HALF-WING

HALF-WING
Miang Beans



"Hana, I'm sorry about yesterday."


"I'm the one who's sorry, yesterday I was suddenly angry not clear."


"It's only natural that you're angry, that I can't take care of your feelings." He said to Hana. He paused his sentence for a moment, as if looking for the right sentence. "What you said yesterday, Bella told me a long story about you. He said lately you so often mediemin him, do not want to be invited to study together, essentially Bella curious why you behave like it to him."


Hana wants to protest. How could Bella spice up the original story into such a way that it changed the sense of being so full of drama? Hana reckon, yesterday Bella transformed into a reliable author when talking to Ruri with a duration of time so long.


"What do you need to answer?"


"I'm sure if you don't have rich intentions to Bella, because your attitude is also somewhat changed as other children. I said maybe you didn't mean it, just another Bella nanggepin. Bella's misunderstood."


"Continue?"


"So I told Bella, if you're a little pendiem again because there's a personal problem at home but carry around here."


"Continue?"


"Continue, continue! Yes, ah."


"The circuit is still long, because yesterday you talked for a long time already like a teacher meeting." Hana expressed her feelings casually, but there was some emphasis on her sentence as if it sounded like a held scolding.


Hana's expression was like a huge gong that boomed right in Ruri's heart. Only a short sentence.


"Udahlah. No need to extend. You must study firmly, Ruri. You're too royal to everyone, I'm really pissed about that."


Ruri lowered her head, feeling more and more guilty towards Hana.


"Yesterday spent hours talking to Bella, why don't you call me straight? Even the diem is a statue. You should have told me the same story I was like just now, why wait for me to get angry first?"


"Who? Did he say not to extend it? How are you angry again?"


Hana sighed softly, her hands crossed. I want it to, but I'm responsible. He was also lazy to hold things that had been a burden for him. Told in detail the cause of not getting along with Hana and Bella.


"I never told you the same, same people outside the dorm as well, because it's not good if people know we don't get along. Try to imagine, already one dorm, one class, one room anyway. If only outsiders knew, what pantes? No, right?"


The base of all that complexity, Hana knows, is because of the dislike of Bella who always gets a value under Hana even though Bella's efforts are much harder than Hana's, but all that Bella conveyed in an unsportsmanlike way that made Hana upset.


"You know what? I fought Bella."


"Biantem?"


"Saking did not know, while I was fighting Bella as she quipped me in front of a lot of people. I'm out, ugly, he's doing it." Hana paused and slightly softened her sentence. "But not everything."


"Why not all of you?"


"You think I'm that cool? I'm actually talking while shaking, just don't look." Hana folded her lips, holding back the laughter from the words she said herself.


Ruri laughs. Hana if you are in ring mode is indeed a lot of talk, even without being asked. Very different from the silent mode Hana, her silence will make Ruri drunk and try hard to read the one-on-one all Hana's thoughts.


"I guess all this time I was a coward because I never felt Bella's treatment. He knows he's the cupid, but he's the ramean."


Ruri heard the whole story from Hana's lips, so tightly that Hana kept it to the point of half the joy on the girl's face.


It turned out that it was not a bad idea if Hana told her grievances to Ruri. So far, only Ruri can make Hana open her mouth even though she was silent at first. Besides Zia of course.


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Since that night, a cold war between Hana and Bella has almost always occurred. Starting from Bella who always stay in the next room, to never greet each other.


The last time Bella packed all the stuff in room 27 and moved it to a new room, aka the room containing Bella's gangmate. Hana does not know about the move because it is outside the dorm, plus Bella also does not say goodbye to him. When Hana returns, she only finds her room has been cleared of Bella's personal belongings.


The relationship between Hana and Bella that is increasingly distant is certainly not visible in the eyes of other friends, both in the dorm and at school, because the two are never seen together.


Brakk!!


Someone came with a face full of anger mixed with disappointment, with full of emotion Zia slammed the bag she was carrying. Makes Hana wake up from her daydream.


"Basic berengs*k damn! Anj*ng's son! B*bi!"


"Gosh, Zi. Shocked me."


"Ta*k, ta*ik! Bajing*n that's a man!"


"The anj*ng tol*l!" Zia cursed once more. "You know what, Han? Nathan's sister is with another girl!"


Hana blinked her eyes, her shoulders loosened after previously having stiffened like Zia. "Say you're sincere in nemenin until he graduates? You don't even have a problem like Nathan has a girlfriend."


"The problem is that the girl is Bella Anj*ng!"


"Well, shucks! That brash grandma drop by!" Hana's emotions flared up again. "Maybe he's acting. Though he knows if you deket same Brother Nathan, your people talk Brother Nathan mulu in the room. Whoa, whoa. Intentionally, definitely."


"Eat him! I don't have any brain at all! How tacky, disgust I see it."


"You see it straight away?"


"No! In front of the dormitory is still rame yet on disperse!"


It was only fitting a moment ago that Hana heard like there was a commotion outside. He thought it was just an ordinary commotion because it still included school hours, only sounding a little more crowded than usual.


In fact it is more crowded, but different triggers.


Zia's anger subsided on its own. Zia's tone slowly dropped. His voice grew smaller, smaller, then silent. Eventually it turns into a joke.


Hana sat cross-legged in front of Zia. His hand grabbed a pillow and placed it on his lap. He positioned himself as comfortable as possible and prepared to listen to all the contents of Zia's speech.


"Where is the story of Nathan's brother shooting the guy in front of the dorm? Is there no other place?"


Zia cried as she could, though she stammered, Zia continued to speak. "When I wanted to go home, Brother Nathan called me to keep walking beside me. I'm so excited, Han! I think Brother Nathan brought the bouquet of flowers for me, that's for Bella kampr*t. Where have I been salting."


"Sister Nathan call you with flowers? You clearly misunderstood. Who tries who will not misunderstand you?"


Zia spent a lot of tissue. Partly to wipe his tears, some he rolls and he throws in any direction, only some he uses to wipe his runny snot. The room is now full of tissue.


"Eat him. Along the way I smiled to myself like a tol*l. It turns out that Brother Nathan is not the way to want me but to follow Bella from behind, I just realized that I already want to deket dormitory, Brother Nathan run while calling Bella's name. And you can guess what's next."


"Well, why are you smiling? You should pretend not to know and pretentious to keep the image. It's mah, it looks like you're still hoping for her."


"By easy by the way, fitting practice in the field directly over all."


Zia is right, the plan is always inferior to the natural spontaneity of the body.


"Kid Nathan tell Bella to take the flowers?"


Zia clenched, her cries turning even firmer.


"Han, about Brother Nathan realized, yes, if I was smiling like that? I'd be ashamed if Nathan knew." Zia growled like a lion. "I want to disappear from the face of the earth!"


Hana held onto her beard, rolled her eyes at the empty air, acting like she was thinking out loud. "Maybe he's conscious, anyway. You are very obvious... But it could also not, because he will focus again want to shoot Bella."


"I've been trying so hard, Han. I try as normal as possible so that Brother Nathan is not uncomfortable with me, let him not run away first. Does Brother Nathan think I really don't feel the same, he keeps shooting other girls?"


"No, Zia, the concept. He is the one who doesn't like you. Don't try to denial."


"But why Bella? I don't like it, I don't want Nathan to be with him."


Bella's? Hana seemed to remember something.


"There's something weird. He said you broke up all right because of different beliefs, but what, Brother Nathan even macarin Bella? Are there different beliefs as well, Nathan?"


Zia's eyes widened, Zia had just noticed.


Hana's right hand clenched tightly, then was smacked into her left palm. Hana's expression was almost the same as that of a boxer who was preparing to attack his opponent.


"Nathan bangs*t! This is all, just his wits for your begoin, Zi! The outside looks calm, original rotten. Nyari alesannya very religious pretentious, but originally bosen. It turns out that Brother Nathan is just like any other cheap guy."


"So, all this time I've been looking at Brother Nathan? Oh my goodness, so neat playing. I thought he was a really good guy." Zia said, her face is already very tangled, she will soon turn into a zombie.


"Somehow if he's really that kind of person, how could he possibly shoot someone in front of you? Just not thinking."


Zia was very resigned. The sad feeling has now turned to hate. Everything Hana said was true, but Zia never believed it because all this time she had been fooled by Nathan's thick mask.


That means it's clear, Zi. You don't need your insolence anymore. Just give it up."


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