HALF-WING

Wounds, Then Medications

Hana yawned slowly while covering her mouth with the back of her hand.

Lately Hana's mind is out of control. Hana's mind branched everywhere so that she could not focus on anything. Starting from his value that slowly dropped, Ruri who always gave him attention but always ignored Hana, to become very sensitive to the small things around him. Even when Hana's ranking class increases until it drops and is surpassed by Bella.

The cause?

Almost every night Indra called Hana with a trembling voice, occasionally accompanied by sobs that were held back.

Once Hana felt very upset at Indra, Hana should not need to hear such unpleasant news from Indra's mouth because she had felt safe being away from home. He felt that the situation could have been better had Hana not known about it in the slightest.

But back again he thought, if he was in the position of his sister, maybe he would be more destroyed. How not, the intense parental commotion and the ego that is being raised every fight is certainly very painful, especially Indra witnessed it directly.

If Hana is reckless to be selfish towards her sister, then there will be no place for her sister to lean, Indra will lose the figure of her brother where she takes shelter. Though Hana herself who had offered herself as a backrest.

Hana was upset with her parents for causing her two children to be hurt. Deep in Hana's heart, Hana loves her parents very much, it seems she will never be willing to change her parents away from the figure of Father Mother who Hana has known all this time.

Hana always forced herself to stay strong. But in reality, the condition of Hana's soul is not ready to accept the burden.

Hana buried her face in both hands that she folded on the table. Not only sleepy, this time Hana also wants to relieve the contents of her head are very noisy.

Usually Hana will fall asleep until the break time is over without anyone bothering. But somehow which wind blew Inung so it has an idea to judge Hana while being slow.

Inung accidentally stabbed Hana's waist using his index finger with a little energy so that made Hana surprised. Hana woke up with a foot that was reflexively kicking the table hard until it shifted half a meter away.

Hana stand.

"Damn it!" Accidentally the sentence came out of Hana's mouth with such a loud tone.

So shocked, Hana went up black, sweat drooping down Hana's forehead, her heart pounding so fast, her breath in and out irregularly. A split second later, Hana left without caring about anything.

Either way, Hana leaves the class and does not follow the last lesson. Hana's phone is neatly tucked away in the desk drawer so no one can contact Hana.

Ruri, Aji, and Inung wait for Hana to return to school. They thought that Hana would come back to pick up her bag and cell phone, but after an hour of waiting, Hana still did not show up.

"We just went to the dormitory, who knows Hana went straight home earlier." Inung Proposal.

"Look, it's." Answer me without consideration.

Worries were clearly visible on Ruri's face, her face was red and did not say much. He looked at Hana's phone for a moment, then put it in Hana's backpack.

The three of them rushed towards the place they were referring to.

"I tried to call Zia, who knows there." Ruri called someone she meant.

Zia appears along with the closing of Ruri's phone.

"Is Hana really not in the dorm?" Inung immediately attacked with a question as soon as Zia appeared.

"really. The shoes are not there yet, I don't think Hana has come home yet. Why Hana's Why?" Ask Zia curiously.

The three of them related the incident to Zia in detail.

Zia nodded her head in understanding, "yes, it's okay. At most Hana was just shocked to keep going where for a while. He will also return his son."

"Kok you can be this calm? Hana used to be like this, huh?" Ask Aji.

"No, anyway. Just this time Hana was playing hazy, let alone skipping lessons ... I'm freaking out too, but I hope Hana's okay." Zia glanced at Hana's backpack. "Here, I brought Hana's bag. You guys go home first, I'll tell you if Hana's home."

***

Next morning.

Inung waits for Hana at his desk. As soon as Hana arrives, Inung immediately welcomes Hana with many apologies.

"I'm sorry, Han. You must be surprised, right? I don't know if you're going to be that angry."

"It's okay, Nung. I am not angry, just surprised because the position of the bed langi. I'm also sorry yesterday for talking rudely to you."

"But yesterday you didn't attend class, but you're Hana, the model child."

"It's still badgering again." Hana was silent for a while, then spoke again. "It's nothing, just don't repeat it. The thing I missed, it's my personal problem, it has nothing to do with you. At that time I was also not too aware, it happened like a big spit." Hana smiling.

"Where are you going?" Ask Inung curiously.

"You know it."

From far away, Ruri looked at Hana sharply. The look that made Hana feel like she was being attacked with dozens of knives.

Ruri approaching.

"Where are you going?" Ruri asked in a soft tone, but the seriousness was clearly reflected on the look on her face.

"Not anywhere."

Just this time Hana had a little fear of looking at Ruri, plus Ruri did not answer anymore with words but a long and heavy sigh, making Hana feel even more intimidated. It seems like he almost cried.

"From Semalem you don't want to answer, my phone is stopped, chat is not bales. I'm just asking, where did you come from yesterday?" Ruri still did not take that look off of Hana.

"Yes, I don't want to talk now. Go home from school and don't go." Ruri cleared her throat then switched the conversation. "Oh yeah, yesterday in absenteeism I said you were sick and kept coming home first."

Ruri returned to her seat when a teacher started entering the room.

***

Ruri immediately mastered the chair beside Hana when the other students scattered out of the classroom after the bell rang, so there was no gap for Hana to leave.

They both remained silent for a long time. Ruri looked at Hana, her lips about to open, but huffed back. He thought hard, you better wait for Hana to speak for herself or not.

Hana nodded slowly.

"Why are you so moody lately? What's the problem?"

Ruri's question made Hana even more restless, her eyes empty. His lowered head was filled with conjectures that made him anxious.

Tears welled up in Hana's eyes.

"Why? Heavy is the problem? You're having a hard time telling a story?"

Hana's throat was choked, sore as if suffocated by something. The thread that had been dammed since wetting the eyeball, now moved to fall wet the cheek.

Ruri rubbed Hana's head, maybe that little thing could calm Hana down a little.

After Hana's crying subsided, Ruri rubbed Hana's wet cheeks affectionately.

"Sometimes sadness also needs to be expressed, so as not to drag on."

"There's trouble at home. I can't tell you right now, maybe I'll be ready sometime."

"You're so hard to tell me, you can tell Zia, Inung, or anyone you can trust. I don't want you to be sad alone, I can't bear to see you moody every day."

Hana closed her eyes for a few seconds. It seemed that he was so solemnly strengthening himself in the heart.

"You calm down, I'm not that loving. I still have Zia who is ready to make it difficult for me when. I also have you who never stop caring about me. There is still Aji same Inung also whose mouth is ready to entertain me at any time."

Ruri who sat beside Hana developed her smile. Apparently Hana just needs to be calmed down.

"Capek is crying?" Ruri opened the lid of the bottle filled with mineral water for Hana, "let's drink first."

"When did you bring a drink?" Surprised, it was not Ruri's custom.

"So intentionally bought. Just in case you cry. Uh, real crying."

Hana pinched Ruri's arm so hard that she grimaced in pain. Ever since Hana turned into a dimwitted girl, it felt like something had changed with Hana's attitude towards Ruri. They rarely spend time together and talk about anything.

"Don't you, if I hadn't cried, you would have made me cry?"

"Not really, tuh. If you don't cry, I drink the water myself, because I'm thirsty."

"No, right." Hana pinched Ruri again, this time harder than before.

"Oh, it hurts baby..."

Hana's face pretended to be bent in disappointment, making Ruri laugh watching her behavior.

"Formerly, not yet the former pinch was ilang, has been added again with you. Like there's no smooth-start my body, almost all got pinch. So kangen."

"meaning?" Hana did not catch the meaning of Ruri's words. Kangen said? Think Hana, how could anyone miss something that hurt her?

Ruri brought her face closer to Hana, seeing her clinging to the girl with her eyes.

"Kangen long ago you still like to joke until people pinch. Now you rarely do that, so never pinch me again. Weird know how it feels!"

"I'm going to sleep..."

"From the first you also like to sleep in class, but still like to chat joking fit again literate. Now it makes a difference, because you are more often diem."

"What a look?"

Ruri nodded.

"So where did you go yesterday?" Ask Ruri suddenly.

Seeing Hana's confused expression, Ruri laughed. Hana really did not expect that Ruri would come back to ask the real thing Hana had forgotten since a while ago.

With a full smile, Ruri rubbed Hana's head, "kalo don't want to answer it is also okay."

"I went to my subscription bookstore yesterday."

"Paste it?" This time it was Ruri's turn to be confused to hear Hana's answer.

"After I was confused where to go, the feet suddenly just walk to the front of the school. Going back to class again embarrassed, to the cafeteria is not possible, to the dormitory is the same. Yes, I took an angkot until I went to the bookstore. Good thing it brought money."

"Can't you?" Ruri really did not expect Hana's answer, "meaning, from so many places, I did not think you would go there even though I know your habit of reading books. Tell me, what are you there for?"

"Yes, people generally go to bookstores. You are looking for a book, if there is a good one I read. Then continued muter again. The bookstore is guarding the fathers, is old, continues to model the store is also very old. Well, I'm comfortable there, fall asleep."

Ruri was stunned to hear the cuteness of her lover.

"Certainly, continues? How can I fall asleep is the story?"

"And tired of muters, I just sat down and read a book. Uh, know-know sleep. Waking up late in the afternoon, built his father, he said the shop was about to close."

"Luckily found out there is a sleep continues to be built, try if you are trapped there. The one who knows you must be getting panicked."

"Including you?"

A smile was fixed on Ruri's face. The aura of the girl in front of him completely changed. There was no look of melancholy from Hana's face like a moment ago. For some reason Ruri felt relieved, at least for today.

As the day grew quiet, Hana and Ruri left the classroom feeling more relieved.

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