GROANS OF DESTINY

GROANS OF DESTINY
THE S2-CHAPTER 30



You may not love me for now or forever.


But please. just for a moment. Please trust me.


Although not as the person you expect anymore.for this time alone.believe me as the person who once joined in your past history.


Aisyah was still silent, asking for further explanation from Andi, although her current facial expression did not show that.


Andi seemed silent for a moment "but do you know? the definition of like has many meanings, he means 'broad' is not tied to one thing that explains significantly" said Andi who made Aisyah so slightly stunned.


"Liking doesn't have to be about 'Love', Mas likes Riani, your sister... I don't like it in the name of love" Andi explained once again.


Aisyah frowned, she wanted Andi to be straight "so... What kind of feeling represents the feeling of the mas at that time?" ask Aisyah.


"Like it. 'cause she's a great woman that I admire... His nature is noble like a beautiful angel who accompanies the mas from childhood, who conceives a mas, gives birth, until educating a mas become like this, becoming the husband of an Aisha Aqilah, the first woman and in she Allah, the first woman, the last woman who will be in your heart, aging together, going through laughter and sorrow together, is what is called 'Love' a taste because I want to have you, and do many things with you, with our little family" Andi explained.


Aisyah held back her tears after hearing a direct remark from Andi, implied how Andi did not want her to think no-no to him, how he made his wife... Aisyah, being the most special woman in her life.


"You know the deck. Charisma emitted by your sister is so amazing, mas was once an organization with her while in pesantren, she is a deft woman though not much to say, she is a smart woman, she is a smart woman, her faith is strong, her worship is subhanallah, she is the only student in our pesantren with many of the best universities in the world who invite her to join, besides being talented in all fields... Mas was quite embarrassed to say this. but Riani. Your brother was the idol of mas, his persistence all this time that made mas inspired to pursue the dream of mas" said Andi with her face slightly flushed with embarrassment.


Aisyah chuckled at her husband's timid expression "so...my sister is already that good, that amazing, why can I say I just admire her?" ask Aisyah wonder.


"Surely so far mas never had the mind to be with Riani to build a household, mas berangumi him but do not love him, mas like it but again not for the word 'love', but again not for the word 'love', in addition, it is possible that from the beginning we were never recorded in the story that God has compiled to be able to love each other" thought Andi who expressed to Aisha.


Aisyah smiled faintly at Andi You were wrong, all that is not because God has arranged and designed your story to not love each other, because for whom I understand... from the words of Mr. Serli first, from the doubts of my brother when he was about to leave to start his new life in France, the plagues that Kirana threw at Mr. Riani while in Indonesia first, the fragment made me realize that brother Riani.. never loved mas.. There is a sense with yourself mas, it is not admiration but 'Love' bathin Aisyah.


"So... after I tell you this truth... Can you be more open to me? do not hide anything else, deck... if something burdened you. story to mas, if there are things that make you so restless. please tell the mas, and especially if there are still questions that you want to ask at this time, say, because you don't want you to mind a lot to disturb our children" said Andi while gently stroking Aisyah's stomach.


Aisyah smiled back "how....if if brother Riani ever loved mas? what if Riani used to express her feelings to mas? what are you gonna do?" ask Aisyah.


Andi smiled faintly in response to his wife's question "hahaha is that possible? how could Riani have such feelings for you, but if she did, you might fly straight to the seventh sky because of the joy loved by the woman you idolize, it's just... if there is no sense, you will not dare to start a relationship, is not it better to be disappointed at the beginning? rather than having lived the bitter sweetness of life, hanging the feeling of a woman to the very end is disappointing, isn't that embarrassing? so with good language, mas will reject it. even though she is a woman who is idolatrous, because in addition to no love, mas also want her to get the best, who wants to go through great days with him" Andi explained.


"What's the deck for?" wonder Andi.


"For my sensitivity to Aisha, thank you for always being there, thank you for the love that I gave to Aisha, thank you for being willing to be Aisha's priest, thank you" said Aisyah Iirih, did not feel her tears had flooded the shirt worn Andi.


Andi hugged his wife tightly while gently stroking Aisyah's head. She could not bear to see the woman she loved shed tears even though those tears were for her, Andi just wanted Aisyah to be able to keep smiling with her, however, this is also one of the agreements in marriage 'always accompany in joy or sorrow' not approaching when it is like it, but if it has been suffering then left alone, just like that, that's the same as 'sweet as discarded'. Andi also really hated that.


***


Aisyah asked to rest at home rather than in the hospital, because however much work she needed to do, Aisyah was given some medicine and milk boxes for her pregnancy by a doctor.


From earlier Andi was also busy staring anxiously at his watch, he had died a meeting that was quite a lot for the sake of Aisyah, but Andi was quite relieved if the time for the meeting was diverted for the sake of things that made the old warm atmosphere in his household come back.


"I'm interrupting the meeting time?" ask Aisyah.


Andi immediately turned her eyes to Aisyah while she smiled her dazzling cash smile "no, because you are my priority" said Andi slowly.


Finished taking care of the administration, Andi drove Aisyah home while confirming to Aisyah's company about her condition.


Time passed so quickly, solving one by one a series of problems or gaps in the household.


The problem is really being talked about


not in the pendam and then in the planting so revenge


Release your ego


If that's the best thing for you.