
If that regret came recently that Sarah now feels, feels guilty for her sister who never envied her.
Why as a sister he can feel envious of what he achieved and earned Sena during his life even what he got was purely his effort without the help of anyone.
Supposedly as a brother he was proud instead of feeling envious and felt under his sister.
A child is educated and raised with the same love without being distinguished but out of nowhere the data is the opposite nature to that advocated so far.
Fellow brothers should support each other not want to drop one of them.
Sarah stepped somewhere she herself did not know where it was, the place looked foreign to her and was only the first time there.
A beautiful place but no one was there only he himself, continued down the place still can not find people he was confused why such a beautiful place there is no one.
"I where is everybody?why am I alone here?."
Stepping away feeling confused, he also did not know where he was.
"Pa! Where's papa?
Calling her husband who had no sayings from her husband, anxiety began to haunt her.
" Where's papa? why is Mama here alone?."
"Where is lexa?why does my mom live here by herself?."
Calling his eldest son, there was no answer at all.
As beautiful as anything somewhere if there were no one would feel creepy.
"Pa, mama's afraid to be here to pick up mom pa.Mama's afraid of the torch."
Sitting on his own feet, the fear was increasingly felt to whack Sarah, at a time like now there was no one to help, care or just answer her call.
"Mama is afraid to be in this foreign place by yourself, why do you all have the heart to leave your own mama's torch."
If it was like this who would be able to get him out of there.
Seeking help but where he had gone no one he had met.
Want to find a way out there are also no clues for him, such as being in the labyrinth he was lost and just spinning around in the labyrinth.
"Sarah's sister."
The soft voice was heard close to Sarah's ear but she refused to raise her head to see who the person who greeted her was, not that there was no one but why there was a voice so thought Sarah.
"Why aren't you here?."
It was Sena's voice approaching Sarah who was sitting on her feet.
"Se.. Se.. Sena."
Raising her head at the sight of her Sena standing in front of her so beautifully was still like her young time back then.
"Well, this is Sena, what's wrong here?."
Sena is still Sena who used to be every word she said full of tenderness and did not forget her charming smile.
"Se.. Pardon brother, I'm not wrong with you all this time, I'm not evil with you even to make you leave the house."
Apologizing to Sena who was still developing a smile on that pretty face.
"Neither wrong, everyone has a good or bad past including his own brother."
"No!brother has been evil with you all this time, I'm always envious of you.I'm sorry big brother Sena is sorry to do that to you."
Holding Sena's hand tightly, the feeling of regret was emanated in Sarah's eyes that her actions had been not good and only harmed people.
"Before sister apologizes Sena already forgive brother kok, Sena happy to meet sister here.
Sena misses sister, misses everyone sister hiks but Sena is happy now here brother, sister,the older sister (pointing a man standing a little far back to the two of them) she was the one who had always accompanied Sena all this time even when Sena went far she caught up with Sena as well but."
Pausing his own words is not strong if it is continued again, when he was there he had to grieve all day thinking of two of their hearts left forever in the still small.
As a mother, she was very sad about why God gave her two children such a hard test at such a small age,luckily he had a strong and patient child through the test of life and now his son can meet again with his family and even now his eldest son has found a loving life partner so heartfelt.
All day long he could only see what his son was going through without being able to do anything to help.
Want to embrace when his son is sad or again fast asleep but all that is only wishful thinking that can not be true.
"But Sena had to leave them both at a very young age to live such a hard life,Sena just cries to see them live so difficult lives without anyone caring even Efi had to go to school while working to be able to meet all their needs.
They're Sena's strong and smart kids, let's just say God called Sena so fast maybe their day won't be that hard."
Lirih Sena although she was sad to remember that time but now no longer their children have got the happiness that was once lost.
"When they started to feel happy why brother came to bring wounds for them, if they had wrong brother and destroyed the house of a million of our memories.
You know how devastated they were then what you did?."
Brother is always in control of emotions at that time because all this time always get what you want to be not thinking about what else."
Sitting in front of Sena with tears continuing to flow nonstop like a flowing river.
"Everything has passed, brother, fix yourself before it's too late.There is still time for you to fix everything and do not do the same mistakes again in the future.
Remember family brother is everything only the family is willing to accept us as we are even when we have made mistakes."
The grudge was not in Sena for Sarah, she already considered it all just a trial that God gave through her.
"Sena tipped the child yes sis, take care of them, remind if they forget, reprimand them if wrong.
They're Sena's amazing kids so don't let anyone else hurt them.
Sena believes the same sister can do it all, Sena said to Sena's brother dear sister.
Tell the others Sena love and miss them, now Sena can be calm to leave the child."
Sena slowly began to disappear from Sarah's view with the white light that came blinding the eyes until Sarah could not see anything else.
"Sena."
"Sena."
"Sena."
Sarah keeps calling Sena whom she doesn't see anymore, going nowhere.
Sarah continued to cry calling Sena who did not appear again despite being called on and even the cry was getting stronger when she had to accept the fact that Sena would never see her again.
"Ma! mama's up."
Sarah's husband shook Sarah's body to wake up from his sleep who kept calling Sena's name.
Until a while Sarah just woke up with the breath of hunting like a new person ran away so quickly her husband gave water to drink to calm down.
"Mama why?why call Sena's name all the time?."
Exclaimed her husband who was curious about what Sarah was going through, what a nightmare she thought.
"Mama's dream meet Sena pa."
Slightly Sarah still feels clearly the dream was like real she experienced.
Her husband was still silent letting Sarah continue the story of the dream just now.
"Sena said she tipped her son with mama, she did not get angry even a bit with mom pa.
He told me all about his son then until now but when discussing the house that his face looked angry even though he was still smiling.
Mama feels more guilty as Sena pa, tomorrow papa actually mama nemuin son Sena right pa?."
Maybe now is the time for Sarah to make up for all the mistakes she used to have even though not in the person directly there are still children who can be made a place to make up for her mistakes.
"Yes tomorrow accompany mama yes, now sleep again it's still night."
Lead Sarah to lie down again to continue the delayed sleep.
With a heavy heart Sarah complied but she could not close her eyes because she was still imagining the dream.
What I've been doing all this time, why am I blinded with envy to my own sister until an innocent child I sacrifice too.
I regret doing all that, thank God you still gave me a chance to fix all my mistakes.
Thank you for the opportunity I will not waste it.
Sarah just closed her eyes but could not sleep just avoid her husband so as not to feel anxious if she was still awake.
Thank God you still give my wife a chance to improve to be closer to you.
As a husband, I feel sorry for following his wishes all this time even though I know it was wrong.
Servants are grateful that children do not follow the nature of my wife so far, they grow up to be good children so my task is slightly reduced just to lead her back on the path that you are pleased with.
Her husband was not sleeping either, the gratitude he continued to say to his wife who had begun to change and realized the mistake so far.
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