Hanin Diary (Flower Girl)

Chapter 59's

During the mourning period Papi gave Aska some respite, she was allowed ten days off and no more than that.

''Aska you can be sad and grieving, ''But understand what you feel. Papi gives you ten days to calm down, to mourn your grief.But it does not forbid even if you want to cry at any time, but only up to ten days.

''But Pi. '' Aska said.

''Outside..?''people mourn for seven days and Papi gives you more than that.Remember Aska after ten days you must rise again,life goes on you must not be weak in the slightest.Look Zahra she is a strong woman, you must learn from her that left her Papa at a young age.

Aska saw Zahra who was in her house.

''Aska you must always be strong yes, loss injuries are not as easy as it will be lost but only time is able to remove all of them. Keep living well, there is still tomorrow to live.''Zahra gave his advice to Aska.There was Niko Elea and Johan who always support Aska.

''I will try.. ''Aska passed by and entered her room. Ko

''Aska.. ''Zahra wants to chase.

''Let Ra, just leave him alone he's bad time to calm down.'' El said.

Mami Aska was really sad to see her son, he did not have the spirit of life Aska became quiet and difficult to talk to.

Inside her room Aska sees Hanin's diary book which she takes secretly.Her fingers slowly open one by one page, page by page, looking for the initial date on which Hanin wrote so that Aska knew what Hanin was in the heart at that time.

Sheet by sheet Aska had read, Hanin wrote that she liked her new abode that was beautiful and peaceful.The eyes of Aska berlinang when she knew that actually Hanin was hurt when away from her.

"Diary, I'm sad to stay away from Aska.My heart hurts so much, she must be the same as me, too,but I don't want him to be that hard because of me.Aska is like a living angel who is beside me, where there are men who sincerely love me like her,love the sick girl who will soon die.Let me far away and endure this pain, so that Aska can find a new life and love there.

Aska cried, she sat on the floor leaning against her bedroom sofa, enduring the pain she was feeling.

''Hanin, I will love you for the rest of my life.This feeling has been imprinted in the heart, you just left without a word on me I love you Hanin, love you.''Aska cried with a sigh, lamenting the departure of Hanin who so made a wound in his heart.

Although in a state of bitter, Aska still read all the diary books, not missed in the slightest.

" *Diary, I miss Aska, Look at these photos..! Aska is so handsome, there are my friends too, I miss them too."

''I miss you Hanin, I've always missed you.''Aska answered what Hanin had written in her book

"Diary today Aska birthday, surely she is celebrating her birthday with friends.Aska happy birthday, may you always be healthy and happy.God I do not ask for anything, give happiness to Aska, may you be happy,I've ruined her happiness don't give her any more grief. amen."

"Thank you, you always remember me even when you're away from me." Aska hugs Hanin's photo.

There are many more that Hanin wrote, Aska read to the end with tears.

It wasn't easy for Aska to go through her days, though,in each breath there is Hanin who always imagined in his memory.Every Aska wants to sleep Hanin's shadow as if present in his presence that makes Aska increasingly difficult to forget.

The ten days that Papi gave her was over, now her time Aska had to return to her real life.Living college as usual and working in her Papi company.

"Aska starting today Papi does not want to see you sad, if indeed you are still sad yes please but Papi does not want your personal problems to interfere with your performance in the company.''

''Fine Pi. ''Jawab Aska.

Aska goes about her job quietly,instead he was more excited because the busyness makes his sadness distracted his mind does not always think of Hanin and Hanin.Walau sometimes he is still daydreaming but it is considered normal ok Papi nya.

After a long holiday now when his Aska back to his campus, living his busy life as a student.

''Hao bro how are you.. ?''Johan welcomes the arrival of Aska.

''Hai Aska. '' said Diandra who was in the same place.

''Hai ''Hi.. ''The Aska Jawab is short.

Because it is also Diandra with Johan so he will certainly often meet with Aska.But Aska is different from the previous Aska, which is different from the previous Aska, at this time he tends to be more quiet and not talk much even with his closest friends.

Johan understands Aska's attitude is much different than before. Johan and Diandra also attend Hanin's funeral at the time, but they are unable to interact with Aska as she is still mourning.