Half of the Heart belongs to Sahla

Chapter 47

"Give him a run, I don't want to see him."

Bima is increasingly confused by Raina's behavior which suddenly changes.

"Why is Raina talking like that ?" The Whisper of Bima on Edo.

Edo shook his head, he was as confused as Bima.

"Why did Miss say that ? Doesn't Miss want to meet with Pak Bima ?" Ask Edo.

Raina shook her head. "Where is my brother ?"

"Master, being outside, there's work that can't be left behind.

"Raina, don't you remember all day we've been together ?" Ask Bima again.

"No, it's impossible." Raina said a little scared.

"Bima sir you better get out." Edo said pity seeing Raina like that.

"All right." Bima also came out Raina's room. 

"I'll be out too. Excuse me Miss."

"Bima is here. What should I do ?" Raina said as Bima and Edo came out of her room.

"Raina, think quickly." Raina looked more agitated. I don't know what makes it that way. Or is he so nervous to meet again with Bima ?

"Ok calm Raina, calm down. I need to know first why Bima is here ?"

"But I don't want to ask him directly."

Raina's eyes suddenly sparkled. "Edo! Right Edo. I have to ask him."

Then he got up and walked towards the door. He opened the door slowly, and peered out. Luckily Edo was in front of his room with Bima.

Raina closed the door. "There's Bima too. How do I call Edo ?"

Raina thought again. "Edo! You still here ?" Ask Raina.

"Yes, Miss. I'm here."

"Come in."

"Okay, I'm in now."

Edo went back into Raina's room. Raina hastily closes the door again, then takes Edo away from the door. He was afraid Bima eavesdropped on his conversation.

"What's Miss ?"

"Tell me! How did Bima get here ?"

Edo. In his mind, he felt strange with his Nonanya's attitude which was very different from last afternoon.

"Edo, why silence ?"

"Sorry Miss."

"Hurry tell! Why did Bima come here ?"

Then Edo told me everything in detail from the beginning to the present.

"really ? So it's all real ? I thought everything was just a dream." Raina said as if in disbelief.

"So Bima.. don't know that I. no-no. I have to be quiet, I have to be quiet." Lirih Raina's.

"Miss is okay ?" Ask Edo worried.

"It's okay. I'm just making sure I'm not dreaming."

"Miss wants to meet Mr Bima ?" 

Raina was stunned, she was worried. He did not know if he wanted to see Bima again or not.

"Male ? Ah yes, Bima. I.." Raina stopped her speech, like she was considering something. 

"Mr Reno has entrusted Miss to Mr. Bima. He even left his family for Miss." Edo slightly exaggerated the story, he just wanted to make Raina feel happy.

"really ?" Raina asked in disbelief.

"I'm sure he's still here, looking after Miss."

"really ?" Raina asked again, increasingly uncertain.

"Are you really taking care of me ? Or is there another reason ?" Ask in the heart.

"If there's nothing more to ask, I'm sorry Miss. I'll call Mr. Bima here."

"Wear." Call Bima. Sontak Raina was shocked. He was not aware of the departure of Edo and the arrival of Bima.

"Five." Raina walked slightly away from Bima.

"Are you okay ?"

"Yes, I'm fine. I'm going to sleep again." Raina climbed onto the bed and lay down on her back to Bima.

"alright. If you need anything, just call." Bima Say.

But Raina was silent, not responding to Bima's words.

Finally, Bima returned to the sofa. Time has shown midnight.

Neither Bima nor Raina could sleep. Bima was still thinking about Raina's drastic change in attitude. It was as if he had forgotten the previous incident. Raina was busy with her thoughts. What will he do to face Bima ? He was not ready to meet Bima. And it was very sudden for him.

***

Raina woke up when the sun was rising. He couldn't sleep last night. His mind was busy with all the thoughts he had not prepared. The sudden arrival of Bima made him unable to think clearly.

"Wake up ?" Bima asked as Raina opened her eyes.

"Five." 

"Well get up and have breakfast. You didn't eat last night, you must be hungry." 

True what Bima said, he was indeed feeling very hungry.

"Let's eat, I've been waiting for you."

"What time is it ?" Raina asked as she woke up from her sleep.

"Hour 9."

Then Raina came down from her bed to Bima who was sitting on the sofa. The sofa is back in its proper position. Bima straight back up after waking up from sleep.

"Sounds like you slept well enough ?" Ask Bima.

"Why is it ?"

"You look fresher." Bima replied with a smile.

It's true Raina slept pretty well at the end of the night. Because he had reached the decision to be ordinary, like nothing had happened. He also wanted to know the true state of Bima. 

Raina and Bima ate silently. Focus on each plate. But occasionally, Raina stole a glance at Bima.

"Are you okay ?" Raina asked after she finished eating.

"I ? Of course I'm okay."

"I mean, how are you ?" Ask Raina again.

Bima. Raina has not returned like yesterday. It was still Raina last night.

"I'm good."

"It looks like I'm the only one who's not okay after our breakup."

Bima was silent, not knowing what to respond to it. Raina was right, Bima was fine after that breakup. Not not sad because parting with someone who is still loved, but Bima just try to be realistic, do not want to drag on in sadness, because life continues to go on.

"Even up to this second, I haven't been able to let you go." Raina.

"If you may know, how can I forget you? And I can live without your shadow again." Ask Raina.

Bima still hasn't opened her mouth. 

"Why silence ? Quickly answer! I also want to be like you who easily forget me just like that." Raina started to get emotional.

"Why do you say that ?" Ask Bima.

"You just left after my brother kicked you out. Why ? Why don't you fight for me ?" Raina asked increasingly emotionally.

"Raina. It's all gone." Bima wants to end this conversation.

"Yes right, all that has passed but only for you. Not with. Here, I'm still cooped up by my past, which is you." Raina.

"And now you are here, in front of me. What's it for ?" Ask Raina again.

"It's your brother's color that brought me here." Answer Bima.

"You left at my brother's request, and now you're here because of my brother. Why ? Why do you always obey my brother's orders ? Why don't you obey me when I don't want us to separate ? Why ?" Raina started crying.

Bima immediately grabbed Raina in her arms. He just wanted to calm her down.

"Cry as much."