
"I don't remember that anymore but to forget completely is also heavy.
Why should I go through that, I also want to live like any other girl enjoying a wonderful youth."
Eva could not remember the incident but sometimes without remembering the incident revolved itself in her memory.
It is not easy to forget that it takes time to calm down.
Although it has often experienced it but the trauma will be inherent in yourself.
What Eva can do so that the incident does not happen again.
"Udah do not remember again, now there is already me who will let you go where.
Now this sleep is night."
Evan was involved in helping Eva just when Eva's mouth in the back of Evan came to help but Eva did not know because immediately ran away not see who helped her just a glance there's another figure in the storm.
After finishing the commotion Evan looked for Eva again because it was just that she was first with Kevin and Efi at that time and chose to follow the guard from behind the other side and no one would know where she was she was what else Eva had passed out.
"I haven't slept in a while."
Eva spoke in a soft voice so that no one heard there would be trouble if anyone knew she was talking to herself.
"Yes, I am friends.
How are you the same?I'm actually gonna be mad at him for duplicating my face."
Their position is still the same sitting on the bed, fortunately they are different so it's okay if one room if the same fellow Eva will not want it too.
"At first I was also surprised after the first meeting with him, why his face looks like you.
I used to think it was you but in fact it was because he saw me as ordinary as people do not know that but one that made me surprised he could hear the voice of my heart.
Until sometimes I'd be careful if I wanted to talk because he could know."
Remember the initial meeting at the bookstore and Eva was happy to meet Evan but she was wrong because that person wasn't what Eva expected because she was someone else.
"Someone misses the same as me until the other person thinks it's me.
But how does it feel?when in the same Cuekin he was sick?or can't sleep at night?."
Glad to see the face of his friend if in cuekin what else can see directly at that time then with pleasure Evan said.
Funny if you see Eva's pouting face makes you want to pinch Eva's cheek.
"I'm sorry that time because he was so cute when I was really happy to meet but the harsh reality that I have to accept that he is not you.
But it was nice that he invited me to talk and I told him a lot about us, he was the first person who knew about you.
Since then we started to get closer and I worked at his cafe and he was also happy that I worked at his place and then drove me home from work because it was late at night and in the morning too so wait for me out of the contract just to take me to college when the distance is not far."
Imagine a bad initial meeting until Kevin is active to get closer to Eva and the beginning of Eva's jealousy without cause considering they do not have a relationship until Kevin knows Eva does not like her close to women others.
Their relationship can be said to be quite durable and safe away from problems because they are very caring for communication and mutual trust and mutual stories and anyways they are together so there is no gap for people others in.
"Now I'm together and even want to get married again and I can't be free to meet you."
Evan complained because after Eva married she would keep the same distance Eva not because of what is not willing to be a mosquito repellent but the mosquito can not bite him kasian kasian also the mosquito.
"Why do you want to go again or won't you come back?."
Eva's mind is short where Evan wants to leave her again just that the time together is starting to decrease and also Eva has been there to take care.
"If I meet you for what else there is your husband beside you and also if you meet you only safe for what is like an enemy because you can not be talked to."
Anxious same answer Eva who thinks short.
The reason he left again for now is not there but does not know later on he could have left again and will likely never come back when he feels the task is done.
"I thought you were going again."
Evan's existence is comfortable for Eva and also with Evan he does not feel lonely when everyone is busy.
"But I don't know someday, Va,you know the world I'm not here there's a time I go and not maybe come back again but when it comes I'll make sure first if you'll be okay I leave."
Indeed Evan does not know when will be in the human world because all that is only while there.
He will return to the real world where his real life is.
"Yes I know it's Van too, but I hope not anytime soon.
I still want to be with you in place of the time you wasted because of your departure.
Remember when you left then here I'll miss you Van."
Eva knows where a meeting is then the separation is also there and also live in this world do not know until anytime tomorrow could be the last day or the day after no one knows.
"Thank you for accepting me to be your friend.
If I were a human like you, I would fill your heart first instead of him.
Ah why we have to be different yes make me upset it must be very fun so you can do anything without having to be burdened the same thing that should not be done."
I used to think of wanting to live like Eva and leave her world but all that was impossible because from the beginning it was different then forever will remain different.
Then the reality that he just accepted and also in this way he was happy.
No one knows what our life is like and how.
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Tbc.