
Farel pov
Any normal man would definitely be attracted to a girl who was his wife. Zaskia is a kind woman, who I don't know what land she was created from.
Besides being beautiful, she is the most difficult woman I have ever met after I fell asleep.
Sometimes I feel sorry for him, somehow until now my heart has not been able to mengikhlaskan Lita.
Someday, Zaskia might get a better man than me. Even though I'm sure I'm the best.
Gu hopes mommy doesn't keep going - it just keeps forcing me to keep this marriage.
There's Kemal, who really loves Zaskia, and I've told him.
" I'm not that bad with calling things that already belong to you."
There are 2 regrets when I say it. First, I called Zaskia 'the goods that already belong to Kemal' even though I know, I know, if Kemal just love Zaskia in silence.in no way ever gentle by expressing his feelings openly - bright in front of Zaskia. I'm also sure, until now Zaskia has not known about Kemal's true feelings.
The second regret, I ate my own words. I honestly feel guilty about Kemal. Sometimes I think, I just marry Zaskia without any love, what can this be called by seizing? Zaskia may not feel the same as me. Or even, before marrying me, Zaskia already had a boyfriend.
Whose feelings do you know, anyway?
Arrghhhh, I'm really - really confused. I love Lita, but I'm married to Zaskia.
Zaskia is a good woman, very good, but why her presence has not been able to fill the emptiness that is in my heart. And even I can't get to him yet.
We are separated from the bed, even room sleeping can be counted with fingers, maybe about 3 times.
Not old why, when nginep at my parents' house, gu emalas really see the face of Zaskia. I don't want to sleep with him anymore. Twice when we sleep in the same bed, I don't want to.
Zaskia with her innocence, I want to just ask her to sleep in the fur capet.
"It has to be, Rail. Sleep is separated? Couldn't he sleep in a rich basket at that time?" asked Zaskia, who looked a bit objected to sleeping on the carpet.
"No, I'm disgusted by you, far away!!" snapped Farel.
I stroked my own chest, not expecting that dirty speech to come out of my lips.
The original I was not as bad as it was, the idea was afraid that as soon as we slept together, it ended in the process of making junior Farel.
I take care, afraid of violence. In any case, I am a normal man, the desire to have sex husband and wife must have. What else now I have a wife, yes not sabi bro.
But yes, I'm not that stupid, ngajak Zaskia related husband and wife just to satisfy lust alone. I want to do it with love. His name is also making love, yes you have to use love. Kalu just to make a singleuin, that's his name united.
And I'm sure it will never happen, because until whenever I will never love Zaskia. want to be forced or use pellets even once, my feelings still remain the same, I still feel the same, from Farel Aditama to Lita .
"In his first drink of coffee, Rel."
The farel pov end
Author pov
"In the first drink the coffee, Rel" said Zaskia put a cup of coffee on the table.
"No, you add sugar, right?"farel asked, Because Farel does not like sweet.
"No, " said Zaskia.
"I add a little cyanide, so that the taste is more palatable," the same.
Farel threw a murderous gaze at Zaskia, "want to be a widow, lo?"
Farel fused his eyebrows together, not understanding Zaskia's words, "lo mean?"
" Lupain, o yes how, funds for the art scene? Hasn't it melted yet?" tanya Zaskia deliberately switched the conversation.
Farel did not comment on Zaskia's remarks about the art scene. " What do you mean by that?"ask Farel again?"
"What by the way?"ask Zaskia who pretended not to understand
"Ck, is that what you want?" farel imitated Zaskia's words.
Zaskia smiled, so sweet. " I don't mean anything, anyway,. From the beginning you did not have any intention to defend this household, right, Rel? So sooner or later, I will be a widow" Zaskia said.
" oh yes, for the cyanide problem just now, calm down I'm not as bad as Jesika really. I'm just kidding, you're dead without cyanide anyway, right? Numbness." he continued.
"Lo kesambet, Kia?"farel asked Zaskia strange, not usually this girl dared to talk rich gini in front of Farel.
"Why are you? Tumben is the same attention I am. You realize now?" Zaskia bit her lower lip, as if to hold back a cry.
"Yaudah, you continue to do your duty. I'm going to sleep, it's night, hehehe" said Zaskia
"Oh yes, my words that just do not need to be thought of are yes, Rel." Zaskia got up from her seat, walking slowly to Farel's back.
"What the ****?!" Farel rounded his eyes, when he saw something on the back of Zaskia.
"Kia, it's behind you what?"ask Farel.
Zaskia flipped over her body, looking at Farel in wonder.
"Bloody, Kia" said Farel.
Zaskia was holding the back of her pants, Wet, red?
"AAAAAAA MOTHER! KIA COMES BULN HUAAA.." cried Zaskia while crying.
^^^^
The clock shows at 9 p.m. Farel walked back and forth in front of Zaskia's room door. It had been half an hour more that the girl changed her nightgown, but why had she not come out yet?
Tok tok!
"Kia, you're in the puff, huh? long time, si" decak Farel sebel.
Chequelek
Zaskia's head poked out from behind the door, "REl"
"Lo what's inside? That was my couch first, Kia. There's a lot of blood in there!" farel said slowly, afraid of neighbors horrified when he called the word blood. Can - can himself be accused of raping a virgin again. Kan, peril, can - can he be in arak around the city, ntar.
"Rel, do you have any shy? I pinjem first, yeah. I'll change it later, deh" said Zaskia
Farel immediately let out a long sigh as soon as he heard his wife's stupid words.
"Please, huh. Lola, look at the situation first, Kia."
"Which guy has rich stuff" Farel said.
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