid that this afternoon Farel would scold her . It is better that she keep her distance for a while .
while cooking, the main door opened wide, making Zaskia jump in shock "Astagfirullah ."
Farel staggered towards Zaskia, the handsome man who was still wearing the school uniform immediately walked over and grabbed his wife very tightly .
" i didn't do anything, okay, I didn't realize and I wasn't wrong "
Zaskia understood him 'She did not understand what her husband said . but, a second later the smell of alcohol pierced her kiss senses .
" Antrust . You drunk the rails ?"
Zaskia brought Farel's body to sit on the sofa .the plan to keep her distance with her husband she resigned first. Now, Farel's condition is much more important than anything.
Farel landed his butt on the couch, then massaged his painful head .
" why are you drunk on rail ?"
Farel looked at Zaskia's face with a look of remorse.I don't know what he had done just now . Farel deeply regrets the incident at the bar. Really, he was unconscious and under the influence of alcohol .
" you said no ngelakuin, don't ask me what rail ?" zaskia asked for an explanation.
Farel brought back Zaskia into his arms ." Please don't go, I'm asking you for help . No matter what happens, please don't stay with me. Please settle down Kia, Whatever others say out there about me, please don't believe me right away ."
Zaskia patted Farel's back." Yes, rail.had ya don't panic like this again ."
" Please don't cuddle me, I can't be questioned by you . I'll go crazy for a long time, Kia."
Zaskia chuckled amusedly, Letting go of Farel's embrace, "You're that's how you're talking ?"
" Why are you, my wife? you slap me too, you also say I'm a jerk . if I'm wrong say dong, Ay. Don't believe me, I'm so sick seeing you like that ."
Zaskia rubbed the sweat soaking her husband's face . " I'm disappointed in you, ,rel."
how to hold his wife's hand." Disappointed why? try saying 'so I can fix myself ."
" Lita, is she ready for you ? was he the little boy in the picture frame back then?"
Farel took a breath, then exhaled slowly . he had suspected from the beginning 'that Zaskia heard his talk while with Lita in the bathroom earlier.
" he is my best friend "
" the law of the land ?"
Farel is hesitant to say that Lita is a person who has been in the past as well as her ex-boyfriend.
" and a friend can't be alone in the bathroom just to discuss the rail's past ."
Zaskia looked calm as she said so, but her heart rumbled with tightness . Zaskia wanted to cry, but with all her might she held him .
Zaskia stared in Farel's bead of eyes . Why is her husband silent ? here it also needs clarity . after what Zaskia heard in the bathroom, and after Rania was surprised to see Lita walking alone with him , Can Zaskia still think positively?
Zaskia threw her face in the other direction, she did not want to look at Farel's face." What the hell is it difficult to clear something rail? I'm your wife, not your affair "
Farel was silent, his heart laughing when he heard Zaskia mention the word cheating. What if after this , he said The Truth , would Zaskia even leave him ?
no, Farel didn't want that to happen .
"yes, he's just my best friend in the past, there's one thing that makes our friendship complete . the reason is quite cliche, I don't think you need to know what the problem is ."
Zaskia smiled bitterly, she got up from the chair but Farel prevented her." Where are you going ?" ask the guy
" want to cook for our dinner "
Farel took Zaskia into his arms." sorry, Ay.Lita is my ex, she is the person in the past that we discussed at that time . He's the little boy in the picture ."
Farel gulped his saliva, maybe after this second slap he got from his wife .
Zaskia took off Farel's embrace, then cupped her husband flat and smiled. bitter smile more precisely .
" Thank you, you're being honest with me "
Her heart ached once, her tears were unstoppable Zaskia cried but she tried to prevent Farel from hugging her .
" don't hug me, let's just like this for a while ."
" i love you rel . I trust you, but why don't you tell me about your ex ? Why don't you talk about your past ? Why did you tell me when that person came back into your life ?why aren't you honest about rail ?"
farrel's eyes glazed over, he couldn't see Zaskia like this .Not even a week Zaskia lost her family, lost her baby, and now ? again Farel incised a wound in Zaskia's heart . Does Farel have the status of her husband?
"Sorry.I don't know if he'll come back here again . I think our past business is done.we've broken up, Kia. I didn't think he would ruin my life again "
Farel set his breath, then continued . "I'm afraid you're angry, I deliberately didn't tell you. I don't think my past is an important thing that we have to discuss now . our future is much more precious, Kia"
" you should understand what I said at that time, I told you to finish your Past right . With him here, that means your past business is not finished yet ,rails ."
" How can you let each other go, if you are still holding each other's feelings ?"
Farel messed his hair back "O Allah Zaskia .what feeling the hell ?I don't feel anything like him anymore. My heart, my mind, my life, all are yours Zaskia Azzahra. You made me cringe like a gini . You're the only one who made me go crazy, I love you . Please believe me, Kia"
seeing the look of a face filled with regret her husband, making Zaskia so unbearable .
" I believe in you . but please, finish your Past with Lita ya rail. I don't want after this she will recklessly enter our household ."
" How can I get away from Lita, there I've ruined her Kia." inwardly Farel.
" okay . I'll do anything for you, Kia."
Zaskia stroked Farel's arm, "tomorrow you finish everything, okay ?you say four eyes with him. Sorry I can not nemenin you, I'm afraid my heart is not strong see the rail . I do not want Lita squirm I cry there ."
" Yes baby . tomorrow I'll finish it all. for your sake, and for our future."
Zaskia flutters into Farel's arms."Thanks ral. I am very happy to hear your decision . hopefully after this there is no more misunderstanding between us yes"
Zaskia raised her face," other than this matter , is there anything else you're hiding from me ,rel .?"she said Zaskia looked her husband in the eye
Farel shook his head, though in fact he was also doubtful . What happened in Barbarian must tell his wife too .
it seems not , who just let be his business with Lita .
"the test in this household reasonable rail .we can skip it all, provided we can trust each other . and I believe in you , And please don't waste my trust huh ."
" Yes dear" replied Farel, peeping at Zaskia's head .
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