
What dreams did I last night, finally after so long, I can get back to menstruation. For some women, do not experience the coming months that routinely make the body feel very heavy, often feel pain in the area under the abdomen that comes and goes suddenly, often, it is caused by dirty blood that cannot be shed from the uterine wall.
Not a few women will feel suspicious symptoms when he does not come regularly, and all can result in the arrival of serious diseases.
Ever since I miscarried a few months ago, I decided to stop taking the contraceptive pill, I've been throwing it away from my life, let it all flow as He planned.
The child is a trust, a trust, and it is a fortune for us. I don't want it to happen again, I want to get pregnant again, my husband wants it, we're both waiting for the miracle to come.
One way that I began to apply in order to get pregnant quickly is to check with the obstetrician, apply a healthy lifestyle, sleep regularly and reduce staying up late. Except, on a nightly sports schedule.
That one thing is indeed not postponed, an obligation for me to grant the right to my husband.
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How not to be surprised, found my husband who is mighty with a cool look macho that went shopping for sanitary napkins with a very large amount, can even be used in supplies for the next few years.
Maybe it's my fault for not saying the specific number, brand and size. After all, even buying two large bags containing only pads, would not bankrupt the man. Let him do whatever he likes.
One large refrigerator box contains hundreds of ice cream in the middle room with various variants and flavors. I do love ice cream, but maybe all this is too much.
I took my beloved husband to sit in front of the tv, enjoying a cup of chocolate ice cream together. I don't know, even though there are still hundreds of ice creams in front of me, I'd rather share and enjoy these two.
A flash of the past came to my mind. When I was a kid, Safira and I used to fight over ice cream a lot, even though Dad bought two ice creams with the same brand and taste, which is why Sapphira always wanted to grab mine, he always thought that what I had was better than what he had.
"Don't daydream, honey," said my husband, breaking his mind.
"Ah no, I just remember Sapphira, Honey," I said.
"You miss your brother?"
"A little bit" I replied.
"You know, Honey. What do you have in common with this one box of ice cream?" askaku gave a guess.
"Same-same sweet," he replied with a sense of confidence.
"Ih, no!"
"Then, what?"
"Either cold."
"But you like it, don't you?"
"I didn't like you before, Honey. I even hate you so much. Your reckless attitude and thinking of me like your personal servant frustrates me."
"I'm testing you, just wondering how strong you're holding on and trying. I wonder if your purpose in my life is only about money and wealth" my husband explained.
"Then?" continued.
"Over time, I conquered the cold ice until it melted, then only sweetness remained." I smiled, feeding a scoop of ice cream into his mouth.
"Now, do you love me?" He asked, positioning himself on a level with me until our two eyes looked at each other.
Every time he did this, my heartbeat seemed uncontrollable, his voice was even able to penetrate to the surface of the skin, it could even defeat the sound of a wall clock ticking not far from us.
"Say, tell me you love me, honey?" ask my husband again.
"Do you really not feel what I feel, Honey?"
"I just want to hear that sentence all the time, one that makes me fall in love with you so many times."
"Love is not only about speech, there are more important things than just words, namely proof" I said.
"When have you been so good at saying that, honey?" ask my husband while cleaning the tip of my lips with his fingers.
"Since we've been a gang of robbers, Honey."
"Muggler plotters?" He frowned.
"I robbed your heart, you robbed my heart. Ciyeee ...."
Ah, got you!
The handsome face is now meeting red, in a little gombalin he immediately klepek-clepek. She held back a smile while turning her eyes away from me.
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The weather was initially bright and scorching, for some reason turned cloudy, as the wind hit the body as we sat together in the side garden, he accompanied me to cut the stems of roses that began to dry and old.
"It looks like there's some unhealthy roses, Honey. The flowers cannot bloom perfectly, the roots begin to rot," I complained as I arranged the rows of rose pots according to the color of the flowers.
"How many?" ask my husband to come closer.
"Three, but this red rose heart mix white, this is gorgeous, Honey."
"It's okay, tomorrow we'll buy it instead" my husband said.
"From forty-five roses, three were near death. There was already one rotten one before," I said, then sat back down on the side chair.
"You count this many plants?" tanyakanya.
"Of course, there are only three things I can't count, the number of stars in the sky, the fish in the sea, Dan ...."
"And what?"
"And how much I love you."
"You're so good at seducing me now, yeah." My husband came closer, now he's bringing my body into his lap.
I really like to see that handsome guy smiling shyly with a red face because of my words. Seems seducing her is my new hobby.
The longer, the wind is getting stronger, the fragrant soil the sharper the senses, indicating the rain will soon fall.
How long has the rain not rained on this city, even I miss the times when I was going back and forth to the boutique on my matic motorcycle, while enjoying the raindrops that soaked my body.
"Let's go in, it'll be raining soon" my husband asked.
He took my hand, and then led me into the room.
"You don't feel pain in certain areas?" ask my husband again.
"Just a little pain in the abdomen, Honey. It's okay, it's natural."
"Do you want a massage?"
"No need, I'm used to feeling this, Honey. Don't worry."
"Let's take a break," he said, now he's carrying me to bed.
On the bed, he hugged me tightly, occasionally kissing the tip of my head. The discomfort in my body discouraged me from falling asleep, so I just relaxed while enjoying her warm embrace.
I felt the man sigh heavily several times, he was agitated, his hands were coiled over my stomach, but his body was constantly moving, like looking for a comfortable position that he had not yet gotten.
"What's up, Honey?" many doubt.
"Can I kiss you?" He asked back.
"Of course I can. Why are you asking this?" I wonder, it is common for us to kiss all the time, why it is still in question.
"But if I want to, what?"
"Why what?"
"Well, yes."
"Huh, you should fast until my period is over, Honey. At least seven days."
"It can't be accelerated, honey. Why for so long, I can stand it," he said, rubbing his face rough. I know he's trying to hold something in there.
"Normally it's seven days, Honey. There were fifteen days, too" I said.
"Fifteen days? Two weeks more a day?" He looked at me with his mouth open.
"Yes, I've experienced it. It's just for a minute, you're strong." I smiled mockingly.
"Aren't you sorry for my junior, honey? Please have mercy on us" my husband said with his face bent, he looked adorable.
"Then what should I do, Honey. All women will experience times like this, be patient. It only happens once a month" I said.
My husband was silent, he chose to get off the bed and out of the room.
"Ah, it would be crazy of me to keep going like this" he murmured slowly before disappearing from behind the door.
Huh, thanksgiving!
Finally, I was able to rest in peace and sleep soundly for the next week.
Let the man learn to survive.
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I was surprised when a cold hand rubbed my cheek gently. It seemed like the rain had subsided, my husband was sitting on the edge of the bed watching me.
"Your sleep is very good" he said.
"really? It's cold, so I feel sleepy and asleep." I got up, sat leaning near him.
"Indeed, drizzling rain weather like this, strongly supports the breeding process."
"Unfortunately .... Ah, that's it." He rubbed his face rough.
"I brought you some warm chocolate, baby."
I received a cup of warm chocolate from his hand, I slowly sipped, as if warming my body from within.
"You want to see a rainbow, honey?" He took my hand, approaching the glass window.
Seen as a semi-circular rainbow emblazoned beautifully in the sky, the trees and plants seen from here are still wet, indicating that the rain has just washed the ground.
"You know, why do rainbows only look half-circular?" he asked as he hugged my body from behind, we both enjoyed this rare sight.
"Why?"
"Because the other half is in your eyes, it's beautiful" she smiled knotingly.
"Ah, you dreadlocks!" I pinched his waist.
"I can seduce you too, dear. Don't underestimate me." He kissed the nape of my neck, flicked my hair forward, and freely drowned my face there.
I can only smile at his words. Let us first enjoy the honey of marriage that has not been exhausted in this sip, may only sweet taste that exists, then let it pass, rainbows always come when the rain and storm after crashing.
"promise, Honey. You must be able to change your bad qualities for the better, I will be faithful to accompany you," I said slowly.
"I'm trying to."
"Let the past be a valuable lesson to you. Look, the world is changing, not everything that looks bad is bad. You should know that."
We were finally immersed in each other's thoughts. I let him reflect on my every word, I will keep trying to make him a better Arga, especially to forgive his past.
I will not let the past haunt him and make him a cold, heartless man.
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