Friends But Love

Friends But Love
35. WHAT FEELING, THIS?



Love looked at her face in the mirror in the toilet and then tidied her hair, and came out, back to her desk, with Rika and Viona.


"yuk, home!" take him to Rika.


"luck!" rika Sahut and they say goodbye to Viona.


"what's wrong with you, love? I noticed earlier, I was nervous, so." asked Rika, as they walked out of the restaurant.


"there's no!" sahut Love brief.


"sure?" search Rica.


"yes, Rika. I'm nothing." said Love.


"thank you! if there's nothing." rika timpal.


actually, Love behaves that way, because it sees Tomy with a woman that she doesn't like. It doesn't matter if Tomy is with another woman, as long as it's not with Clara.


but Love doesn't have enough reason to forbid Tomy from being with Clara. It's unfair, if she forbids it for no apparent reason.


Love himself is confused with himself.why he does not like Clara.The problems they have in the past are not so serious.after all, it is only the past.


the time when they are still both not thinking long in doing everything.on the way home, Love is more silent, and it makes Rika more confused and curious.


what happened to her best friend, but she did not dare to ask any more, Rika could only be silent, and continued to wonder in her heart.


when she got home, Love went straight into her room. Rika let him go, and went into her own room.


just sja Cinta laid her body on the bed, there was a notification of incoming messages from her phone.


Love grabbed her bag that she had placed next to her and checked the incoming messages from whom.


it turns out that the picture message from Nicholas. with very curious, Love opened the message of the picture.


"what do you mean, this? why would Nicholas send me a picture message with Maya? am I nothing more, to him?" whispers of Love in the heart.


Love was still dumbstruck as she stared at the picture sent from Nicholas' number, suddenly her phone rang.


shown on his cell phone screen, Nicholas called. with trembling hands because of holding back emotions, Love picked up his phone.


"(hello!)" the voice of the woman from across there.


"(you've seen the picture message I sent, right?)" ask the woman who called from Nicholas' cell phone, which was none other than, the voice of Maya.


Love does not answer, it is silent.


"(right now, Nicholas is with me in his apartment.)" explained Maya.


feeling no longer strong to hear the voice of Maya's confession, Love also turned off her phone.


since yesterday, to this day, Nicholas has not contacted him. And last night, Maya told him, if he was with Nicholas. And now, Maya tells them together again.


"is this the end of my relationship with Nicholas? is that easy, he forgot, me? just because I refuse to give up the most precious thing in my life?" love, in the heart.


"have it.. Maybe he's not the best for me. But.he's sick..." Love shed tears.His heart felt bitter, like slashed.


It felt like Love could not bear this burden alone, she went to Rika's room, intending to tell her about her grief.


but when he opened Rika's room, his best friend was already asleep in his sleep. Maybe Rika was tired after working all day.


and Love does not reach the heart, if you have to wake Rika just for the sake of listening to her complaints.


and Love returned to his room, he sat pensively, then rose from his seat, and intended to find busyness in order to forget the pain, even if only for a moment.


butwhat? what could he do? Love is confused about what to do with a jacket hanging behind the door of her room.


then he rushed out of the house, intending to seek a fresh breeze, who knew that by breathing fresh air, it could clear his mind.


if Tomy had been home, she probably wouldn't have had to leave. Love can tell her about her sadness with Tomy.


but Tomy hasn't come home yet, she's still with Clara. Maybe they're spending time together.


arriving at the bridge plyover Love stopped because he felt tired.he stood staring at the vast view of the city at night.


love suddenly remembers her coworker, Susi, and she contacts him.


"(hello! Sus, what else, you?)" sapanya called.


"(usual..why again, if you do not watch Drakor.)" explained Susi.


"(here, dong.)" pinta Cinta.


"(woven?)" ask Susi.


"(i'm on plyover, right!" clearly Love.


"(why Lo, there?" ask Susi wonder.


"(don't tell me you're going to kill yourself.)" Susi teased.


"(that's it, if I don't want to kill myself, come here!)" pinta Love.


"(oah, ah! if you want to kill yourself, kill yourself! don't hesitate.)" seduced Susi, again.


"(you're bad, Sus! I really need a friend.)" said Love, sadly.


"(why again, love?)" susi started getting serious.


"(that's why we're here, geh!)" love, again.


"(okay! ok fine! i lose! wait a minute, I'll change my clothes, okay? don't go anywhere." ask Susi, then hang up.


after changing her clothes, Susi immediately rushed towards where Love was waiting for her.


the distance between Susi's boarding house and the plyover bridge is not far. So, it only takes ten minutes, Susi also arrived in front of Love.


"why are these nights here?" tanya Susi got off the bike.


"thank God, if you bring a motor." said Love.


"thank you! thank goodness! gua asks why are you having nights like this here?" ask Susi firmly.


"i have a problem again, Sus. I've tried not to think about it, but still can not," explained Love, staring blankly ahead.


"anything else, Cin?" ask Susi, again.


"do I drink, yuk?" bring Love.


"what was it?!" urge Susi.


"i'll tell you there." said Love, then took over the wheel of the motorcycle that Susi brought.


"step! let me take it, the bike." said Love.


"uh! uh! can't! the cave still doesn't want to die!" timpal Susi, and take over the wheel of his bike.


"i don't want to die either, Susi!" sahut Love.


"yes but, you'll again have problems, not focus, keep on accidents, and the cave is extinct!" ketus Susi's.


"ayo ride!" said Susi, who had turned on the motor.


Love got on the bike, and they both went to a bar, to have a hard drink.


"you think, by drinking alcohol, you can get into trouble, Lo?! there are, you add a new problem." Susi messages.


"what about, Rika? does he know that you're out of the house, even drinking alcohol?" search Susi.


"is your health really, really, restored?" continued Susi.