Give Me Space

new Town

48 Minutes on the plane. And finally I arrived at the city of papa's birth, Surabaya. Here I will live with his sister mama, papa Bams. Papa Bams for me is the second papa I love. He is a father who loves me very much. As soon as I step my foot into the airport. Papa Bams has been waiting for me.

"Papa.... Aggit kangen very equally papa, good news papa aja right" shouted me while hugging him.

"Womens, papa misses you too. Thank God the good news is good" he replied to me.

"Where's Mama Dena?" ask papa Bams.

"At home baby, mama again ready all your favorite food at home so mama did not pick you up at the airport" said papa Bams.

"Ohhhh so yes, dad, I'm so impatient to go home to papa. Lagian Anggit already laper terribly ni pa hehehe" I told papa.

Finally me and Papa Bams immediately went home for dinner.

I got home to be greeted by Mama Dena and Boy. Yahhh Boy is my cousin, papa Bams' son and Dena's mom.

"Finally my cousin who is upset this has arrived hahahah" said Boy who immediately made me remember with Hans.

"Boy, don't do it. Just consider it until you've been looking for trouble" said Mama Dena to Boy.

"Gpp maa, Boy is often the same Anggit. Duhhh maaa Anggit laper really ni hehe" I replied to my mother.

"Jaudah ayokk come in, let's have dinner" papa Bams asked.

2 Years also felt, I did not get together with the family papa Bams in Surabaya. My feelings of kangen were finally cured, and as time went on I forgot about my sadness.

"Sepupu Iuee the prettiest and favorite of mama papa, tomorrow morning loo must wake up quickly yes let us not be late for school. Okeeee Anggit" Boy told me.

"Yes Boy.... Look out for you tomorrow when I go home from school. Maaa paaa told Boy that it was not like school" I replied to Boy while staring cynically.

"Hahahaha.tomorrow I will not stay lo Anggit. Lagian loo my favorite cousin, look out tomorrow there are the same kind of looo I'll be stirring later" replied Boy to Anggit.

"Udah don't fuss, Anggit dear hunted at the meal out that you rest tomorrow mama equally will anterin you same Boy to school" said Mama Dena to me.

After dinner, I'm ready to go to my room to tidy up my luggage. It feels so tired. Until I forgot for a moment what happened this morning.

Kringggg....

The sound of my phone ringing turned out to be from Hans. An incoming call that exceeded 3 times made me instantly crumble. I accidentally remembered what happened this morning in the park. I can't forget Hans. Repeatedly Hans tried to contact me even 20 incoming messages from him I had not read.

"Ohhhhh so luu whose name is Hans, who has made my brother to have to move to Surabaya" Boy replied to Hans.

I was surprised to see Boy arriving behind me and answered a call from Hans.

"You're Anggit's cousin yeah, I can say Angit ga" Hans told Boy.

"Wine has gone to sleep anyway he doesn't want to be disturbed. It was night time" Boy told Hans.

Boy turned off the phone. And take my hp.

"Ihhhh Boyyyy !!!! no manly know taking people's hp. I said papa mama yes !!!! " call me to Boy.

"Mending looo sleep, tomorrow morning I just love hp looo. Don't remember it anymore. Now looo focus the same future loo and forget him" said Boy to Anggit.

Because I feel lazy to argue and finally I obey the words Boy. I was upset but I was lazy to argue. "Hufffttttt Boyyyy !!!!!!!" yell me in the mirror.

But sometimes Boy's words have a point too. I've got to get used to it without Hans. I need to focus on my future. The more I try to forget Hans, the less I can live without him. My heart is getting broken. I couldn't sleep and I stepped to the window and imagined that Hans was near me.

"Ga Gitt !!!! loooo should be able to eat Hans."

Ohhhh God.....

what is this feeling, why is my heart getting so bad. I'm empty without Hans, I don't think I'm clear. Tired of all this.

The cold air made me want to go back to the bed and immediately scour this body with a thick sheet of blankets. The clock has shown at 22.00 WIB which is the time I have to sleep because in the morning I have to go to school. And meet new people.

I was in bed for 15 minutes and I couldn't sleep. I stared back at the roof and finally fell asleep.