GRUDGE (I'm Not A Shadow)

GRUDGE (I'm Not A Shadow)
KENZOS



That afternoon, Jack sat pensively on the balcony of his room. He regretted all his actions, this was not what he wanted. The intent of his heart to treat Mayang badly is, so that Mayang does not want to be tied to anything with him, not vice versa.


“I'm sorry, Mayang. I didn't mean to be like this, I shouldn't have brought you with me. Egoku defeats my humanity, please forgive me,” muttered Jack as he rubbed the corner of his watery eyes.


“I promise, I will take you away from this place after everything is done. I promise, I will obey your wishes,”


Czechoslovak.. Dean and Sam arrive at the apartment, looking for Jack. They opened Jack's door, but the room was empty. The two of them swept the entire corner of the room with their eyes and found Jack leaning against the wall right on the corner of the balcony.


“Jack..” call Dean as you step closer.


But the one called did not reply. Jack continued to look thinly forward with a blank look.


Dean quickly catches on from what he sees. Jack is not okay. He told Sam to leave the room using a hand signal.


Sam understood, he nodded and walked out of the room.


“What happened, Jack?” Dean approached Jack and gently patted the shoulder of the man who was like his younger brother.


“Sister Dean! Since when is sister here?” Jack looked at Dean who was behind him.


“Since,” replied Dean. “You're crying, Jack?” Dean looked over Jack's reddened eyes. The same scene two years ago, where Jack was very fragile. Jack who has no spirit of life! Jack is like a dry leaf blown by the wind.


“No!” elak Jack smiled forcefully.


“You're not good at lying!” Dean sits in front of Jack. He knows exactly what Jack needs right now. “I am your brother, your problem is my problem, so don't think of yourself.”


“Hiks.. I've hurt him, I hurt him.” Jack's fragile figure really shows in front of Dean. She shamelessly embraced Dean's body.


“What really happened?” dean asked as he patted Jack's constantly shaking back.


“I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have come back here last night,”


“This is already planned!” dean's guman but still heard by Jack.


“Accounted?” Jack stopped his crying. Then looked at Dean's face with a difficult look.


“Ya!” answer Dean. “The waitress who gave us a drink last night, this morning found lifeless behind the Butterfly Club,” Dean explained everything she knew to Jack.


“If everything is planned? Where did they find out where Mayang was?” ask Jack.


“That's what we have to investigate, I think there's a traitor among us,” Dean said. “We have to investigate all this secretly. Don't let anyone else know, including Sam. Not that I doubt Sam, but before all this is clear, it's better if no one knows our suspicions,”


“I understand!”


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“When, brother will release that useless Marco?” ask his sister.


“Now, you have patience. Everything has just started,” replied the brother.


“I will use Brahma and Marco to attack Jack first. Once Jack is set aside, we'll have to get rid of Brahma and Marco. So that way, we can control the Dragon Clan and also Brahma's company,” The younger brother grinned. “One pat, two flies hit! What about brother?”


“Hahaha.!” the brothers laughed loudly.


“Sister should be back soon, otherwise. They will realize it and our plan could fail.” The brother hurried back.


“Come back, I will wait for the good news from brother,” said the younger brother, who turned out to be Ken, Kenzo the chairman of the Tiger Clan who defeated the Dragon Clan the other day.


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“Back, Brother, Sam. Later grandfather will be anxious,” said Jack. “I'm here to be fine,” Jack knows, that Dean must be worried about him like two years ago.


“Really? Then we'll be back. Tomorrow, Sam and I will be back,” Dean will let Sam leave the apartment immediately, and Jack just nodded.


After Dean and Sam leave, Jack returns to meet Mayang in the room.


“Why haven't you eaten your food?” ask Jack gently.


“How many times do I have to say, I'm not hungry,” said Mayang with a pale face.


“Since last night, you haven't eaten,” said Jack.


“No need to care about me,” de la Mayang.


“If you want me to no longer care, then the account will no longer care,” Jack turned his body, about to get out of that room. But the steps stopped Mayang.


“Wait!” Jack stopped his steps. He smiled and turned his body back towards Mayang.


“Allow me to go!”


Degs.. Jack was surprised to hear Mayang's request.


“If I don't allow?” Jack slowly approached Mayang who was sitting leaning against the bed.


“Kill me,” shirk Mayang.


“What do you mean, Mayang?” Jack raised his voice.


“Kill me, I can no longer. I suffer, I get sick like this. You have taken everything, my family, my love, even my honor!” yell Mayang. He came back crying.


Jack clutched Mayang's body, he cried. He is so sorry, “I'm sorry. I didn't mean it, I, I just punished your father. Your father has hurt me,” Jack said. “I love you, I love you Mayang,” he continued with a sigh.


“You are not a god who has the right to punish someone,” said Mayang.


“I am indeed not a god, but by replying to people who have done evil to me, make my heart a little treated,” Jack replied to all Mayang words. “If you could feel so me, maybe you wouldn't be able to not,” said Jack.


“I love you, I love you so much.. Maybe if you ask for it in a good way, I'll give it willingly, it's because I love you so much, brother. But now that I know that I love the wrong people, you forcibly snatched them away, you're not human. I hate you!” Mayang hit Jack's chest many times. Jack just took the hit.


While Mbok Jum who heard all that, can only be silent in tears. He could not do anything, on the one hand, he knew very well the fragile figure of the young man who became his master, on the other hand, he was also very sorry for the girl who had lived with him for some time.


“Hopefully everything passes quickly, and everything will be better,” Inner Mbok Jum, he stands in front of the door of Mayang room.