Hanin Diary (Flower Girl)

Chapters 27.

Because it was dark Selfi was ready to go home, Mama Hanin was getting closer to her Mami Aska they were very connected when talking and joking.

When she got home, she saw her mother carrying a beautiful flower,Aska know it must be a flower from the store Hanin.By looking at it Aska understand because all the flowers brought are Hanin's favorite flowers.

''Aska, guess who Mama just met.?'' Mami Aska wanted to surprise you.

''Ma, look at all the flowers that Mama brought Aska already know.''Answer Aska.

''Well not suprise dong kalu like this,''Aska went to the room leaving her Mami.

''The recoiled child, his mami spoke instead went'' Mami Aska nagged herself.

In her room Aska contacted Hanin, she could not stay silent for long without talking to her boyfriend, although she had to swallow the disappointment if Hanin did not respond to her.

Hanin's phone rang......

Hanin is having dinner with her family.

''Still not responding to my call..'' Aska complained.

Aska repeated her call many times, but still her result was the same.

''Whether she still doesn't want to talk to me, or Hanin already has another man who makes her more comfortable, you really make me crazy Hanin.''

Until the night Hanin did not open her phone at all, it made Aska even more upset.

when she woke up in the middle of the night, Hanin realized that she had not opened her cell phone at all since the afternoon.

Aska contacted me a lot, for sure he was getting angry because I did not respond to him.Why can I forget not to open the phone from earlier.

''I'm sorry I didn't open the phone, due to sleep.''Hanin sends a message to Aska.

Hanin went back to sleep after sending Aska a message.

Before long Aska contacted him, maybe Aska was not asleep at that time.Hanin was surprised to hear his cell phone ring let alone he just fell asleep again.

''Halloo..''Hanin.

''You're evil Hanin..''Hanin rounded his closed eyes.

''As, why say such a thing..?''Hanin.

''You disappeared without news and you came without saying anything to me, let alone giving an explanation.What a can you do not know how worried I am thinking about your situation,but you just think of all this like a game without thinking about people's feelings.'' Aska expressed her frustration to Hanin.

''Sorry Aska, I didn't mean...''Hanin's speech is disputed by Aska.

''What do you mean..?is telling me a mistake, why greet me at school you feel a loss..?'' Aska just kept talking.

After Aska stopped talking, Hanin was still silent, when silence was created between the two.Aska silently harbored her frustration, Hanin's voice was restrained with the guilt he had done.

''Sorry..'' Hanin talk.

''Really I'm not angry with you As, I think after I gave the news some time ago you will understand if I'm fine.It is precisely in school that I feel you are angry with me, I think after I gave you some news,so I dare not greet you.'' Hanin explained.

''News some time ago you thought it was enough, a friend just at any time contact his friend with pleasure, but as a girlfriend I can not contact you, I can not contact you,am I no longer needed by you, have your feelings changed for me.?'' Aska expressed all the tightness in her chest.

Hanin shed tears hearing Aska's complaints against him, he no longer spoke because he felt very guilty.

''Maybe we better introspect each other at this time Hani.!''Aska said again.

''You ma.pu without me, right..?all this time there has never been any meaning for me for you''Aska speaking formally.

Aska.''that's not true'' Hanin denied all Aska's remarks.

''All that is true Hanin, from this moment we break it first, mutual self-introspection and understand each other''' Hanin shed her tears hearing Aska's words.

''No Aska, there is no need to be that way I apologize dear..'' Hanin tries to convince Aska.

''Sorry Hanin, my decision remains the same good night..'' Aska turned off her phone.

Hanin cries midnight in her room alone, she holds the pain in her heart because of Aska's decision.The intention of hiding her bad state actually affects her love relationship.

"Diary.I am very sad at this time Aska asked to break up from me, even though I refused her but she still did not want to hear, Aska asked to break up with me,why Aska had the same heart with me.Diary do you know he is a man who is able to shake my heart, with his I feel meaningful with also I feel loved and cherished, he said,but now all was lost along with her shattered this feeling.''

"Aska, you are the reason I am strong enough to live the rest of my meaningless life, you are the one who is able to awaken my spirit that every day is collapsing with the pain I suffer.Aska, you are the one who is,,

being loved by you, having you is the greatest gift of my life, how can I live my school with this broken relationship of ours,as much as I can meet you every day with feelings that are now, Aska you are still the owner of this fragile heart, you are still the guardian of my heart that I always love, I love you Aska."

Hanin falls asleep hugging her diary book, she wakes up with her eyes moist, with her broken feelings she remains spirited and rises to school.Although her heart must hurt to meet Aska with a different status, but he must remain passionate about continuing his life.

''Hanin's spirit, you must remain strong even without Aska, sure everything will be fine.''

Until at school Hanin saw Aska enter with Boby, he looked indifferent and reluctant to look at Hanin for even a second.

''Staring at me for one second only, Aska was already unwilling''

although silent but they still remain consistent with the same friend, they still remain to the cafeteria and eat together.Hanin and Aska still chat if in front of his friend's friend, he said,act like nothing happened.

''Hanin, Aska how about going home from school later we play to Zahra's house, let her house crowded and Zahra not sad at home.'' Elea invited them to play.

''Bby..'' Answer Aska.

''So it's just them Gw no nih.'' said Boby meredek Elea.

''Yes you are also Bob..''Said Elea.

They went to school and played at Zahra's house, where they used to joke and joke. Zahra's parents were happy to see her son entertained, usually if no friends of her friends came she would be moody and locked away.

''We eat big..'' They cheered happily because the aunt at Zahra's house made a lot of food for them.

Fun is also created when they play guessing guesses, if you lose must eat meatballs with chili.

''Hanin, what night is so terrible..?''Boby asked a question.

Hanin thought for a moment, because Hanin did not get along much before her, so he was confused as to what to answer.

''Friday night kliwon..'' Answer Hanin.

''Haaaa wrong, her answer is maklam pir..''Boby said with a laugh.

Everyone laughed because Hanin had answered wrongly.

Come Hanin you should eat 1 grain of fried meatballs, with 1 cayenne pepper.

Hanin glared, maybe for some people it was natural but not for Hanin he ate 1 chili alone spent three large fritters.