H'Ongtang "Scratches of Wounds"

Jealous

Mother's face looked strange looking at me like angry, I don't know what my fault is that it makes it like that but I just kept quiet I didn't dare to ask,

" where did you come from why you just came home "

"from Fei's house, he's sick"

" Fei kept going, you know Rama from this morning waiting for you "

" what's the matter again when I've met him"

" Rama asked to be accompanied by Dit's souvenirs because in two days he returned to bandung "

" it can't be with other people buk

" he wants you, Dit remembered that you must be good with Rama no matter what his father helped you up to sakarang "

Mother's words seemed to turn off my reason for not meeting Rama but I didn't want Fei to be mistaken for my closeness to Rama, a little brain-winding what if I took Fei and Akbar and introduced Fei to my two best friends Akbar and Rama, some of the plans I had arranged neatly to bring them together and when I saw that I brought Fei Akbar was surprised to not expect him to pull my clothes and then drag me away from them "crazy why you met Fei with Rama " he whispered into my ear

" i'll explain later" I answered, clutching her hand which was still holding my uniform

" Rama introduce this Fei my best friend's sister, this is Rama my best friend"

" oh yes I am Rama Radit's little friend"

" i'm Fei, it's so nice to meet you"

" ahemrr I'm not known "

" o Fei this is Akbar my best friend too"

" it is better not to know him fei, he is a crocodile" Rama sneered at Akbar who was about to greet Fei, I laughed with spontaneous speech Rama while Fei smiled to see them, "Come Fei " rama's invitation to pull Fei's hand, Rama's very friendly girl easily adapts to anyone and it's one of his advantages that I admire.

Rama looked confused by the various by-looks and akbar was busy tasting all the souvenirs," had been all over" said Akbar with his mouth ya full of food "

" Akbar don't keep eating" Rama got angry and patted Akbar's hand who was about to take the sanjai in the basket

" Rama these crackers are tasty and durable" Fei who stood next to Rama pointed and offered the turmeric crackers to Rama for his solution of confusion "oh these crackers are Radit's favorite, oh these crackers, All over me for you huh " Fei glanced at me then turned around from that glance I understood that I should reject the giver, "no Rama thank you"

Hungry eyes that made Rama buy all kinds of food in the store so that all our hands were part to bring him "you want to open a business there Rama " Akbar grumbled because he was carrying more of Rama's stuff, with an annoyed face Akbar was forced to carry the burden "did you tell me to buy it"

" already Akbar rather than complaining better put in the car"

" it's a good idea so let me and Fei wait at the diner "

" it's so good to be a woman"

" why? you want to be a woman's Bar too"

"don't just be crazy about you"

The food stall in the middle of the market and was a place Fei frequented as a child with Fei's family, his eyes looking around and recalling memories as a child " Fei this place is good food "

" yes I know because as a kid I used to come here with my family"

"i've been here a lot with my dad" too"

" You must be your father's favorite son"

" you could say that's why I'm the only daughter "

" if you're what Fei is "

" me ? I'm the youngest of 3 brothers and made 2 brothers"

" oh yeah where they are now "

" all my family members died in the fire"

" oh sorry, fei"

" it's okay"

I caught up with Rama at the food stall with a famine from Akbar who could not wait to find food,

" h hungry, where is the food "

" not yet in Akbar's message, there's a message first I want ice mixed if you are Fei ?"

" just like you"

" that's the feeling of being told to mulu"

" it's the last one, tomorrow you won't see me again"

" thank God, don't go home again "

" my bar is porridge"

" yes"

" it's okay"

"then you will also get used to our drama, so remember when the school was in, you were often begging for me and Akbar to make peace"

" yes Rama and Akbar are two stubborn Fei so difficult to negotiate to reconcile"

"yes but who started Akbar's war first "

" uh what's this say my name"

" yes the man's hunting comes, where's the food"

" just a minute, again get ready, miss"

" anyways, you guys are talking about shit"

"about who else"

" ah speaking in the back, if you dare in front of the person"

" it's gonna talk in front of the guy"

" have you guys never changed"

" let's eat, eat it already came"

"sorry yes fei Rama if you are hungry again like it is restless"

" what's what "

The story of the High School period was retracted by Rama, he was so eager to record the history of Akbar and himself at that time including my friendship with him, he was so eager to rekindle my history,

"remember when it was you that you accompanied me to buy food and then I took you to the cemetery of China "

" yes, but not in the story "

" hahaha funny Fei he was scared through the grave"

" seriously on "

" ah Ditemaluin name Akbar aja, cook the soul of soldiers afraid of the grave "

" it was a lot braver now"

" yes I testified because he was the only one who dared to advance on the battlefield when we were about to give up"

" wow cool Dit , my dad should have given you an even higher rank"

Seeing the admiration that was exposed from Rama's face on Radit brought Fei's jealousy from earlier stifled by his pretence, he said,

only silence that became a signal in his heart until I finally delivered him home with his face that was still pretending to be ordinary, he walked in silence and I with an unsettled heart

" but Radit"

" yes Fei "

" Rama is good"

" yes he is good but ignorant rada "

" you're very familiar with him yes "

" yes, of course, because we were friends from childhood and his father and my father were also friends "

" she's a lucky, beautiful, smart girl and her father, a high-ranking officer, not like me"

"the poor boy who lived a day "

" Fiii don't be so much more valuable than what you think "

" don't give words just to comfort me and cover up the reality "

I fell silent with his words and I saw him speeding his way through me, from his slow path his sadness seemed to force me to express, from his heart,

" Fei I love you" Fei stopped in his steps and wiped away his tears

" yes I know you love me as a sister"

" no Fei I think my love is more than that, Fei I want to take care of you forever may Fei "

Fei turned around to get close to me, he hugged me tightly and in his arms he lamented,

" in the beginning I came here I was so afraid that if I had no one to lean on and then I met you all my fears were gone, only you could return my smile, I beg you not to leave me for any reason"

" without you pleading with me I promised you that from the beginning Fei "

The drizzle of the night roiled my warmth until we separated until the sun came to unite love and longing