HALF-WING

Rejected

In the shady courtyard, Hana sat under the shade of a tree that was covered with flowers. It was so shady that it made him sleepy, too bad he could not sleep there.

Hana flipped through the book she had half read, this time about the fantasy world.

"A lot of times, for example, living in the game world?"

"What do you mean? I don't understand, because I can only play snake games. You want to be the snake?" Ask Inung.

"Ih, if it becomes a snake mah game, there are no exclamations. What I mean is exciting if the game is that adventure, Nung. Suppose I become a character in the game, later I go into the forests looking for treasure, continue to look for diamonds as gold coins in order to level up, so I can level up, if you have leveled up later I become rich, if I am rich later I will be easy to finish until the finish line. Getting up to level is getting harder, but if I'm rich, it can be donego." Hana laughs.

"What other books did you read, Han? Every time you change books, you change your goals. Last time you wanted to be a chieftain."

Hana closed the book in her hand. Hana's eyes looked blankly at the basketball court, the shadow on her head milling about indeterminately.

"I want to be a writer, Nung. In that way I can realize my ideals as much as foam in the ocean without the need to really try to make everything happen. Just write, done. My dreams are realized."

"Well, that's good. Kan, your brain is watered down if you make a sentence."

"I've had a lot of practice, anyway. My laptop now contains not just songs, movies, same subject matter doang. There are also some similar stories of poetry that I have made, although not yet finished. But that's a lot."

"I'm curious to see what it is, but I'm a typical person who reads males, Han."

"No, don't read it."

"Galmur!"

"Where do I want it? It's not finished either. I'm also embarrassed that anyone's read my story."

"Why should I be ashamed?"

"ugly."

"Not been judged yet, have said it's ugly."

Hana put on her smile, which Inung said had a point, her biggest problem was her pessimistic soul which was very high, also unstable. Sometimes Hana is very motivated, but she more often feels that she deserves to fail.

The bright sky and shade of trees make Hana not want to miss a single moment in her life. Yes, totally. Hana forgets that there is a shitty moment she needs to throw away.

"Sir Hana!"

Someone waved a hand, stirred up as if Hana would disappear in a moment if she didn't get to him immediately.

"He again, Han."

"Must want nanyain Ruri again. Don't think about me, Nung."

Hana wants to not care, but she has been caught on the radar of a girl named Farah so she can not avoid.

"Sister Hana, how are you? Where have you never been seen?"

"I have it every day. Maybe what you're looking for isn't me, so it's invisible."

"Oh yes, where is Ruri now? Lately also never seen, I send a message in the chat also no balesan. Ruri why?"

"What's looking for Ruri? Here tell me, I'll take it to him."

"I'd like to speak directly, brother. It's my secret with Ruri's sister."

"What secret do you say? Why not get it?"

"Yes too, brother? I love the flutter when I say."

The atmosphere felt so cold, Hana had already considered Farah as a strange girl who always disturbed her calm.

"I'm the same as Hana in class first huh? You wait here first, who knows Ruri's passing by." Inung says so only to make Farah calm so as not to try to find Ruri, even though Inung knows very well that Ruri is in the classroom.

They ended the conversation at the door, Inung pushed Hana's back slowly, leading Hana to immediately leave Farah alone.

"Why indeed?"

"Jawab first. You're leaving class, do you want to stay here?"

Ruri quickly understands the situation, Hana must be testing it, outside the classroom must be Farah is looking for it, so that Hana and Inung who were originally outside then entered the class.

"From now on I'm comfortable here, what do you want to do outside?"

"There's a 'gigger' you, it's outside."

Ruri shook her head, she was so anxious to see Hana's funny behavior when she was jealous.

"No interest, why?" Ruri.

"Usually no interest is also found, often alone even."

"Well, right? It's adem again, you know. Don't look for trouble, dong. If not, I'm really samperin."

"Don't, dong..."

"Dizziness so me. Look over there, look at Aji again with Bella. Look here, look at the household tempests of these two bucini humans. I was just a spectator?" Inung complained about his three friends who were busy with romance.

"Meanwhile, Nung. If you have a girlfriend, don't go far."

"Not yet, deh. Enough you guys, I'm different class equally doi is also okay. This is very complicated watching drama every day, not kayang if I also have to join your kemumetan."

In another situation, Bella is seen going outside the classroom, along with Aji with shaky steps towards where the three of them are. Aji ruffled her hair in frustration. If he gave up now, he would again lose someone he so desperately wanted to have. But if it continues, it seems like this is not an easy thing for him who approaches a girl just with reckless capital.

"Why, Ji?"

"Down dating what's so hard? Sure, I made her the happiest girl in the world. Whatever he asks will surely love. Unfortunately he's too convoluted, he said if it doesn't matter, but if it's more than that he can't."

"Maybe what he wants isn't you." Answer Hana.

"I admit, I lost everything to his ex yesterday. I lost the material, lost the look. He obviously doesn't want to be with me." Aji bent her face. "Indeed I'm that bad until I have to be rejected many times? Am I that poor until she's afraid of slacking off when dating me?"

"Hey, calm down try. Maybe he doesn't like you yet, doesn't mean he doesn't like." Hana tries not to hurt Aji.

"I thought you had me talking at that time, which you would not give up chasing Bella as you chased Zia."

"Yes, anyway." Aji pondered on Inung's words for a moment, "yes, deh. I'm not being blush."

Ruri patted Aji on the shoulder, giving the moral support of her fellow men.

Aji rubbed her chest while taking a slow breath, facing the small shocks in her life. "Well I'm handsome, tall, lots of money, with my attitude as sweet as this, Bella must have received me from the beginning."

"Start again, deh."

Hana dislikes it the most when she sees someone who has a sense of inferiority begin to denounce the situation. Because Hana felt as if she was looking in the mirror and seeing her own sense of insecure in the person.

"Which I don't like, he's flirtatious to boys, like a centil-centil how it is."

"Keep why do you still like it? Why are you still chasing?" Ask Inung.

"That's her. I don't know either, maybe I'm already in love." Aji linked her fingers and squeezed them slowly. "I mean, why is he flippant to other guys, why isn't he the same as me? Sometimes that's what makes me think, am I that bad?"

"Udah, no. If you keep mocking yourself, we confuse the nanggepinnya. Mending thought of another way to make Bella easily melt." Ruri gives as realist advice as possible.

"There is no other way than that, Ri. Unfortunately I can not blame my parents why I have to be born with this condition. Although in the heart there is always a desire to have a good life and have everything from birth."

"That's obvious, Ji. Everyone has the same desire as you, including me. But some of us can't get all that, including me, Hana, Inung. How do we thank him." Ruri massaged Aji's shoulders, "by the way, you're not so ugly, really."

Aji prepared to throw his fist at Ruri, Ruri was on standby to fend off Aji's cyber attack. They're just kidding.

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