Guzen No Ai/Accidental Love's

Volume 4, Chapter 22: Help Me! Help Me! Help Me! Help Me! Help Me! Help Me! Help Me!, Part 1

On the sunny morning of Eiyuu city, everything looked so fine, there was nothing strange about the city. The birds are still chirping and the sun is rising from the eastern horizon.

However, a woman is increasingly confused about her life in the morning. For four days in a row, she seemed to be crying.

Sobbing, her face so red, and her heart broken. The woman can no longer find herself in the present, the sins of the past that always haunt her.

He did not want to let go of the man who loved him so sincerely, but all that had to be swallowed up by the darkness that emanated from him. The despair. Despair over trust, despair over memories, despair over good and bad, despair over love, and despair over her life.

His so tight heart made him hold his heart with both hands, he put his left arm over his tear-dripping eyes. Really bad morning for a girl named Haruki.

“Why do I have to go through this continuously when I see it? Feels sick! Pain that comes from feeling, pain that comes from logic, pain that comes from love, pain, pain, pain, pain! All this feels cramped! I want to scream! I can't stand it anymore! Me, Me, Me, I want someone to come save me!”

Haruki who was so desperate was crying on his bed in a sleeping position. How not? She looked with her own eyes as Han went with the graceful Maylene and looked familiar, when in fact she was not.

“I want to feel that! I want to feel love! Only him! Only him! Only his smile was so sincere! It's all gone! Lost because of me!”

Haruki bit his pillow hard, his bite taste like a bulldog who wants to tear the meat given by his master.

Haruki is really in a mess, he has always been alone from the beginning until now. Truly a woman who struggled alone because of her karma, she who in the middle of her school life had already gained such a kind boy friend, so friendly, so her attention was instantly scorched in an instant.

“I, I, I, I don't want to do that at the reunion! That was the craziest thing I've ever done in all this time! I am really hated by him right now, but I don't want to be hated! Enough's enough! Enough's enough! Enough's enough! Enough's enough! I can't stand it! I want to tell you what really happened!”

Haruki who suddenly shouted out loud was actually shouting out his heart. He was already smashed into pieces at the moment, no one could help him because Han had already left himself far away at this moment.

Then, a faint voice flashed in his head, that warm voice whispered into his ears. The voice that was once spoken three years ago, when the two of them started to become close friends.

“Whatever your problem, no problem right to tell a story? Tell me if you are really hit, I want to be your punching bag all this time, because I am your friend!”

“Iya, I ta-but won't bi-can do it!”

Haruki who remembered the voice only grumbled and cried again. He no longer had a friend who trusted him very much. Many of his friends only used him, because his position was so high at school at the time and he was the number one student in academia.

…

“Mister, I want to get out of the School Board!”

Two years ago, when Haruki was in the 3rd grade. His face that was so depressed could be understood by the Vice Principal who was sitting down and drinking tea. The news that Han was ostracized by the entire school had spread widely even until the teachers knew about the matter.

Haruki only hoped that, if he were to step out of the chairmanship, then everything would be over. There will be no more problems, Haruki can tell Han freely that all of that is the opposite that he had said before.

“Yakin are you? Mister doesn't mind removing you from the school board chairman if you don't mind.”

“I'm not kebe-.”

“I OBJECT!”

Suddenly, there was someone who came into the vice principal's office impolitely. Her relaxed face kicked through the office door and lured Haruki to think carefully about her decision with a flat face and voice.

“Haruki, you have to think about your decision! Is that right, vice principal?!”

The vice principal was only forced to obey the bait from [???], then the vice principal just took his tea again and advised Haruki who was completely screwed up in the atmosphere.

“Haruki, watch this tea. This tea is still warm, it is the same as the contents of your mind that are still worried. Later if this tea is cold, and just like the contents of your head, then you told me yes.”

And [???] coming closer to Haruki who was sitting and whispering a sentence that was really cold, a sound that pierced both his ears and his heart at this moment.

“Don't you dare leave your post huh. If you go out, your situation will get even more chaotic. You will be hated by the crowd in ko-lah.”

“Han, forgive me. I can't tell you this. Haruki right now, needs your help. May you be aware.”

…

Haruki who was still crying suddenly looked at his phone and remembered some words coming from Naoto. The voice was so cold at the time when they were at the reunion venue, when Haruki was yelled at by Naoto because of what Haruki did to Han.

“Ok... do you want to tell me from the beginning?”

The thoughtful Haruki wanted to strengthen his heart, he wanted to call Naoto right now. His hand was in front of his phone and just typed into Naoto,

“I CAN'T! I CAN'T DO IT!”

Haruki's hand completely froze as he wanted to type the name from Naoto. Haruki was completely unable to do that, his eyes were now empty and speechless.

Suddenly, a message came from someone who wanted to take her to Xingxi Mall.

“Hey, empty”

Such is the writing in the mobile phone from Haruki. Haruki replied to the person's invitation and got ready to leave.

…

“Can we end this? I'm tired of this game.”

Haruki who was looking at someone with such a sharp and cold face was raised by him. Haruki was obviously tired of all this. However, the person only answered Haruki by casually drinking his coffee, his legs were raised one above his thighs and his hands were folded on his body.

“I didn't expect you to tell people about this, Haru. Are you aware, if you say, then-.”

“Enough! I beg you! I don't want him to hate me!”

Haruki who shouted that with closed eyes was completely immersed in his feelings. Yet that fellow completely put aside Haruki's feelings, he only cared about one thing.

Destroying Han

“You want to leak it or lose your friends? I give you a choice, Princess Tyranny.”

Haruki was getting desperate and his eyes were filled with tears at the moment. During this time, Haruki had no friends at all because of the nickname that out of nowhere was made by whom. However after she betrayed Han, she had new friends with her.

But are his friends really his friends? Were those friends as sincere as Han all along? Haruki really did not feel about that friendship.

“What do you want?! Can we stop this?!”

*BRAK*

Suddenly, the person snapped at Haruki who was shouting hysterically was begging him. He hit the dining table of the two of them and his sharp gaze looked at Haruki. Those cold eyes were just like the ones he received during his High School days before he met Han.

“What! You can't do it?! I am the one who raised your reputation! I'm the one who made you have friends in High School, is this your way of thanking me?! You have feelings for her and you pretend to hate her?! Why don't you split her heart in two when she reunites? You have a lot of opportunities, but you don't, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, don't, don't do it! You really still love him! Why can't you cut her heart out?! He's still thinking about you! He can't get away from you and you should be aware! Play him! Hate her! Torture him! Until he has nothing in life! Can't you do it? I'm to-.”

“SHE HAS BEEN WITH ANOTHER WOMAN!”