Give Me Space
"Give Me One Chance Git !!!"
It was a clear morning as if there was no dew covering the morning at this time. The birds make me feel like I want to fly with them. This morning was the beginning of the morning where I had to be ready to forget all the memories in my hometown.
"Well, if you're done hurrying, it's what time you'll miss the plane" a call from my mother said
"Yes maaa soon Anggit is ready" I replied to my mother.
It feels like this heart cannot forget the memories. There are a lot of memories I will leave here. Especially the memories with Devan, my best friend and family friend who was here even a short memory with Hans. My heart does not want to hold this broken heart. Inadvertently tears began to wet my cheeks. Look in the mirror and say
"God is short, it makes it easy for me to forget the sweet memories that are here. It's hard for me to forget everything my heart can't make me continue my steps" tears keep flowing. I can't bear the sorrow in this heart.
tokkk....
"Fugitive men are out, we have to get to the airport in time" the second call from mama.
I went out and brought all my stuff.
"I'm sorry ma Anggit long time very well done" said I to mama.
"Dear gpp, I know it's hard for you to get out of here, but it's best for you. Mama and papa sent you to Surabaya so you can forget your bitter memories that are here. Mama papa knows it's hard for you to forget Hans but there's no other way dear" she replied to me.
I could only sit back and hug my mom for a moment.
During the trip mom and dad were cool comforting my heart. But still I can't hold the wound in my heart.
"Wine out.... Gitt with me first, you can't go Git, I love you. Consider getting out.." yelling from afar makes papa's car stop for a moment. I guess who and it turns out it was Hans. Mom and Dad got out of the car. Me? well, I didn't dare get out of the car, because I knew I wouldn't be able to look Hans in the eye.
"Let Anggit go, Hans, auntie om know this is hard for both of you but this is the best way for your future. If Anggit education in Surabaya has been completed he will return to Karawang kok" said Mama to Hans.
"Ga tan, Hans is wrong. Hans Barin Anggit shouldn't have gone far. Let's say open the door I want to talk to you, I realize that I actually love you. Consider my love a chance to show me that I love you" Hans screams that make me even more empty.
I couldn't see the tears on Hans's face, and I finally ventured out of the car.
"Ga that's Git, with my explanation first. I know I'm wrong but I also don't know what to do, on the one hand the shadow of my past is still approaching and I also know that you also can't eat Devan completely. Even though you asked for her space, my heart. Don't go Git." Hans said to me.
I couldn't look Hans in the eye, my heart breaking. It's hard for me to answer every word Hans says.
Ohhh God.....
Why do you make me more in a dilemma, my heart is not out. I can't think clearly. What situation trapped me. I can't stand Hans.
"Sister.. Let Anggit go for a while, brother, Anggit want to follow the Anggit school first. Good brother is good here, do not often play his lecture messy. Consider saying goodbye, brother" I reply to him.
"You're in 12th grade, Loo Git, finish your school here first" he responded so quickly.
"Let me go, sister, I promise you I'll be back on December 11th, the date we know each other" I promised Hans.
"Let me give Git a chance, make it clear that I love you. If I could've fully immersed him" Hans's plea to me made me even more powerless.
"Yes brother, Anggit also love the same kk but justin Anggit go yes. Assume you don't know how many years Anggit there is definitely on December 11th I will go back and be in this park" I told Hans.
"I will come to this park every December 11th, I will wait for you to return Git. Take good care of yourself there. I'll wait for you anytime". Hans' words are breaking me down.
The last hug Hans gave kept my tears flowing.
"Dear, baby, it's what time you'll miss the plane" Mom pulled my hand.
Mom and Dad got me in the car. Today is the day that my heart really breaks. In the car I could just stay quiet. Look in the car window and imagine when Hans and I could meet again.
Finally I arrived at the airport and it turns out Wel and his family were already there. "good care looo well ya Git, we are here to stay waiting for loo go home" said Wel to me. I hugged each other and finally got on the plane and parted ways with them.
