H'Ongtang "Scratches of Wounds"

Apology

Rama came home and was immediately embraced warmly by the mother, the treatment of the mother is more sincere to Rama than Fei maybe Rama is the son of a friend of the father as well as Rama was already close to us and this makes the mother more receptive to Rama, even Rama one-on-one other people who were invited to the tomb of his father and join the family schedule to eat in the rice field, the mud is up to stick in the face of Rama and my two sisters while playing ball in the empty rice fields, a cheerful laughter was clear from them "Adit come on "call Rama's invitation that made me run towards them, I took over the ball and Rama was overwhelmed chasing me so several times he fell down " Adit manya slowly kasian Rama "shouts mom scolded me and continued to tease Rama .

It would be nice today if Fei were also present here maybe more than this happiness I get.

After Rama came home mom came to tease me "Rama is getting prettier now ya Dit , good again "

" and can play ball again bang "My sister Angga participated in teasing me

"yes buk trus why "

" bang kok insensitive anyway, the mother wanted a married brother like Rama "Rina who folds clothes also join chat me and mother

" uh little boy just follow along"

"hehehe" the sound of a boastful laugh as I admonished Rina

" Dit , think again "

" buk , you will know for yourself that Rama and I are friends from childhood and can not be more than just friends buk"

It was very confusing to those closest to me who were trying to unite me with Rama without them asking who this heart was attached to. A heart-burning longing for Fei that I could not meet him today because of the presence of Rama at home it felt like the heart wanted to run to Fei's house to see his face but the heavy rain prevented my desire for the night, I waited to stop the water coming down at the door but he did not pity me who misses this "you where the hell son, until you have to wait for the rain to subside at the door"

"to where Fei buk "

" it has to be tonight"

" there's a buk"

" what need, not tomorrow it's night and rain like that long time red"

"well buk"

With a heavy heart I was forced to follow the words of mother, young is the god who I must obey if I do not want disaster to come.

There was no calmness in this like Fei's voice was calling to meet him until after work I came for him,

" buk "

" Radit for you to come here"

" why buk"

"Fei fever hot ngak down "

Worried that moved me to rush to see Fei sleeping sprawled in room , his chest was hot and his face flushed red due to the rising body temperature, already taken to the hospital buk "

" not yet but udh's mother gave her medicine "

" buk please exchange this compress water for warm water "

" mama, pa, koko don't leave me, don't burn my family"

Fei continued to deliriously mention his family name, perhaps they were present in his nightmare fei and tied Fei up about the bad event,

" quiet Fei I'm here, I'll always take care of you "

I shook his hand and gently stroked Fei's head to keep him calm, kasian with this kara girl who turns out the wounds in his past are always haunting even in sleep can not be imagined if it becomes Fei, Fei, I who was left gone father and brother Mira already feel devastated especially with Fei who was left gone all family members are not imagined as destroyed as if it must be very imprinted in the wound scratches, especially with Fei who was left behind,

" this is Radit water compress"

" yes, thank you Nuri "

" from earlier I'd like to take it to the hospital but Feinya did not want to "

" later after the compress if the heat does not come down so Radit brought to the hospital"

Several times I put a warm towel on Fei's head so that I can lower the temperature in his body until I fall asleep in the chair,

" the bang "

" oh fei you're awake, how is your heat coming down"

Fei nodded and smiled, his eyes looking at me sincerely and glazed "thank you bang"

" thank you for taking care of me "

" no need to thank Fei, it's my duty to take care of you "

" uh little lady is up, this is the mother of porridge "

" here buk Radit sucker "

"Miss seems to be cured now, Radit is great yes miss fei , can not keep the country but can also take care of women"

" hug hug " Fei chokes with Nuri's buk joke

" why I bribed you so much "

"no, buk Nuri sorry please get a drink"

" oh oya mom forgot to drink it"

" bang it's getting dark, come home later mom's looking for you "

" no, last night I wanted to be here to take care of you until you're completely healed "

" i'm fine - what a bang, it's not nice if in the minus environment a man at home a woman tampa any bond"

" yes Fei sorry I should remember the custom in the minang, well Fei take care of yourself and I will return tomorrow "

" greetings to mommy ya bang"

" yes deck "

" buk Nuri I go home first and please take Fei buk , if the heat rises again compress with warm water again huh"

" yes dit "

Before stepping my feet out I looked back at Fei out of fear for his whereabouts and if he was far away from me it would further kill me in worry, after getting out of the house I went back to his room ,

" why come back again bang"

" Fai I forgot"

" forgetting what "

" i'm sorry about yesterday, about me forgetting my promise to you "

" oh that's it, it's bang I've forgiven the incident yesterday"

" i promise it's the last mistake"

" yes bang no need to feel guilty so, I should understand that your world is not about us alone "

Inside my heart murmured that ever since your presence here came back only you were enthroned in my life and world, should you know Fei was heart-felt, but I'm afraid my race will make a difference between us and worse if you stay away.

It is better to keep the feeling than to affirm, I am not a coward but I am only afraid that if it goes as wrong as desired, I am also assigned to take care of you according to your brother Fei's last message, I left a smile before deciding to go home,

" thank you for forgiving me Fei, so I can go home quietly"

"mmm? go home quietly ?"

"oh I mean go home where there's guilt "

" well heart - heart bang"

I came home with a happy smile to see the rays of heaven from my face and buk Nuri witnessed my happiness, "mm already home there tomorrow morning here again"

"yeah buk assalam mualaikum"

"wa aleikum salam"