Half A Heart's

Chapters 10

"Don't waste Shila's time, God gave us a golden teenage year instead of a love story" - Fira

"What do I think about when she sang it all? No drama, no poetry, nothing else."

"Nge-bosenin because, children will definitely not feel at home," continued Adit during a meeting of the OSIS core team that discussed retirement on the last day of classmeeting.

"Are you sure you're just singing doang? His name is no longer retired but Dit concert," refuted Firman and followed by a nod from Shila.

"But, Adit actually said because usually children are more interested in singing doang. Other appearances were even dicuekin," Hani confirmed Adit's opinion.

"Pensi stands for Art Stage. Art is not just nyany doang. It could be drama, the musicalization of poetry, theater of many points," Shila gave her opinion that refuted the idea of Adit and Hani. Shila's path of thought is not usually contrary to Adit's idea, making Adit increasingly uncomfortable with Shila's attitude.

"The potential of children is not just sung guys, I'm sure if the pen should sing them so difficult to make an appearance. Where is the penalty also after the test," Shila let out her brilliant opinion.

The four of them fell silent thinking back to Adit's opinion.

"Okay, I agree with Shila's idea," Adit said asserting Shila's opinion after agreeing with the three of them.

"Later afternoon we will be close to all areas of OSIS for the pension committee. Please Shila tidakan with each head of the field," Adit's wise command, Shila nods to agree.

"Judah we close our meeting, about five minutes later the bell rang," Adit stretched and closed his notebook. Firman, Hani and Shila move out of the OSIS room and immediately return to their respective classes. When Shila wanted to get out of the OSIS room, her steps stopped because Adit called her.

"Wait! I want to meet Zerin too," hold Adit down and catch up with Shila. While Shila was still frozen, repeating the sentence Adit on. 'Muin Zerin' in his heart.

They walked hand in hand to class XI IPS 2 without the slightest chatter. Shila tried to look like normal. Though his heart was already dag-dig-dug not because of.

"Shil, am I wrong?" adit asked while looking at Shila's face that did not express anything.

Shila did not answer anything, her gaze remained straight ahead.

"Gilma!" call Adit once again in a fairly high tone, Shila flinched. Both of their steps stopped.

"It's my disgust that yesterday made you angry, I'm sorry."

"Lo why? Want to hang me out with Evan?" shila asked with her face down. But only he knew that the reason for being upset was not that.

"My intention is just to help you let you get a crush that fits Shil," explained Adit honestly. Adit's words again slapped Shila's heart firmly.

"Lo don't have to run a crush for me Dit, you know what? I can love people myself."

"Keep your attitude, pointing as if I were offended. Not usually," complained Adit again

"It's as if I'm making you hurt."

Shila raised her head and looked at the face of Adit who was taller than her. How many times had Adit's words killed his feelings slowly. Shila herself who chose to stay, remains Shila as Adit first knew her. But this is a different story. Different from his plan.

He is happy to see Adit happy, but he has not accepted that in fact, what succeeded in making Adit happy is not him. What's in Adit's sweet story is not him.

"Do not know Dit, I know what I have to do."

"Don't make my attitude change to elo Shil" Adit said with a serious face. Shila flinched, didn't she listen wrong? For the first time Adit threatened him.

Shila's eyes heat up but she holds him back. Adit won't understand what it's like to be two-faced in front of a crowd. Acting as if there was nothing in front of him. If Shila's self is likened to meat, the meat is no longer formed because it is eaten by wild animals. That was what Shila was like today.

He left Adit still staring at his face.

***

"Don't make my attitude change to elo Shil."

Adit's words are very clearly recorded in Shila's brain, he had to cry alone because of his position that was wrong. I like someone my friend already has. Worse, liking someone who never liked it, hurts, right?

Shila had no appetite and did not take the least time to open her phone. Shila also did not attend the OSIS meeting this afternoon, he reasoned to have to pick up his sister so he did not have time to attend the meeting. Though the real reason was that he did not want to meet Adit first, his mood was so chaotic.

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

"Shila, open the door first, son. Fira is coming!" call Mother from behind the door.

"Why did Fira come to these nights?"

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

Shila wiped her tears and opened the door.

"Hi! My friend's hiding me!" Ledek Fira and immediately hugged Shila.

"Why are the nights here?"

"I don't see I'm carrying a bag, keep my pajamas on," Fira said.

"Tomorrow Fir's school, what are you possessed?"

"Ah. No interview, step aside! I want to enter, "Fira also broke through Shila and entered Shila's room like her own. Shila's house has always been their place, their families both already know each other. Dimata Shila, Fira is already considered to be his family.

"Gue knows you have a problem Shil. Hurry up here gossip first," invited Fira from the bed as if she was the host. They have often been like this before, if one of them is having problems, they will exchange ideas without time.

After Shila finished using her skincare routine, she approached Fira and told her what was happening to her.

"Lo from the past also already know Adit nolak elo, then why are you still chasing?" ask Fira after the fairy tale from Shila is finished.

"The rhetorical question Fir, I don't know why either."

"Yaudah, try to think that Adit does not want to be the same lo and for life will never like you."

It's the same, let Adit go with other people.

"When do you want to be like Shila? It's been a year," Fira growled while playing Shila's cheek.

"Because neither is Shil's answer. It was clear he never loved you."

"Are I lying to myself, Fir? You don't know how hard it is to get Adit out of my head.

"Moreover the things that make me happy."

"Ck, did you say happy? Lo tormented Shila" Ketus Fira has a point. Precisely since the state of Adit in Shila's life, making the stories so bad.

"Yes I am happy Fir, can spend time with him. Look at him I can follow him."

"Surely Shil reason lo.So like lo dapetin Adit, lo position also called Adit from Zerin."

"But no way, Adit likes lo."

"What the hell is Adit? The handsome is also Aldo, Dino, Evan, Dito rather than him," Fira grumbled incessantly.

"Don't waste Shila's time, God gave us a golden teenage year instead of a love story. We can fail in love, but it's sadder to fail in friendship, right?"

"Be aware that around you there are many good people like me."

Shila grinned.

"Maybe your stories about Adit won't fit if it's just one book. I'm tired of hearing that, too." Temptation Fira.

Shila narrowed her eyes at Fira, then hit her face with a pillow bolster.

They laugh, boisterous, not light of time that is as late as anything.

At least Fira's presence whenever there is for him makes Shila more aware to care about the people around him.