Hate for Rena

Dreams.the beginning of the future.

"Re, can I talk yet?" Varo begins a conversation with Rena.

Rena was silent not caring. The book in his hand kept going back and forth.

"At that time I was forced to leave you Re, I had no other choice" Varo began the conversation even though Rena seemed indifferent.

"Don't think all this is easy for me, I'm just as tormented as you are" Varo continued.

"I'll never forget you Rena" Varo tries to persuade Rena.

"It's over, brother, it's all done. Can we live without seeing each other again?" Rena answered all of Varo's words calmly.

"I'm trying to forgive everything. Please help me, it's so heavy, I'm tired" Rena's tone of voice vibrated.

Varo. It hurts when I hear Rena's request. The woman he loved begged him to be forgotten. Begging him to go as far as possible and not to see her again. Heavy, what a heavy demand this is.

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Varo sitting outside Rena's room. The words of Rena who was begging him to no longer be found continue to ring.

Rena really can not forgive her mistakes, is this the time when Varo must give up love for Rena?. All sorts of thoughts weighed on Varo.

"Whenever here? not in?" doctor Desi's voice breaks Varo's daydream. The doctor had just finished his practice and wanted to see Rena in the room.

"Oh, brother Desi, is it done with practice?" Varo says hello.

"Well, why don't you come in?" Desi asked back.

"Rena doesn't want my presence" said Varo.

"Maybe this is the path you've been destined for. He's not your soul mate, don't force it" Desi said.

Varo is getting upset, should he accept?.

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The day passed.

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"Rena walked down the long room without end. In all-white clothes, a huge giant continued to chase after him. Rena was very scared and kept running. Along the way, the shadow of the past appears like a puzzle.

The shadow of a miserable childhood complete with people in it, continues into adolescence and adulthood. Everything was scattered along the hallway.

The exhausted Rena could no longer continue running. His feet were tied to a boulder and the more he moved the stone the stronger it gripped.

Not far from where Rena fell, a light full of happiness was waiting for her.

Rena continued to pursue the light but was unable to get out of place, and the giant shadow approached until it finally caught it".

"I'm the grudge you keep, now enjoy, you'll break because I'm getting stronger, the happiness you dream you'll never get because of your broken heart".

Rena woke up from her sleep.. The nightmare I just had felt real. Rena believes this is a sign from God. Rena.

"I've changed a lot. Already stepped onto the wrong path, my heart filled with hate" Rena spoke to herself in her heart.

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"Good day, Miss Rena, are you ready for surgery? we'll move mom to the observation room" the nurse in charge of greeting Rena.

"Suster, is this operation going to be difficult?" Rena anxious.

"This includes major surgery, looking at the condition of the previous mother with a diagnosis of a weak heart, doctors classify this into a high-risk category" the nurse explains what she knows.

Rena speechless. If the time is up before you forgive the past, then regret will continue to torture to the grave. Rena doesn't want that to happen.

"Suster how much longer is the action? can I contact someone" Pinta Rena said.

"Maybe Miss Rena, we're back in half an hour" the sister left Rena in the room alone.

After the sister's departure from Rena's room, Desi's brother entered and approached her.

"Sir Desi, can Rena borrow her phone?".

"Who do you want to call? it's wearing" Desi thrusts a cell phone into Rena's hand.

"Rena wants to erase everything, Rena wants to forgive her past. Rena was afraid there was no age" the girl sobbed.

"Oh God Re, what a wonderful heart, what a love, you're a great woman" Desi embraced Rena.