
The morning is approaching.
"Where is Varo going?" Zifa was just about to prepare breakfast when she found Varo who had been neatly dressed in his all-black clothes.
"I'm going to mama's grave" replied Varo lethargic.
"Mas Varo doesn't work?" Zifa again asked, since this was still Friday, should Varo work in the office.
"I leave the deck, Monday enter again, the work in the office is also no longer crowded" Varo replied while buttoning his shirt sleeves.
"Oh yeah, I can't go out, there's a morning lecture" Zifa gave an excuse.
"It's okay" Varo rushed off.
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The Eternal Peace Cemetery.
Varo sprinkled flowers and prayed at the mother's grave. After venting out his heart by speaking in front of the tomb, Varo's heart was a little calmer.
"Ma, pray for Varo yes ma, pray I am strong to organize my already irregular life. After losing Rena, may I be able to live life alone, she's my hope ma, she's the one who's been getting me excited, and in two days, she'll officially be someone's wife" Varo is back.
Almost an hour Varo was in that place, the scorching heat of the sun forced him to stop activities at the tomb.
"Varo said yes" the man again sprinkled flowers and walked slowly away from the place.
Varo hurried to move towards Rena. Within a distance of only a few meters, Varo stopped his steps. His current position was right behind the solemn body of Rena praying.
Varo can read the name on the tombstone being rubbed by Rena. The small tomb indicates that the occupants in it must be a baby or a small child. A cold sweat appeared on Varo's forehead. Could this be the grave of her dead baby, which Rena never wanted to discuss.
"Son of bin Alvaro Prasetya" Varo's lips trembled reading the name on the tombstone. His name is clearly emblazoned as the parent of the corpse buried beneath him.
Rena's concentration was disturbed due to the noise behind her. And even more surprised when he found Varo who was standing looking at him. The sunglasses that the man wore were unable to hide the sharpness of Varo's gaze on him.
Rena immediately stood up from her position.
"Sister, brother Varo since when was he here?" Rena is restless as what she is hiding will soon be revealed.
"Is this his tomb?" Varo didn't answer even a new question.
"Sorry I have to go home soon" Rena did not want to discuss and intended to leave the place.
Varo gripped Rena's wrist and held back the woman's departure.
"This is my son's grave?" Varo again made a sound. This time it sounded vibrating as it resisted the overflowing feeling of haru.
Rena felt it was no longer useful to hide everything. Slowly Rena nodded, admitting everything.
Varo's body trembled. He approached the tomb and hugged the navel in front of him.
"I'm sorry papa son" the short sentence was able to make Rena who heard it feel even more sad.
Varo wept dumbstruck, tears rushing incessantly running down Varo's cheeks. It hurts more than it did a while ago, when she lost her mother. The guilt dominates. Guilt for not being able to bring that innocent little baby to earth.