Hate for Rena

The childhood room

"We're leaving now?" Varo asked Rena who was still dumb.

Rena nodded and stood up to line Varo's fingers.

Their trip back to Rena's childhood home was not long, not until half an hour they had parked in front of the porch of the house.

The instinct to protect Rena is like it has been firmly embedded in Varo. Quickly the man came down and opened the door for Rena, not forgetting that his hand grip always accompanied every step of the sweet woman. As if Rena's body would collapse if not held.

"Stay near me yes" Varo whispered to Rena as she opened the door again.

After they enter and ensure safe conditions, then Varo and Rena split up to find objects that could be used as evidence of clues to uncover the past of Rena.

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Varo who was in the living room opened a drawer drawer whose contents looked very messy. One by one the objects inside were sorted by the man.

While Rena, in charge of checking the room. The woman had experienced Dejavu. A few years ago, he spent time in that room. Each corner of the place reminded her of the cries and happiness experienced from childhood to adulthood.

Rena's tears don't feel like they're dripping. Time passed so quickly, many dreams that he expected that had not been able to be realized. One of them is to want to live happily with people who love him.

Rena sat on the bed while continuing to sort one by one objects past hers. Her tears kept dripping.

Rena did not realize that Varo who was standing at the door was watching her from earlier. The man was also touched to see the current condition of Rena.

"Udah found no clue yet" Varo approached Rena.

"Kok even cry" Varo spontaneously wiped Rena's tears. Varo was very sincere about treating Rena.

"There are many memories. From childhood to adulthood I was here, every time I was scolded by my father or mother I would cry in that corner. And that table is my best place. There I used to write down all my dreams of the future, sometimes fantasizing about being a princess, sometimes dreaming of being a successful career woman" Rena kept telling stories and pointing to the place she mentioned.

"But it's all just a childhood fantasy, until I'm this old age, I'm still a failed Rena, without what achievements and not who" the woman again spoke to Isak bated.

Varo biting his lips withstanding the pain of Rena's speech. The guilt comes up again. Why Varo should be one of the bad parts of Rena's life.

"Why even confide, let's continue, brother Varo has found something?" Rena regained her senses and immediately wiped away the tears in her eyes.

"Not yet" Varo replied with a fixed gaze attached to Rena.

"Let's look again, the afternoon hunt" Rena encourages Varo's body to rise and continue their mission.

But Varo again grasped the hand of Rena who had pushed his body. The man's gaze could not be interpreted. Unexpectedly, Varo pulled Rena and hugged her. Hugging the woman he had given her suffering.

Varo's mouth is no longer able to say an apology. It has been too much, until now he can not stand it anymore and embrace Rena as a form of helplessness makes Rena happy.

Rena widened her eyes in disbelief with the actions of Varo. She is currently in the arms of a man who was close to becoming her husband. The fragrance of Varo's body is still the same, washed away and very comfortable.

"Please brother" Rena painstakingly pushed Varo's body away from him.

"If Mr. Varo continues this way, we better not continue this search" Rena threatened. He doesn't want Varo to get back to it.

Varo rubbed his face rough. Again he was out of control. It was not appropriate for her to embrace Rena. Should another apology be made. It feels like Varo is embarrassed to keep repeating mistakes for mistakes.