Hanin Diary (Flower Girl)

Chapters 57.

Aska fell asleep in her Mami's lap that afternoon, she had a dream and her dream was so bad that she screamed out the surprise that was there.

No Hanin, no no no......!

Hanin,hani,hanin........!

''Aska, Aska bagun....!''Mami Aska patted her cheek gently.

''Mi, Hanin Mi...''Aska was panicking.

''Hanin why..?''My mom panicked too.

''Aska Dream Mi, Hanin...''Aska hugged her Mami, like a frightened person.With painstakingly Mami Aska wiped her child's cold sweat that kept flowing.

Mama Hanin approached Aska, she felt unbearable to see her daughter-in-law.

''Aska calm yourself..!''said Mama.

''He Ma..''

One day Zahra and Boby returned to the city where they lived, because their work and college could no longer stay.Mami Aska Aska was not able to hold her back any longer, he said,because her duties as a wife are waiting for her.

''Aska Mami will be back tomorrow, Your father has asked Mami to come home.Mami hope you can be more patient and strong for Hanin.''Mami hugged Aska to calm her son.

''Iya Mi Aska understood, thank you for accompanying me here, thank you for understanding Mami.''

The doctor came to make the family who were there immediately gathered to find out the condition of Hanin.Seeing the doctor's face that looked calm and friendly, making them unable to predict the actual circumstances.

''Doctor how my son's condition.''the question Papa Hanin represents all.

''So sir, at this time the patient's condition is still very weak, his heart rate in every minute was getting weaker.We've been trying to stabilize him, he said, but there was no reaction.We from the team of doctors want to convey the worst possibility, that the possibility to recover is very small.''heard the words of the doctor Aska inflamed.

What kind of doctor do you take care of her if the results are like this, what are you doing why can not cure her.Cure Hanin doctor heal..!''Aska hysterical to push the doctor's body.

''Aska patiently don't be like this..!''Mami Aska calms her.

''Sorry Doc, for my impolite actions with you..''Mami was embarrassed by Aska's actions.

''It's okay ma'am I understand.'' said the Doctor.

Aska was so weak her eyes began to fade, she just remained silent as if her soul was unable to accept it all.She was not ready if it was to lose Hanin that fast.The whole family was very sad, very sad,although every Hanin on the brink of death they always tried sincerely and with great heart still if faced in such a situation their hearts would be whipped.

The time that continues to run into a bomb for the family, because Hanin's life could have been floated in every second following her.they were only able to strengthen each other and hold each other tightly to accept the worst reality.

''Haning please endure, my god please give healing to my wife.As despicable human beings please listen to the prayer of the servant who is only able to ask you.Don't let Hanin go, give us longer to be together,God please....''Aska prayed that only he was still sitting in a place of worship, Aska wept in surrender to pray for Hanin.

Why, why does destiny seem to play tricks on me.Destiny brings us together, unites us and separates us for a very long time, and then it brings us back together to give happiness so short. Now destiny is also toying with me again, she wants to take you Hanin.Why am I always being played with by destiny why..?''in his silence Aska's heart was at war with his inner being, as if he wanted to be angry with the living state that seemed to be toying with her.

Suddenly there was a father who was praying and crying, he begged for the healing of his son.But that made Aska surprised and filled when the father said in his prayer, he said..

Lord, if you want to take back the son of the servant whom you entrusted sincerely, if best he should return to you sincere servant. Give even greater strength and patience to the servant in order to be able to accept all your decisions.

Aska approached the person she asked, What is on her mind.

''I'm sorry sir I want to ask.'' said Aska.

''What do you want to ask the young man.'' said the father.

''Why did you give up your dear father's son to go, why did you willingly part with him and will never meet again.''that's how Aska asked.

''What is your name..?''

''Aska sir.''

''Aska, the child is the care of a god that we are obliged to raise and we love.But God is more entitled to himself, as humans we are only able to surrender, as humans we are only able to surrender, praying and receiving all his will.The father's son has been sick the last five years, his circumstances have been very worrying.kasian if he should feel pain even longer,so you have to be willing and sincere if he has to go, even though I will never be ready if he has to go.

Because there will be no one ready, if you have to lose a loved one let alone a child''

''Thank you sir, my father's words made my heart more calm

Aska returned to Hanin's care room, in each step she always thought of the father she met.

''I can't be sincere Hanin yet, I can't accept and I'm not ready if you have to go yet.''

When Aska returned all was panicked, making Aska confused by the situation there.

''Mi what's wrong, why is Mami restless.?''

''Ma, what is this..?''

''Aska's doctor is dealing with Hanin,'' the doctor said Hanin's seizure, it's possible that she won't survive.

''No Mi, no way..''Aska ran towards the door, forcing her to enter but was blocked by Bagas.

''Aska you don't be stupid, Hanin is struggling inside there don't make a mess.!''Bagas.

Aska punched the sturdy hospital wall, unconcerned with the pain and bruises on the back of her hand.That's all she can do to alleviate the pain in her heart.