GRUDGE (I'm Not A Shadow)

GRUDGE (I'm Not A Shadow)
LET ME STOP LOVING YOU!



Slowly Jack blinked his eyes, his hands were busy massaging his head which still felt a little heavy and throbbing. His consciousness began to gather when he heard the sound of the sobbing of someone beside him.


Jack immediately turned to the person beside him. His eyes were full, he was so surprised when he saw Mayang who was curled up beside him crying.


“Ma-ma-yang.” This is the first time Jack mentioned Mayang by stuttering and also by a vibrating voice. “What happened? Did I, did I do it to you?” ask Jack with a very careful heart. In fact, he already realized. That at that time, he was not dressed at all aka plain without a thread attached to his body.


“Why? Why after doing it, Rahmat even asked like that to Mayang? Did you forget?” Mayang wiped his tears that kept dripping without being asked and wanted.


Jack tried to remember what he had done last night. After he remembered everything, he approached and touched Mayang's shoulder slowly. “Ma-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt or even take away your chastity. I was out of control at the time, please forgive me,” witty Jack who felt so guilty.


“Why? Why is Rahmat so evil to Mayang? Why is Rahmat so brave? Hiks.” Mayang could no longer hold back the anger that had been in his heart all this time to Jack. He forgot all the sadness he felt. “Content Brother now? Already managed to make Mayang's defense collapse, not only hurt Mayang's heart that succeeded, now Brother has managed to hurt all that is in Mayang. Now Mayang gives up, gives up on all circumstances, gives up on Mayang's love for older brother. Didn't my brother think? That all this time Mayang very injured, Mayang sick.” Mayang continued to speak in a loud voice.


If all this time, Mayang always received rough treatment from Jack. Now it is inversely proportional, Mayang who threw words at Jack. And of course, Jack could only be quiet. Because of the words that Mayang said, there was nothing wrong.


“Start today! Allow Mayang to close and erase Mayang's feelings for Big Brother! Mayang has said, that Mayang will stop to pursue when Mayang tired and can no longer afford to survive,” said Mayang. “And now, Mayang is really tired!” Mayang got up slowly from the bed, kept his body closed and walked limped towards the bathroom.


Jack was still silent, his eyes staring at the blood on the bed sheet. His chest felt tight, not only Mayang was hurt, his heart was also hurt. Really, this was not what he expected!


“Something must be wrong!” inwardly, he immediately picked up his inner t-shirt and also his pants were scattered.


“I must immediately investigate everything,” his mummy, after finishing wearing his clothes originally. He called Dean immediately.


Tut tut tut's.. Phone call, it didn't take long. The call is connected. Dean had not yet asked, Jack had already thrown an order at first.


“Please investigate Waiter who served us last night!”


“Indeed his there a-,” unfinished Dean said his words, Jack already closed the call.


At the dining table. “Liar, Grace, Mbok,” Jack said as Mbok Jum was about to serve him at the dinner table.


Mbok Jum was silent, he looked in wonder at Jack. “He said Grace? Are my old ears already in trouble?” batin Mbok Jum's.


“Young Master, where are you going?” mbok Jum asked Jack who left the dining table with a tray containing food and drinks in his hand.


“Delivering breakfast to Mayang,” replied Jack slowly, but Mbok Jum could still hear it.


“Something must be wrong! Was the Young Master who returned in a state of not being okay last night, already doing something to Mayang?” the Mbok Jum.


Now that Jack was in front of Mayang's room, he opened the door slowly.


Chequek.. The door opened, and there was a scene where Mayang was staring out the window.


“Darling, I brought you breakfast!” Jack approached the dreamy Mayang.


“Home..” Call Jack.


“I don't want to eat, I'm not hungry!” cold Mayang lead.


“Mayang already said, Mayang is not hungry,” said Mayang who continued to stare out the window.


“I beg you, Don't be like this. I don't want you to get sick,” Jack said as he placed the tray he brought on the nightstand.


“Kakak said he did not want to make Mayang sick, but why have you always hurt your heart and also the feelings of Mayang?” Mayang got up, he could no longer hold tightness in his chest. His tears flowed back, like a river that never receded and dried up.


“A-a-I'm sorry,” Ogre Jack. After saying sorry, he immediately left Mayang alone.


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After receiving a call from Jack, Dean clucked. Because he had not been able to talk or ask, the call was turned off by Jack.


Although he was upset with Jack, he immediately rushed to the Club with Sam.


Setengaj hours later. Dean and Sam arrive at Butterfly Club. But they were surprised by the condition of the Club which was crowded in the morning. How not, the Club area was bounded by the Police line.


“What is this?” ask Dean.


“There was a murder that took place inside this Club last night,” replied someone asked by Dean.


“Someone, who?” ask Dean again.


“A young female servant, she was slaughtered like a farm animal behind this Club!” obviously that guy.


“What? How can?” scream Dean and Sam together. They were very surprised to hear and know this.


“Do-don't!” Sam immediately ran towards the corpse of the female servant who was being carried on a stretcher by several officers.


“Wait a minute, Sir!” Sam stopped the officer who was carrying the body of the maid.


The officer paused for a moment, so Sam could see the body. After Sam finished making sure. The officer immediately brought the body for autopsy.


“The murdered lady-servant, was the waitress who last night gave us a drink,” Sam whispered to Dean.


“What!?” Screeched Dean. He did not expect that all the killings were related to them.


“Surely something happened to, Jack!” his gum.


Dean panicked, and immediately, he pulled Sam's hand away from the place. He and Sam get back in the car and immediately gas up to Jack's apartment.