
“Woi, when do you want to find a girlfriend? College still can't get it. Don't look for a boyfriend and immediately look for experience in relationships.”
That's me, my name is Han and until now I still don't have a boyfriend. I come from a complete and happy family, but things have changed since some of my brothers had boyfriends. It is heartbreaking because there are some of them who study abroad but immediately get a country girlfriend who also attended school outside.
I know it's weird, but listen to me. I'm not the kind of guy who can easily tease women, I'm not the kind of guy who sees little girls can instantly flirt with them like you're poking on instant noodles to eat.
A boyfriend? Whatisit? I don't need it as consciously as possible. I'm happy with the life I'm living, and no one is allowed to comment on my life because it's my life and please take care of your own.
I also have close friends who also don't have girlfriends like me, I guess they are good people because we have the same fate. They have been with me for 2 years in school and until now. What a happy time.
“Long, are you seriously dating her?”
Mika asked in a surprised tone, because Long happened to upload a photo on her Instugrum. This provoked questions from my other friends, such as my friend Wang who knew the profile of Long's girlfriend.
“Woi, why don't you tell us you're dating? She's a junior sister in High School, huh ga?”
Long himself slowly defended himself as if he knew the whole moment that was going on between them.
“Lu aja no one reports the same cave if you are also dating.”
“But, you three already have?”
Obviously I was shocked, because all this time I felt lied to by the three of them. Maybe the three of them already have a boyfriend without me knowing it.
“Oh yes, we have just dated also there (Outside).”
“How long has it been?”, Wang asked to confirm his doubts.
“Ya about one year.” Mika answered loudly during the phone together.
Then the three of them called out to me and tried to trample over my pride. At that moment, my self-esteem became even more depressed and thought of hanging up the phone as soon as possible.
“Look at Han, he's the only one of us who doesn't have one. He might not be able to mo-”
I hung up the phone, and I don't want to call them again for long enough. It's so heartbreaking, my brother has it, now my friends have it too. I'm having a crime, this world is so unfair to me. The heart inside me wanted to scream as loud as possible because I felt betrayed.
“Basic Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!”
The next day, I went to my university campus. My university is not a centralized university, but a university that has various campus branches. The campus is divided into four according to their respective faculties. I myself entered the Faculty of Engineering, majoring in Mining. As per your expectations, the First Technique has no female disciples.
All students who take this study are men, and never expect the faculty named Engineering to be able to date with fellow majors. The odds are very small and sometimes wishing too high can be stifling. I also have a college friend who is also my best friend, she is Ryuu and I think she is the only one who did not betray me. She still has no boyfriend because she is not too interested in such a romantic relationship.
“Lu call-in with them again?”
“It looks like so.”
“Continue how it turned out?”
“Unexpectedly, they all already have. Do you know what it's like to have a girlfriend? We are senasib.”
“My friend, you must remember what faculty they are and realize our faculty is not as light as them.”
Finally, someone has made the mood worse. There is no one problem in which faculty, his name is the absolute price.
Then there's my new college friend coming too, his name is Jun. She herself is also lucky for not having a boyfriend because she is not so interested. He is a smart person and always gets the top rank in the class.
“Morning already snatch the girlfriend problem, can be saved ga make later siangan?”
Then, usually after college we go together to hang out at a cafe or restaurant to entertain ourselves. Lecture at the faculty is like hell and very tiring even though the longest lecture is only 5 hours. Not long after, Jun asked about what happened this morning.
“So, what do you want to talk about?”
“So, all my High School friends already have girlfriends.”
Ryuu immediately replied as in the morning, that our faculty was too difficult to set aside time for dating.
“Oh, we must learn and be smart, what's the point of dating if we don't pass?”
“Hmm, also” true
Jun instantly agreed with Ryuu's words. There is no debate because it is not the time to date. Dating itself is not mandatory, it is just a status and boasting in front of friends themselves. We continued eating and went straight home.
Even at home, after studying for an hour, I always open Instugrum to see many women there, whether there is something interesting or not. So sometimes I forget to do college or study assignments. I spent my time just looking for women everywhere, whether on the porch or looking for accounts of women there. Sometimes the picture in the post is not as beautiful as the original look. It is commonplace on social media, and many men are caught up in social media hoaxes.
As always, my life on the campus went well in academia and on-campus projects as well. Not long after, Ryuu starts to get a job so he sometimes can't be invited to leave. Finally I went with another friend, he was named Tobe. He was different from me and the school was different.
“Tobe, do you know our friends are dating?”
“Ha? Whose friends?”
“Oh them, I know they are dating. But I don't know how long they've been girlfriends? You know how long they've been dating?”
“About 1 year maybe, they date when they've studied outside. You never check their Instugrum?”
“Oh, I'm not too attentive in Instugrum, I just make Instugrum to see the cars outside. See the car is interesting tau.”
Then I went to the toilet after eating with her. As I was leaving, Tobe opened a chat with Wang, without me noticing.
“Wang, do you have a boyfriend?”
“Udah, why?”
“Gini, I won't tell Han. But I also just got a girlfriend from another college. She's beautiful anyway and I want to know your boyfriend's experience how.”
“Just don't have Han there, we'll tell. He is single and does not know how to meet women. Don't know me why he could do that. Oh yeah make sure, don't get her behind you see us chat.”
Tobe turned his face back, and he realized that I was looking at his entire chat. His face was terrified to laugh and ask.
“Han, how long have you seen all this?”
“Hmm, how long? You curious?”
“Han, this is not what you imagined. I... I.. I have no boyfriend kok.”.
“ASSFUCK! YOU'RE DATING TOO! HOW DIFFERENT YOU ARE FROM THEM! I THOUGHT YOU YOURSELF DIDN'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND!”
Finally I left Tobe, with a bitter face and fed up with my friends who suddenly had a boyfriend. Meanwhile, Tobe, continues the chat with Wang.
“Why? She saw you?”
“Iya.”
“I've expected.”
The night came, and Long asked me to make a phone call with 1 group. At first I refused, but because it had not met them for a long time even though only 2 days ago we did a phone call together, then I strengthened my heart to open the phone and a long night appeared. Full of auras of arrogance from them on the phone together, as if they were lucky enough humans.
Long also began discussing his girlfriend who he thought was the gift of angels.
“You know, I first met that Kyouko when we were at college, I got to know her and we switched Lane's contacts that fast. It feels like, one month later we're already dating.”
Not long after, Mika also retaliated and showed off how they met.
“Long, you know? I was in the same class as Hana, she was confused by the Yumemachi language, I translated it. No that too, he views myself as a smart person.”
In my heart, I want to withdraw from this vanity-filled conversation of theirs. It heats the heart and mind. I can't think coldly because they're constantly showing off how they met their girlfriends.
Long did not ask Tobe for long
“I heard from Wang, you already have. How did you meet your girlfriend?”
“Oh that, 2 weeks ago he came to my shop. He asked if there was a car that cost $ 30,000. He bought that car, yeah you didn't hear me wrong. He bought that car! In my view, she is a good woman. When else will there be women who go to the showroom directly looking for a car? Usually it's all that.
The three of them laughed because they already had, and the rest of me who was not asked about a boyfriend. My mind has begun to be negative towards them and wants to beat them up when they meet. The pulse was already tight and wanted to explode. Then Ryuu went straight in before I got angry.
“You talked about girlfriend? Oh my goodness, how pathetic you are. It is time to study and pursue a career. Find a girlfriend is easy, if you already have money who does not want to come try?”
I was quite relieved by my best friend's statement, only he himself had never dated and did not care so much.
“But, at my workplace, my Manager was a little aggressive to me. I told you we were 3 years adrift. He loved my kin and I was offered dinner with him a few times. Yes, a few times I come, if there is no repetition.”
I was surprised there too, asked.
“Hoi, repeat again. Slowly.”
“A-I. Han, I'll repeat again. I had no romantic feelings for her even though she could be described as a beautiful older sister. But I have no taste to him.”
In a slightly flat tone, he explained that and I trusted him because I was sure he would not betray me.
Then Tobe asked Ryuu.
“Ryuu, I said yes. It's just your manager's wits so you don't go anywhere. Who wants his office members to resign?”
“Hmm is right too, she is like a very cheerful sister.”
That night I felt intimidated by them because they were talking about women. If I could I'd have gotten off the phone.