
All will feel normal if over time, the feeling is so heavy that it has now begun to fade and began to get used to the surrounding.
Just the beginning of letting go feels heavy but now no longer, the sincere feeling has now been replaced with a sense of calm to let go.
If we are difficult to let go then forever we will continue to be trapped in the slump.
Believe me after the separation then there will also be a meeting again even with new people.
For example, when grandfather left everyone, there were already new family members that Efi and Renal had brought among them.
Like today, Efi was eager to join Renal to his campus so that he had to whine along like a child who did not want to be left by his parents to go to the market.
"Mas Re I'm coming?I'm bored at home and I don't have activities at home either."
From the morning of waking up Efi had asked Renal to take her to the campus even while Renal was bathing Efi was waiting at the bathroom door.
Strange maybe but Efi feels ordinary and still wants his wish granted Renal.
"Honey you're pregnant again so wait for me at home aja ya, promise later go home I bring food you want what say?."
Persuading Efi to stay home and wait for him to come home.
"No way, I don't want anything, I just want to come with you to the campus point not pale nego."
With a yes tone that begins to weaken and glassy eyes, the,since pregnant Efi did not want to be away from her husband even though only briefly sometimes Renal had to outwit Efi if she had to go to campus by carrying a change of clothes out on the grounds that she would only run in the morning and keep a change of clothes to the car at night while Efi slept.
"Honey I went to college not to go play, then go home campus we walk the road.
If you come later who's bored waiting for me to finish."
Must be extra patient to face the young pregnant woman and importantly this is more difficult than persuading a small child who will calm down if bought snacks.
"I want to go to college and not walk.
If you don't want to go there.
You do not love me anymore.
Honey (swiping his stomach that began to bulge a little) we go to the house of grandparents only yes there are many people who love us the same."
Went from before Renal with his hands still rubbing his stomach while walking ignoring Renal.
"Honey is not what I mean (preventing Efi out of the room) I'm just afraid you're tired later kasiannya baby.
Who says I don't love you anymore, remember forever I will still love you ok don't be sad.
You can come with me to college but promise me where I'm not going if I hang out and wait until I'm done."
Efi's face turned happy as soon as she heard Renal's words that finally invited her to go to campus.
Efi immediately changed clothes with a more suitable and did not forget grooming, since marrying Efi always attach importance to the appearance in front of her husband, her sharing and make the husband one of the merits pleasing the husband.
Renal only shook his head to see Efi's behavior that quickly changed and also made Renal happy because his wife did not continue to whine and if it will be left not followed to his wishes it will end with crying.
"Mas I'm ready, come down."
Holding Renal's arm down from the top towards the dining room where everyone had gathered only the two of them had yet to come down.
"Where are you going?morning is good."
Sisi was astonished to see his sister-in-law who was already wearing neat clothes with a smile that continued to be etched.
"You go to Renal mas campus, if you never go to college at least you can feel the atmosphere of the campus."
Efi's rentaban made everyone speechless, not because they went to campus but wanted to feel the campus atmosphere that even the difficult Efi could feel what else could sit among other students.
"Honey now we have breakfast, I'll be late."
Diverting the conversation that began to feel tense when the meaning of Efi is different from their way of thinking.
During this time Efi never felt that she was unlucky because it was important for her sister did not drop out of school so Efi had to sacrifice a lot for Eva.
Finished the breakfast of the princess was farewell as well as Sisi who was about to go apprentice who stayed one more month.
Along the way, Efi's smile did not fade and even more durable to see the road that he passed this time, Efi was like a child who was invited to walk the same way with his parents.
"You happy honey?."
Every now and then Renal looked at Efi who was sitting next to him with a smile.
Ever since Efi was pregnant she would keep asking Renal where to go.
If Renal's work is not busy then it will be happy that Renal will bring sometimes his own initiative Renal invites Efi to go because he does not want Efi to be bored or stressed if he continues at home.
"I'm so happy thanks."
Embracing Renal from the side and then leaning his head on the shoulder of Renal who again focused on driving was not disturbed at all.
Once upon a time saw Eva can bring a car, Efi asked Renal to teach as well but Renal refused on the grounds there is no need to be able to drive because there is still him who can always take Efi where to go.
Unlike Eva who is still alone so it is natural to learn to bring a car so as not to always rely on Kevin or take public transportation.
If Efi can bring a car then he will be able to leave without having to ask between Renal and that Renal does not want to happen because Renal wants Efi to always depend on him in everything,let it be said that the obvious selfishness of Renal can always be beside Efi.
"Honey wait here don't go anywhere before I go back yes and all your needs are there.In the meantime I want to go in the field."
They arrive at the Renal campus and invite Efi to sit in his chair and provide all the needs that Efi needs during her teaching.
Make sure that Efi will not be bored or bored while on campus.
"Yes, just calm down."
Holding Renal's hand,reassuring that she will be fine at Renal's residence even though she does not know a single person there but is quite happy to see what else if Eva does not intern there will be friends even if only a break time can meet.
"I go in first honey, if there's anything direct call ya."
After that Renal took all the teaching supplies and left Efi there. Before leaving Renal smiled at Efi and rubbed Efi's head gently a sign of affection.
After Renal went, Efi was busy with her own activities, namely Efi again enjoyed the food that Renal bought on the road earlier and provided books to read if bored and also a laptop if Efi wanted to watch all already Renal provided.
"Hey can I join ngak?."
"May you sit down."
Friendly Efi told to sit down and also happy there are friends so will not be too bored.
"Did you give me Ria's name."
Hands out and Efi is welcomed.
"I'm Efi, aren't you?."
Can Efi make sure that he is also a lecturer there see from the appearance of Ria.
"Yes I've finished teaching just now, would you like to come to the canteen?let's not get tired of waiting for Renal sir to lecture."
Invite Ria to go to the cafeteria because she also wants to eat because she teaches morning so the hunger is already felt what else now it wants ten in the morning.
"Thank you but I was told to wait here until Renal mas back, sorry can't be friends."
Refuse the subtle Efi who had promised Renal at home before leaving so as not to go anywhere alone while on campus for the good of Efi and his son.
"Well, I'm just friends until Mr. Renal returns."
Ria chose to accompany Efi there until Renal returned who might soon also finish teaching.
"No matter what I am alone, Ria to the canteen is not good nahan hungry."
Feeling bad, Ria must be hungry to accompany Efi.
"Udah ngak what, the most immediately again also behind his Renal sir."
Finally they choose to chat to fill the time to discuss about women and also about the new Efi pregnancy.
Ria is happy to hear the story of Efi who is good to talk to and also during this time many young lecturers who like Renal but no one can steal Renal's heart until the meeting is not happy with Efi made him fall in love.
Ria was one of the first to like Renal and had to swallow bitterly disappointed when Renal's wedding invitation letter spread then with his airy chest Ria accepted and thought maybe Renal was not his soul mate and Ria could see firsthand the kind and gentle woman who can win the heart of Renal.
"Honey I'm sorry so long, you must be bored?"
Renal just finished teaching and immediately approached Efi it turns out the same lag someone there.
"No mas, there is a sister Ria who accompanied me so do not feel bored.
Are you done with it?."
Reply Efi so that Ria is only a spectator of the two of them.
"Then I say yes Efi, Pak Renal."
Not tasty long there that there will be a mosquito repellent.
"Thank you, Miss Ria."
"Thank you, Ria."
Calm down the wife there is a friend as long as she is not there even though during the teaching Renal to the mind of Efi who is afraid of bored waiting for him to finish.
"Now we walk the road yeah, it just so happens to be one course."
Inviting Efi to go on the road as promised, trying to keep Efi's mind relaxed during pregnancy and not much thought so all of Efi's requests for Renal are correct.
"Let's go."
Clean up all the luggage and go to the parking lot to leave the campus.
Their goal this time was a playground.
Until there Renal bought a ticket after they could both enter, they just play the usual game that is important to be safe.
Renal wanted to spoil his wife in his own way.
"Now we're eating honey, it's past lunchtime."
Seeing the clock that had shown him the afternoon, Efi forgot the time while playing and Renal just let the origin of Efi happy.
" Ah time already want late afternoon, but also play."
Efi complained that he had just played and had to stop and it was very heavy.
"What's new honey, now pay attention to which games have not been played?."
Spread the gaze in all directions and almost all the games Efi play and maybe if not immediately prevented then they will be out of there when the place is about to close.
"I'm sorry I'm happy to play, it's already now we're looking for food coincidence our child is also hungry."
Finally they came out and looked for a place to eat not far from there.
It was late in the afternoon they both went home, along the way Efi fell asleep because of tired of playing and also to the comfort so choose to sleep.
"Your father honey to sleep so must be very tired yes what else will be enlarged stomach will certainly be difficult to move and difficult to sleep,
I'll try your will as long as it still makes sense."
Until Efi's house had not yet awakened, Renal painstakingly carried Efi into the house.
The one who saw the wonder why Efi had to be carried and Renal replied that Efi was tired of playing and they understood.
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