Happiness Starts with Sadness

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When she said "Do you want to be my girlfriend", and at that time in my heart was still very hesitant to date again. A few days later I decided to accept his love, in this hope to be the last until the guarantee and end of life to age together.

At the beginning of his courtship he kept it a secret from his friends, I don't know why. A month passed one by one friends finally found out. Pleased in their hearts because they knew, but I saw him as unhappy. As long as it's so cold and I take it because I think maybe he needs time for everyone, sometimes there's a thought "why he's so cold like this isn't he the one who started it ". It's very sad, but I have to accept it.

The longer the more uncertain his nature and attitude remained cold, but strangely "how could I begin to love him". And all this time there was no attention he showed me, and stupidly I still love him.

At first glance, "does he love me or am I the only one who loves him??". I feel like a fool for loving someone like him. The more days I see and feel right that he doesn't love me what else loves me. Somehow at that time he expressed his feelings that it was all just a joke, and I heard a story from his friend that before he loved his Ex and it turned out I was just as an outlet. Sad to hear it but that's the fact, during dating just attention or jokes he never did.

Time went on and I started trying to convince him that I could be the best for him, I gave all my loving attention so she could accept me and I thought it worked out wrong. Every night I try to call him even though we meet every day because of one job, and when I call his phone number is always busy every day.

I also wondered why I was always busy, so I asked, "what's your phone number always busy every time I call?". and he replied "I always call my parents in the room". A little relieved to hear the answer. A few days later I somehow started to feel like he was lying My gut feeling was like that. Restless every day to think about whether he is lying, and I silently check the call in his dhandpone it's true that all this time it's not his parents who he always calls but other women.

It hurts my heart to see this fact, I asked why he lied and the answer was very beautiful "he was my girlfriend in the village if we should not be on good terms with other women", yes I was angry but I gave up because of this relationship. I asked why the hell you never called me at night and the answer was "I'll meet every day for what else is a phone", I just want to be watched too my girlfriend is not allowed.

Dating status but like not dating, when I returned home from work as usual I always say goodbye suddenly why he said "you don't need to salim if you want to go home yes just go home". Deg is very hurt to hear his words and I say yes tomorrow - tomorrow I do not say goodbye or salim. Two days later he called me and I was not happy that he finally called me too, quickly dong I picked up the phone. Without further ado he immediately said "I want us to break up", and I asked what was my fault for breaking up? because we don't fit in sick but I do.

meeting no commitment. Always asking why the hell are you so cold as me, and he said I was like that a long time ago. But when I check the inbox or private chat she always attention ma other women sad, disappointed of course that's how I feel. Always hoping for a change in this relationship but can't because it's all because he did it.

I asked her who Rika was and she wouldn't answer when I knew it was an ex she loved so much, I always ask him who you are and finally he's angry it's not clear actually I'm wrong because it's been revealed mass and then he.

every day fighting because I want to be watched as he wants to also do a weekly night with his girlfriend because there has been no weekly night for both of us. The fasting month had arrived and the working city was on holiday, before he returned home to his friend's place. He came home I drove him to the port at that moment I felt it was right that he did not love me because there he cuekin I responded even as necessary. It was my hope when he left my hope that he would come back with me again even though in this little heart he said even though he came back not because of me but because of work.

As long as we never communicate again, once I call it he's busy so just a minute. The days I checked hp, chat, Facebook there was no news of him I tried to call I said no call he was angry with me . Yey finally Lebaran has arrived very happy, do not forget dong I chat said the feast but not reciprocated, not, kebayang dong how sad every handpone check turned out there was no reply until midnight new he replied that I Uda very happy. Because the work date is near they will come back here again can't wait for him to come finally they arrived again in my yard very happy he came back here again. The first day of work began I met him again happy but hearted that something was not good, I secretly checked her handphone right once on the ship she called another woman when at that time I really hope she told me that other women were more important. I pretended I didn't know I finally started trying to make a joke but when suddenly he seemed to change a little attention and stupidly I was tempted I started to melt again even love him very much. He changed his attitude and nature again, but I still believe I can be the best for him.

All of a sudden you sell your handpone he replied "let's not be suspicious again with me" . Glad to hear I'm sure this will be the real reason he's learning to love me. Of course it's true why he was diligent every Sunday night nginap at my mother's house, at that time my hope is that he will love and love me as much as I love him. But all of a sudden he changed again, I waited for him to drive me home but no one showed up and I went looking for him right away my suspicion he was looking for the attention of the cook's son in my work who heard it was spontaneous immediately angry and hit him because it was very sprained, at the same time he was even angry back at me. finally I went home by myself because we made a weekly dinner appointment and I finally invited him to dinner. It turned out that once there he was not ready because I did not want to go out I forced and finally he wanted to, he said,.once there he just kept quiet I forced to eat not want me to try bribe still do not want any drink to drink.

Finally we went home before he said he wanted to stay home but he turned to his house, and I said turn here instead of us going straight to my house. Not being lazy again we finally fight and he asked to break up I did not want to break up but he forced me to go home all the way crying why he was always like that. The next day my mom got sick and I was allowed to work for a week for that long I was hoping she'd call me or chat me but it wasn't there. I think once we become friends she'll be just as considerate of me as any other woman she considers her friend. It turns out that I was just as his friend so that he did not feel the loyalty here, his friend once said that you must know which one is seriously the same for playing games.