Half of the Heart belongs to Sahla

Chapter 37

"Five." 

Raina woke up from her sleep, and her first look was immediately fixed on Bima who was asleep on the sofa. Apparently Bima was exhausted after cleaning the room like a broken ship, until she fell asleep on the sofa.

"Five." Raina again. Then he smiled looking at the face of the man he craved so much. Then slowly Raina came down from her bed to approach Bima.

"Mom, why do you look so real this time ?" Raina. Then Raina tried to bring her hand closer to touch Bima's face. He quickly pulled his hand back before touching it.

"No, no, it's not Bima. It's just my hallucination. Whichever Milky may be here. Bima is happy with his wife." Raina continued to shake her head as she continued to hold her own hand, then slowly walked backwards away from Bima.

It seems Raina has not been fully aware of Bima's real presence, not just her hallucinations.

Raina looked back at Bima and tried to approach her again. Then he crouched down in front of Bima's face.

"Mom, are you really my Milky Way ?" Say again. Then with his index finger he managed to touch Bima. But he quickly pulled his hand again. His eyes instantly sparkled. 

"You're real, you're my team." Said Raina again while covering her mouth with her hands. There was joy emanating from Raina's face when she knew Bima was in front of her.

But in a flash his sparkling eyes turned dim. The look on his face was so agitated, there was a sudden fear of him.

"Male ? Bima is here ? What should I do ?" Raina continued to repeat her words, while walking back and forth. Both of his hands kept him squeezed, signifying that he was really in fear.

"Well!" 

Raina's deeply yearned voice instantly made her speechless.

"Raina, are you awake ?" Bima asked as she approached Raina. Apparently What Raina did made Bima wake up.

Raina lowered her head, she did not dare to look at Bima. But his heart was eager to look at him. 

"Raina, are you okay ?" Ask Bima again. He seems worried about Raina's condition.

"Five." Raina said in an almost quiet voice. 

"Wear." Bima called Raina again because her words were not responded to.

Then slowly Raina raised her face and looked at Bima. Now they are facing each other.

"Mom, my Earth." That's all that came out of Raina's mouth.

Bima's heart was like being sliced at Raina's condition like that. Messy hair, a tapered face, like a withered flower. Bima immediately remembered his sister, Dira, when she was experiencing depression. His condition is not much different from Raina at the moment.

"Raina. What has happened to you ? Why are you like this ?" Ask Bima. 

"Bima, are you right Bima ? My team ?" Raina asked again like that.

Bima nodded. Then Raina tried to touch Bima's face again with her hands. But his hand stopped before touching Bima's face.

"No, no, I can't touch Bima. I can't touch Bima." Raina said while shaking her head. Slowly back down and sit on the edge of the bed.

Raina bowed, and continued muttering. " Must not touch Bima, Bima is not mine. Can't touch Bima, Bima is not mine." Rain continued to chant that sentence.

Bima can't help but feel like seeing Raina. His chest was so tight, that finally his tears just slid. Then Bima approached Raina and knelt before Raina.

"Raina, forgive me. Because of me, you became like this." Said Buma while sobbing.

"I'm sorry, forgive me." Once again Bima apologized to Raina.

Raina fell silent, then looked at Bima who was sobbing. And without realizing it, her tears came. 

Then suddenly Raina covered her ears and muttered, "no, I was wrong. Sorry, Bima, I was wrong. Sorry Bima, I was wrong." 

Bima turned to Raina. Again, Raina makes Bima even more guilty. 

"No Raina, please stop, please stop." Said Bima while holding both arms of Raina.

Instead of being calm, Raina became more and more hysterical.

"Raina, please calm down." Bima panics with the hysterical Raina.

Suddenly the door opened, and 3 women entered. Then one of them directly injected Raina with something. Until a while, Raina began to weaken and become unconscious. Then he corrected Raina's sleeping position, and covered her.

"What happened to Raina, doc ?" Bima asked the person who injected Raina.

"Sorry sir, I'm not a doctor. I'm only in charge of taking care of Miss Raina." The answer. "I'll excuse you." Then they leave Raina's room.

Bima continued to look at Raina closely. The feeling of tightness still reached his heart. 

"Since your departure, Raina locked herself up and didn't want to go out at all. He never even touched it." 

Bima turned to the source of the sound. And it turned out that Reno was already beside him. Bima was completely unaware of Reno's arrival, she was too focused on staring at Raina.

"And it's been getting worse, ever since he escaped and was found in your hometown." Reno.

"Raina's here ?" Ask Bima wonder.

"You didn't meet him ?" Reno asked back.

Bima shook her head. Then both are silent.

"Go home. My men will take you." Reno.

Bima did not expect Reno to tell him to go home just like that. 

"What about Raina ?"

Reno took a long breath. "Of course."

Then the two fell silent with their own thoughts.

"I want him back to what he used to be. But I can't do anything." Reno. "By bringing you together, I hope to bring a change to Raina. It turned out.." Reno shook his head. It was obvious that despair was reflected on his face.

"Why does Raina keep talking, I'm evil, I'm wrong ?" Ask Bima.

"Since escaping, he kept talking like that. I'm evil, I was wrong, sorry Bima. I don't know what that means ?" Reno.

"Did Raina have done evil to you or to your wife in secret ?" Ask Reno.

Bima frowned upon hearing Reno's question. "Raina is not like that." Sangkal Bima's.

Reno and Bima fell silent again. 

"Reno, if it's allowed. I'll help you take care of Raina." Bima Say. His guilt made Bima make such a decision.

"really ?" 

"I'll try as much as I can."

"I'm very grateful to you. Whatever you ask, I'll give you." Reno was relieved to hear Bima was willing to help her heal Raina.

"After all, Raina was once a part of my life. I can't see it like this."

Reno immediately hugged Bima tightly. I don't know what to thank him for. Hope to see Raina healed is still there. And he was sure Bima was his healer.

"Once you go, let me go. I'm claustrophobic." Reno hugged Bima too tightly, until Bima felt tight.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm too happy." Reno blushed in embarrassment.

Bima just smiled looking at Reno's shy demeanor.