Half of the Heart belongs to Sahla

The marisa 5

"Oh Allah, Neng. Where are you going ?" 

Mrs Ratih was shocked not to find her daughter-in-law. His knees feel weak. Then Mrs Ratih sat on the edge of the bed. He saw Sahla's HP lying on the bed. He took the HP.

"Don't this belong to Neng Sahla ? Why not bring ?" Mumbled.

Mrs Ratih was silent for a long time. Wanted to open his phone, but he didn't understand how to wear it. Suddenly remembered with his best friend who at once became his besi.

"Did Sahla go home to her parents ?" Not thinking for long, Mrs Ratih immediately went to her parents' house Sahla.

"Assynolajet. Mar, open the door quick." Sapa Bu Ratih half-shouted. He deliberately did so, to sound clear and quickly opened the door.

And sure enough, the door opened from the inside. "Ratihi ?" 

"Mar, Sahla's here right ?" Without making small talk, Mrs Ratih asked Sahla where she was.

"Let's go in first. It's not good to hear the neighbors." Ms. Marni invited Mrs Ratih to come in.

"Where is it, Mar ?" Asked Bu Ratih again, his voice trembling withstanding the cries.

"Sit down, Rat. Calm down first." 

"I want to see Sahla." The tears of Bu Ratih can no longer be contained. "My heart doesn't calm down if I haven't seen Sahla's situation directly." Further again.

"Calm Rat. Sahla is here. He's sleeping."

"I want to see it."

"alright. But just look at it. Let him sleep. Looks like last night couldn't sleep, it was dawn, he went back to sleep."

"Thank you Mar." Mrs Ratih went straight to Sahla's room. Open the door a little very carefully so as not to cause sound. Sahla was sleeping on her back to the door. Looking at Sahla who was sleeping quietly, Madam Ratih felt relieved. Then he closed Sahla's room.

Suddenly, Ms. Marni pulled Bu Ratih's hand towards the dining room.

"Train, what exactly happened ?" Ask Ms. Marni.

"I don't know exactly how either, Mar. Bima didn't come home last night. I don't know where she slept."

Mrs Ratih and Ms Marni were silent for a moment. "Sahla no story yet ?" Ask Mrs Ratih. 

Miss Marni just shook her head. "Sahla just advised not to tell Bima his whereabouts, he did not want to meet her."

Mrs Ratih sighed. "Bima, what did you do to make Sahla like this." Said Mrs Ratih full of disappointment.

"Already Rat, you better go home first. We'll talk again." Advice from Ms. Marni.

"alright. I'm saying home. But if there's anything with Sahla, don't cover it up with me, Mar."

"Don't worry, I'll definitely let you know if anything happens."

Madam Ratih went home with a slightly relieved heart. Now he is just waiting for his son's return.

***

Bima blinked her eyes many times as she woke up in the morning. His body felt weak and tired. His head felt heavy, and his throat was dry.

Bima frowned, because the voice of the woman was not the same as the voice of his wife. Then look at the source of the sound. "Marisa ?" Bima was completely shocked when she saw Marisa who was in front of her.

Bima immediately circulated her gaze throughout the room. And sure enough, he wasn't in his room. And then last night, it started to get back into his memory. Bima looked annoyed and frustrated, he rubbed his head violently. Regret clearly has mastered it.

Marisa who saw Bima like that, felt bad. "Don't blame me. I didn't flirt with you in the least, nor did I intend to tease you." Said Marisa defending herself, she did not want to be blamed by Bima. Because he didn't think it would end like this either.

Bima was still silent. His heart was very upset and angry at himself. The faces of his wife and mother immediately overshadowed him. He doesn't know how to deal with both of them. Now that he was clear, it had tarnished the trust of both of them. 

"I also didn't think we'd end up like this." Marisa said again. Bima remained silent. Marisa started to get upset because Bima said nothing.

"Wake up, and go home. Let's just say nothing happened between the two of us." Angrily Marisa said so, while moving out of her room.

Bima sighed. Guilt immediately enveloped his heart. "Daddy, Mom. I'm sorry." Sluggishly.

With gontai Bima woke up, and took his clothes that splattered everywhere. Then go to the bathroom. 

It didn't take long, Bima came out of the bathroom wearing a full outfit. 

"Drink first. I made you coffee." Marisa said when she saw Bima coming out of the room.

"No, I'm going straight home."

"Then should I get this coffee ? There's no way I'm drinking it."

Bima was a little furious with Marisa's words just now. He had to take his cup of coffee and drink it in one gulp. 

Marisa smiled seeing Bima's behavior like that. "It looks like you're so thirsty, Bim. Coffee is good to drink slowly."

Once again Bima did not respond to Marisa's words. "I know, you must be tired because our battle last night was indeed very draining." Say again.

Marisa really does not get tired of making Bima furious. But Bima as much as possible held his anger. After running out of coffee in his cup, Bima immediately went out of the house. But when at the exit, Bima turned to approach Marisa.

"Why ?" Ask Marisa wonder.

"If you're pregnant, I'll take responsibility. I'm not gonna run away from you just like that." Bima Say. "But I didn't promise to marry you." Bima again.

Hearing Bima's words, Marisa fell silent. He was so surprised to hear his words. He also did not expect Bima would think that far.

Without waiting for Marisa's answer, Bima left. Marisa is still silent. Between haru and disbelief mingled in Marisa's heart. He had never been treated like that by a man. Even the man he used to love, never said such a thing after taking away his honor.

During the trip, Bima thought hard. Looking for the right reason to give to his wife, because he did not come home again.

Bima stopped his motorbike after arriving at his yard. His heart is racing. In his mind, he wanted to hide, until his problem was forgotten. However, his little heart did not allow. He has to face it, whatever risks he has to take.

Bima sighed deeply enough before entering her house. The condition of his house was so quiet, there was no sound of people or any sound that showed any activity inside. But Bima did not realize it, because he was busy arranging his heart and mind.

"Assynolajet. Deck, Mom."  Bima entered slowly, but no one answered his greetings.

"Dad! Ma!" Call Bima again in a louder voice. However, no one is telling. Then Bima opened the door of her room slowly, it was empty, there was no one in there. 

Then, Bima went into Dila's room, hoping his wife was with Dila. However, the person being sought did not exist either. Bima approached Dila who was sitting facing the window. Then crouch down beside him. His hand grabbed Dila's hand, but he was very surprised to get an unexpected response from Dila. Before, Dila had never given any response. But this time, Dila dodged when Bima wanted to hold her hand. 

"Yesh…!"