
The more here our relationship seems to have no certainty, like lost to go somewhere, even though I work for our future in order to continue a more serious level, but it is all in vain. My struggle for this relationship is hopeless. After how many months I got word from my best friend that Aunt saw my boyfriend was on the road with another woman. Of course it made my heart ache, and the night I asked him was it true that you were shaking with another woman there?? and he replied "I'm not here with any other woman", with a high tone and he was angry again. I really understand how he is, where he is honest, and lies. I know he's lying now, but I chose to give up.
And when I started trying to improve our relationship I started to set the time so that he could pay attention again just as he had time - Sempati always contact him. But I don't know his nature and attitude changed, trying to convince him that I'm here to work to reduce my family's burden and mourn for us later. But all in vain😢😢everything I sell is all wrong.
After I received the salary I decided to stop working in the city, I chose to find a job close to home so that every day I could see my parents. Before long I was home there was an offer to work in a factory "Roti Nanda Jaya". And of course I accept because I really need the job, I really like the job even though the salary is not much but I think it is enough for everyday. A month I worked I met a man who was initially ordinary because I was still expecting my old boyfriend,but time goes on I think I should move on from him because until now there is no news from him. Until finally the man of my work expressed his true feelings I was still very hesitant to accept in the end a few days later I decided to accept but this time " in my little heart I said enough of this to be the last of my life" I didn't want to date for too long and broke up.