GROANS OF DESTINY

CHAPTRE 1

If the heart can speak, perhaps it has been my heart that has been loudly conveying this lingering feeling to you directly.

If my determination and my strong desire to have you I can describe, then can I have you?

Am I already a good woman in your sight??

Do you think I deserve to be the future mother of your children???

"Astagfirullah, what have I thought O Allah, forgive the contemptuous eyes and slovenly thoughts of your servant," muttered Riani immediately took off his gaze from the handsome man while slapping his cheeks to immediately come to his senses.

"What's riani?" asked the man whom Riani was staring at earlier suddenly appeared before Riani with a sweet smile on his face.

Seeing the man's smile made Riani's cheeks blush red and her heartbeat move fast and sound hard made Riani retreat 3 steps reflexively from the man so that the sound of his heart was tight be discovered.

"Did I surprise you?" ask the man with a guilty look.

Riani shook her head quickly. "No-no-no.you didn't surprise me at all Ndi, I was just dumbass," explained riani flirting at the man named Andi.

"Then pardon me for cornering you all of a sudden, Riani," Andi bowed and said goodbye to Riani to restart her class.

Riani subconsciously looked back at Andi from behind with a look of admiration and love.

"Hayooo looo, caught staring at the idol," ledek Kirana, a good friend of Riani and her roommate who came to arrive from beside Riani.

"Aaa.. what the hell," said riani fluttering with his blushing face.

"Yes already let's go to class has been awaited kiai from earlier," asked Kirana.

Riani nodded in her best friend's footsteps to start her boarding class.

***

The material lesson was completed and all students immediately returned to their respective dormitories except for some of the male students who had to garden to check the plants and to the cage to clean up animal waste which became the benchmark income and pesantren consumption.

"Kok bengong that Ni?" kirana asked as she placed the Qur'an she had been holding onto her study table.

Riani shook her head and then rushed into the bathroom to clean up followed by Kirana who was also willing to take a bath.

***

Riani picked up her diary with a green inked pen and then opened the little padlock of her diary and flipped the book sheet back into her pen ink on paper.

November 17th

This time I spoke to him again

even with just a few sentences, I was happy to meet him again.

I don't know what has made my love so great for him, is it because of his good luck? His kindness? His intelligence? Or worship? For sure I am happy and my soul is cool when I hear the sound of it my heart is calm when I meet him and every time I always think it does not forget I pray it after my prayer.

If I may hope, please make him always close and always by my side, God, make him a person who always cares for every day....... Aamiins.

My race will always love you.

--RIANI PRINCESS-----

Riani again closed and padlocked the diary sheet she wrote then embraced the diary.

Cretaceous....

The door of the dorm room was opened by Kirana who seemed busy stirring eggs in a bowl, "Ni please help mbak Ayu cook dinner gih!" kirana exclaimed as she continued to focus on stirring her eggs and immediately walked back to the kitchen.

"Oh yes, now my schedule is to help cook," muttered Riani as she immediately rushed to the kitchen.

***

Dinner was passed quickly by the dormitory santriwati then they immediately cleaned the cutlery and returned to their respective rooms to prepare ready to go to the mosque to pray in congregation prayer.

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar.....

The voice of the Adhan that touched the heart was heard to have been seen with the merdunya.

"Come here!" sahut Kirana who has used her pure white face.

"Come on!" riani answered opening the door of the room and closed it again after Kirana came out.

They fulfilled the call of God immediately and after they finished praying they came out of the mosque.

"Assalamu'alaikum" salam andi.

Kirana who just came out wearing her head immediately, "Ah no Andi" her broom was taken by andi.

"Nothing, I just wanted to say hello, it is not good if we intertwine with each other and also our time to meet in this boarding school is only 1 month away," real Andi while widening the smile on the handsome face, kinclong, and, glowing, white and clean.

"Yes, yes" replied Riani.

"Be careful with your smile, Ndi" said Kirana.

"Eh what's with my smile Kirana?" andy looked confused.

"Your smile is turning off" Kirana said.

"What's that?" ask andi worried.

"Hahahah, that means shutting off the heart of a woman" Kirana laughed.

"Ah I think what. The smile was Kirana's blessing, so I had to smile a lot so that my reward was a lot and flowed continuously hahaha," andi's laughter made Riani's face more red.

Seeing Riani's face that looked reddened made Kirana immediately sensitive and say goodbye to andi back to the dormitory with riani.

"Yes Ndi, Riani and I went back to the dorm first!" pamit kirana while waving her hand.

"Okay, be careful," said andi who was possessed by riani and kirana.

"Sounds can lie but hearts can not loh Ni," ledek kirana.

"A.. what the hell!" riani snapped embarrassedly with a face that was still flushed.

***

1 month later

In the morning at the An-Nur boarding school, Bodybuilding city held a graduation ceremony for santriwan santriwati with a simple thanksgiving and event, some santri there are still dipensantren become teachers and management of plantations and farms and some continue their schooling to universities majoring in religion and proselytizing, and, and there are those who return to their hometowns to continue the business of parents and married young.

"Assalamu'alaikum," greetings Andi and Abra andi's roommate.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," Riani and Kirana answered while putting the goods into the car they rented.

"You want to go home?" ask Abra.

"Yes have been waiting for the same family," replied kirana who was adopted by Riani.

"Kirana.." call Abra.

"Yes, what's the matter Abra?" ask Kirana.

"Can I talk there for a second?" abra asked while pointing at the cottage across the park.

Kirana nodded.

While Riani and Andi are still standing behind the car watching what the two men will do.

"Go away, ma'am?" ask the driver who has the rental car.

"Eh, can you wait a minute, sir?" ask Riani.

"Owh can Ma'am, I wait inside aja yes Ma'am," said the driver did not want to disturb them.

Riani nodded in agreement.

"Abra would like to say what Ndi is?" riani asked, speaking up, breaking the silence between the two of them.

"Abra wants to sleep with Kirana" replied Andi.

"God, really?!" shocked Riani.

"Yes" nodded Andi.

"Can we?!" shocked Riani.

"Love is unpredictable" Andi answered briefly.

"By the way, you have a woman who is liked also Ndi?" asked Riani blatantly.

Andi stared long at Riani and flattered her lips with a thin smile, very charming, making Riani's face reddened, embarrassed.